Kudala ndizama i-nofap malunga nonyaka ngoku. Olona luhlu lwam lude lwaluziintsuku ezingama-81 kwaye emva koko andizange ndilugqibe iinyanga ezi-2. Andizange ndibe ngumntu wokufakela amaxesha amaninzi ngosuku. Nangona kunjalo, ngenye imini kukho into ecofa nje ngelixa ubukele i-porn. Ndacinga, ‘kutheni ndisenza le nto? Inceda ngantoni?'. Ekugqibeleni ndiye ndafumanisa i-nofap.
Uhambo lwam lwangoku lujikeleze iiveki ze-5 kuphela kodwa namhlanje ndigqibe kwelokuba ndijonge iphonografi ngenxa yokukruquka. Kwaye akuzange kundenzele nto kwaphela. Khange undijikele noba yintoni.
Oko ndaqala i-nofap ndiye ndaziphucula kakhulu ngokwasemzimbeni nangengqondo. Ngoku ndinentombi kwaye emva kokucinga ngokuyeka, okanye ukubukela iphonografi ndiye ndaqonda ... Bendizoyenzela ntoni lonto xa ndinentombi yokwenyani endithandayo? Ngethemba ukuba oko goodbye ukuba amanyala ngonaphakade.
Ndakhankanya [intombi yam] kuba ingumthombo wokwenene wenkuthazo kum. Eneneni ukuba nomntu onjalo ebomini bam kundenza ndifune ukuba ngumntu ongcono kubo. Ndandizama ukubonisa ukuba abantu bokwenyani baya kuhlala bebhetele kunalo naluphi na uhlobo lwephonografi.
Andizange ndikholelwe ukuba ndingakwazi ukumelana ne-PMO ngokupheleleyo, kodwa ndazama. Yonke le nto imalunga nayo. Ukunganikezeli. Khange ndincame, nasemva kokuphinda ndibuyele kaninzi kwaye ekugqibeleni ndiyakholelwa ukuba ndiphumelele.
Ndineminyaka eyi-17, kwaye bendisebenzisa i-porn malunga ne-4 iminyaka. Ndiyavuya ukuba ndifumene olu luntu kwangethuba.
Andikwazi ukulinda ukubona ukuba yintoni elandelayo kuhambo lwe-nofap. Enkosi ngokufunda.
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