Malunga nam: iminyaka eyi-17 ubudala, i-175cm, imile. Ndixelelwe kakhulu ukuba ndifana nemodeli. (Into endiyithandabuzayo kodwa ilungile ..) Kwakhona ndibe neengxaki ezinkulu ngeNxwala yeNtlalo (Ebangelwa yi-Acne) Ndiphantse ndaphilisa ngokubonga kuNofap.
Okukhona ndizibambile ndibona inyani entsha. Ndiqale ukuya kumatheko kunye neeklabhu nabahlobo kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo ( ndiyazi ukuba andinayo iminyaka yokungena).
Ngalo lonke ixesha izihlobo zam zijonge kwaye zithetha ngamantombazana eklabhu ngathi azikwazi ukuzilawula kwaye andinamdla wokwenza oko. Ukonwaba. Ngaba iqhelekile loo nto bayenzayo? Ayikokuba ndizama ukuzikhwebula ekwenzeni loo nto, iyandicaphukisa… kutheni besenza loo nto nje?
Ndifuna ukunibulela nonke ngento enindenzele yona, enkosi kuNofap ndiya kwindawo yokuzivocavoca, ndibaleka, ndihamba, (izinto endingenako ngenxa yoxinzelelo lwentlalontle) bendidla ngokuchitha lonke ixesha lokudlala kunye nokufafa. . Ndidibana nabantu abaninzi abatsha mva nje. Andisaxakwa, abantu bahlonipha kakhulu, banamandla. Andikwazi ukuthetha malunga nabasetyhini bandenzela izinto eziphambeneyo kuba ixesha elide endinalo ziintsuku ezili-12 kwaye ngokwesiqhelo kuxelwe ukuba kwenzeke kwiiveki ezi-3.
IsiNgesi asilolwimi lwam oluphambili ngoko ke ndiyaxolisa ukuba kukho into engalunganga 🙂
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