Ukusukela kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ndizama iNoFap, kwaye ndikwientsuku ze-10. Ukusukela ngenyanga ndisenza umthambo kwaye, ngenxa yoko, ndiziva ndinelunda ngam. Ndasuka eParis ndaya eMilano. Ngoku ndikwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo esitsha ngokupheleleyo.
Izolo bendiye kwithala leencwadi esikolweni sam, ndafika kukho amantombazana amabini. Ndandisazi ukuba enye yezi ntombi yayisuka eParis. Ndiye ndacinga ukuba "Masenze le shit" kwaye ndathetha nabo.
KWAKUMNZA! Sathetha 1h20, sahleka kwaye ixesha lihamba ngokukhawuleza. Nditsho nabafana andikwazi kuthetha 1h ngaphandle kokuphazamisa. Ekugqibeleni ndathatha isibindi sokubuza igama labo lokuqala, omnye wabo ubonakala ekonwabela ukuthetha nam.
Ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiyeke iphonografi kuba ndandiziva ndiyikaka. Ndandinezihlangu, umzimba wam wawubonakala ubuthathaka, ulusu lwam lwalusoyikeka… ndandingaphilanga. Ndineminyaka eyi-17, bendiqhele ukwenza i-porn ukusukela kwi-12 yo. Ndandiluhlobo lomfana othetha ngokuziqhenya "akukho ngxaki nge-porn! Yinto yendalo!” Oh bendiphazama.
Kukho iinzuzo ezininzi. Okokuqala, ndincuma ngakumbi. Ndizimisele ngokwenene ukuphucula umgangatho wobomi bam, ngoko ndiyekile ukusebenzisa i-Twitter kwaye ndiqhuba! Andizange ndikwazi nokubaleka i-5 min, ngoku ndingenza i-30 min ngokulula. Ndinemvakalelo yokuba amantombazana andijonga ngakumbi, kodwa andiqinisekanga. Okubaluleke ngakumbi, ngoku ndinayo sukuncama ingqondo. Indincedile kakhulu, liqhinga elincede izolo.
Ngoku ndiyazithanda, kunye nomntu endaba nguye.
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