Ndihambile iintsuku ze-250 ngaphandle kokuphulula i-masturbating okanye ngaphandle kwe-porn kwaye ndiyavuya ukuthetha ukuba emva kweenyanga zoxinzelelo kunye nokudandatheka i-ED yam ekugqibeleni ihambe kakuhle.
Iingxaki zam ngephonografi zaqala ngendlela efanayo ndiyazi uninzi lwenu luya kuba lwenzile; nali ibali lam. I was an normal teenage kid eqala isikolo esitsha kwaye kunyaka wokuqala yonke into yayihamba kakuhle I made freinds, enjoyed learning there and even had a girl that I got out with (endisamkhumbulayo ngoku 6years later) 
anyway ukujonga kwam iphonografi kwakusepatini kunye nezihlobo zam apho zazibukele khona, ngaphambi koko ndandijonge kuphela izinto ezinje ngeefoto ezinqunu kunye ne-soft core. Emva kwaloo party ubomi bam batshintsha kuba kwakungelo xesha apho ndaqala khona ukuxhatshazwa kwaye ngokuthe ngcembe uluhlu lwam lwamafreinds luye lwabancinci. Ndandiza ekhaya ndize ndijonge i-porn njengendlela yokuphuma esikolweni njengendlela yokuphuma kuyo yonke into endidandathekileyo kwaye njengoko ixesha lihamba ndandibukela i-pornography engakumbi ndibukele i-crap engabonakaliyo. Ke ngoko ndiye ndahlala ndalilungu ngenxa yokungabi naxesha elingcono. Kwaye kancinci kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo ndaphulukana nenkomfa yam kwaye ndaba 'nguye othuleyo'.
Ndichithe ubomi bam bonke ukusuka kwiminyaka eyi-13-18 ndibanjwe kule vortex yokufapha ...
Ngenye imini xa ndisekholejini ndaphawula ukuba endaweni yokuba 'ndingafuni ukungenela iincoko' yayikukuba ndandihlaselwa yintliziyo rhoqo xa ndizama ukuthetha. I-Appon googling ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba eneneni ndinexhala kwaye ndingazi ukuba kutheni ndiqale ukumelana ne-therpy kwaye ndichithe iiyure ndijonge kwi-intanethi ukuze ndifumane uncedo kwaye akukho nto yasebenza de ... Ndifumene igqwirha le-YBOP libanga ukuba ixhala lehlile ebantwini emva kokuba beyekile ukuphulula amalungu esini. Ekuqaleni ndandithandabuza kodwa ndagqiba ekubeni ndingazikhetheli kodwa emva kweveki ndaphinda ndaphinda ngenxa ye-orgasm eqatha. Ndiye ndahamba malunga ne-3monhs zokwenza i-1 iveki ndiphumle-ukuzinkcinkca ngeentsuku ezimbalwa-i-1 iveki yokuphumla… Njll ngoku xa ndiqala ukufunda malunga nokusetyenziswa koonografi kunye nokungasebenzi kakuhle kwe-erectile ndacinga "nah andinayo i-PIED". Bendiphosisa emva kwe 3month yokuzama ukuyeka iphonografi ndiye ndabetha igqwirha leflat ngokunyaniseka yeyona nto idandathekisayo endakha ndadibana nayo. Ngequbuliso andikhange ndikwazi ukuyiphakamisela amantombazana okwenyani okanye iphonografi, bendingenamdla wesini okanye iphonografi andikhange ndiwabone amantombazana amahle kwikholeji yam enomtsalane kwakhona yonke into ngesondo yayingasebenzi ebomini bam, ndaqala ukubuza imibuzo yam. Isazisi sezesondo Ndaqala ukucinga ngokuzibulala, ndaqala ukuba neengcinga zesondo kwaye ngaphandle koku bendisaqhubeka ndizama ukukhuphela iphonografi nangona bekunzima kakhulu ngoku. Ngenye imini xa ndihleli ekhaya emva kokuba ndifumene iseshoni ye-PMO emfutshane kakhulu, ndacwangcisa uhlaselo lwam lokugqibela lokuthatha umlutha wam kube kanye ...
Ndiye ndamenywa ngumama ukuba ndiye eholideyini kunye noxa bendizimisele ngokungayi kwaye ndiyohlala kootata ndaye ndathatha isigqibo sokuya nangona bendisazi ukuba ndizodikwa kwaphela kwaye yayiyi paris ;kukho iitoni zamantombi eziGourgeous phaya XD Igqwirha ngelalimangalisa ngaphandle kokuba bendinayo i-ED… Igqwirha lenze uhambo lwancanca, nangona isitsho ukuba andikwazanga ukubukela iphonografi iiveki ezi-2 kwaye ndalawula iveki ngaphambi kokuba sihambe ngoko ngexesha lokungena kwiiveki ezi-2 zamantombazana ashushu. oko kwenza ukuba i-ED yam idandatheke ngakumbi, ndibe neeveki ze-3 phantsi kwebhanti yam.
Emva koko kwakusele kum ukuba ndizame ukwenza konke okusemandleni am ndandisazi ukuba ukuba ndichithe ixesha elaneleyo kude ne-porn ekugqibeleni andizukuphinda nditsalwe kuyo. Ndiqale ngokutshabalalisa itshaja kwilaptop yam lol (i-rash bit kodwa ndingafuni ukucacisa ilaptop eyaphukileyo) kwaye ndaqala ukuzama ukuphuma ngakumbi. Kwaqengqeleka iinyanga ezimbalwa ekuphela kwento endandiyiqaphela yayingamaphupha amanzi. Ndandiziva ndifuna ukuyeka ngamanye amaxesha kodwa ndaqhubeka. Emva kweenyanga ezi-3 ndiye ndaqaphela iimpawu zobomi kwigqwirha lam elincinci ngeli xesha lalingcangcazela ngaphaya kokukholelwa kodwa ezo mpawu zazinqabile kwaye ekugqibeleni zahamba ngokupheleleyo. Inkuni yasekuseni yabuya ngeli xesha ixeshana emva koko yahamba kwaye ayizange ibuye nokuba yi-5 MONTHS!
Ke ekugqibeleni ndiye ndafikelela apho ndikhoyo ngoku igqwirha phantse i-9months nofap kwaye sele iphelile unyaka oko ndiqalile. Ngoku ndiphantse ndanama-20 kwaye ndingathini ukuba ixhala lam alikho, ndifumana ii-erections ezinkulu ngokujonga nje kunye nentombazana entle, yintoni ngakumbi ukuzithemba kwam kuqaqambile kwaye ndifumana iinkuni zasekuseni ubuncinci amaxesha ama-3 ngeveki. Ngokubanzi ubulili bam bubonakala buphiliswa kakhulu kuyo yonke le nto apho njengangaphambili yayijijekile kwaye ihlala imalunga nobukhulu besifuba somfazi kunye nokugqithiswa kweengcamango zesondo eziphezulu eziye zafakwa entloko; apho ngoku ndijonge amantombazana alula, amahle kwaye ngokuya beyindalo kokukhona bendijikela igqwirha yinto endikholelwa ukuba isempilweni kuba ekuqaleni bendilinde ukuba i-libido yam ibuye nangona kunjalo iyabuya kodwa ngendlela eyahlukileyo. ukususela ngaphambili.
Okwangoku ndiyabunandipha ubomi kwaye olona hlobo lubalaseleyo lwamanyala lukhona…
Amantombazana okwenene.
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