Ayisiyo eyam i-streak yokuqala, kodwa yeyona inde kakhulu. Kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ndiza kuba yi-18. Ndiqale iNoFap kunyaka ophelileyo. Ukuqala kwam, bendinengxaki yoxinzelelo. Ndaziva ngathi ndiza kutshabalala ngokubhekisele kwikamva-ukuba ndedwa ngonaphakade, ukufumana ama-shit grade njl.
Ngelixa bendixhoma amaqela, andicingi nto yokuthetha, ndicinezelwe kakhulu. Ukuzazi, ubomvu ebusweni, usoyika ukuthetha.
Ndichitha ixesha lam elininzi ekhaya. Ukudlala, ukufunda iincwadi kunye nemanga, ukubukela i-anime, ukuchitha ixesha kwiiforamu, ukubukela i-porn kunye ne-hentai. Uhlobo lolohlobo. Ukungaphumi ukudibana nabahlobo.
Andiziva ndonwabile ukukhumbula le nto.
Ke. Ingena phi uNoFap kule nto? Ndikhubekile kwiNoFap, kunye nazo zonke iintsomi zayo 'ezibalaseleyo', ukuzithemba okugqithileyo kunye nokufumana amantombazana.
Njengenundu kwilangatye, ndandijonge ngamehlo abomvu kuNoFap ukuba afumane uncedo, ndikholelwa ukuba liza kuzisombulula zonke iingxaki zam. Olu iya kuba lusindiso lwam, ipanacea yam (ngaphandle kwengcaciso echasene ne-FAQ). Zonke ii-anecdotes ezintle zindoyisile.
Ndifike kwiintsuku ze-30, yaya kwipati yendlu elindele… into. 'Into' ayenzekanga. Ndafika ekhaya ndidakumbile, ndingakwazi ukulala, ndicofwe. Ndiva ndingcatshwe nguNoFap wam. Ngolindelo lwam lobuyatha. Ewe ayizukusebenza. Akukho nto iyasebenza. Ndamisa iNoFap.
Kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezilandelayo, ndalishiya eli qela lentlalontle lindenza ndinexinzelelo (ndaye ndazivuma ukuba ndiyaphazama), ndaya kwiiseshini zokucetyiswa, kwaye ndafumana amabanga amahle- ke isipho esivela eyunivesithi entle. Ukuzithemba kwam kuphuculwe. Akukho nanye kwezi inento yokwenza neNoFap.
Ukukhawuleza phambili kwi-90-ish kwiintsuku ezidlulileyo. Ndineemviwo zam zokugqibela ngoJuni, ezakuthatha isigqibo se-Uni endiya kuyo.
Ndiyiqale njani i-streak yam yangoku? Ndisenzile isigqibo: andizukubukela imifanekiso engamanyala kwakhona. Kubi kum. I-Fuck NoFap, i-fuck superpowers. Ndenza le nto kuphela kuba andinakuqinisekiswa ukuba ndiza kubukela iphonografi kwakhona. Ndikwenzela uMBULELO.
Kwiintsuku ze-90 ezidlulileyo, bendihlala ndisebenza, ndisebenza rhoqo, ndenza i-kegels, kunye nokusika iswekile kunye ne-anime. Ukuchitha ixesha elininzi nabahlobo abalungileyo. Kutshanje ndiye ndaqala ukolula, ukuthatha imikhosi ebandayo, ukucamngca, ukuhamba, kunye nokwenza umthambo. Imvula ebandayo, ndoda. BABONAKALA.
Ukucamngca kulungile. Ukuphumla okumnandi, nangona kundenza ndizive kancinane. Ukuhamba kwamnandi kumnandi.
Ukudityaniswa kwayo yonke le mikhwa mitsha kundenze ndakhululeka ngakumbi kwaye ndizimisele ukuphonononga izinto ezintsha. Ndiyeka izinto zindiqhathe ngokulula. Kulula, kwaye kuyimfuneko, ukuba ndizithethelele ngokwenzakalisa.
Phawula: Le ngxelo ithathekile kwaye inobumnene bayo. Ubomi akuyona inqaku lam eliqinileyo, kwaye ndizibhalela oku.
TL; DR -Zakhe ngokutsha ukuze ube yile nto ufuna ukuba yiyo. Sukuxhomekeka kuphela kwiNoFap yokuphucula. I-Nofap sesinye sezixhobo ezininzi zokwenza oku. Yakha isicwangciso sento yokutshintsha iphonografi (kunye nokudlala, i-intanethi, nantoni na) ngayo. Hlala nemikhwa emitsha. Yenza uluhlu lwezinto ezintsha oza kuzihlola xa unexesha. Phuma kwindawo yakho yokuthuthuzela. NGCONO. Qala encinci, kwaye uthathe amanyathelo omntwana.
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