Ndingabhala uluhlu olukhulu malunga namava am, kodwa ndize apha ukuze ndikuxelele oku ukuba ndiyifumene indawo yokuhlala, kwaye ndifumana udliwano-ndlebe olu-5+ olwahlukileyo! Ngoku ndihlala eFinland, ngoko andinaxhala lemali. Kodwa ewe ubomi bam bubangcono ngokwenene imihla ngemihla! Andizange ndicinge ukuba ndihamba de ndifumane imfundo, umsebenzi, umfazi kwaye ndineminyaka engama-21-22. Kodwa ndicinga ukuba iNoFap inomlingo ngokwenene, ndivakalelwa kukuba ndingenza nantoni na kweli hlabathi, ndiziva njalo ezizimeleyo.
Ndingulo mfana unengxaki ofika apha qho xa ndinengxaki, ndingulo mntwana ufika qho xa ndisengxakini, ndingulo mntwana wakwazi ukuyeka i-cigs, ukhula kunye ne-PMO kunye nomntwana owahlanganisa ubomi bakhe. .
Kanye ngalo mzuzu, ndiziva le mvakalelo ingaqhelekanga esifubeni sam.. Kwaye ndihlala ndicinga ukuba ingaba uthando endiluvayo? Ngaba yimincili endinayo? Andikwazi ukuyiqonda, ndandingasoloko ndinje. Ixesha liyabatshintsha ngokwenene abantu. Ndikhumbula xa ndandigqiba iminyaka eyi-17, kwaye ndaqalisa ukutshaya icuba kunye nokhula kunye nabahlobo bam abatsha, kwaye emva kokuba ndineminyaka eyi-18, ndadibana nabahlobo abatsha kwakhona, kwaye ndifunde lukhulu kubo kwaye ndaye ndalimala nabo ngelixa befumana. kakhulu kunye, kuvakala ngathi bubomi bonke.
Le minyaka ye-2,5 ngokwenene ibe lelona xesha lide ebomini bam ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, emva kokuyeka i-cigs, ukhula kunye ne-PMO, ibe yingxaki encinci yolutsha kunye nokufunda ngakumbi malunga nam kunye neli hlabathi, ngokwenene ibe yinto ehamba phambili.
Emveni kokuba ndiphulukene nendlela kulo mhlaba, andizazi ukuba ndingubani, andinandlela, ndingazi kwanto ngalomhlaba, ndandingenamntu wokundinceda, abazali bam, abahlobo bam, bonke. Mna ndedwa, ndide ndanifumana nilapha, nindincedile ukuba ndibuyele endleleni kwaye ngoku ubomi bam bumnandi okwangoku.
Andazi ukuba mandinibulele njani, kodwa nina niyagungqa! Qhubeka kwaye uqhubeke usilwa, ungayenza! Ndithembe emva kokuba ingqondo yakho ibuyiselwe atleast 50%, uya kubona yonke into encinci ngendlela eyahlukileyo kweli hlabathi kwaye uya kuziva njengomntwana kwakhona 😀 Ngendlela elungileyo.
Ke enkosi ngayo yonke into guys =) Ndiyathemba ukuba yonke into ihamba kakuhle xa ndiphuma kwiveki ezayo!
Ithamsanqa kuye wonke umntu okhoyo olwa neminqweno, awuwedwa kwaye uya kusinda ekugqibeleni, ubandezeleke ngoku kwaye uphile ubomi bakho bonke njengentshatsheli!
By BalkanRay
UHLAZIYO - Abantu bandibiza njengentsomi kule mihla
Ndiye ndanentlalontle kangangokuba abantu bathi ndipholile, ndiyahlekisa, ndingumfana olungileyo kodwa ubukhulu becala ndiva “uyintsomi”. Andazi ukuba kutheni abahlobo bam bendibiza ngolo hlobo kodwa ndiye ndaba nentlalontle mva nje, ndihlala ndinayo kodwa i-PMO ibikhona ukundinika ixhala lentlalontle, ukungakhuseleki njl.
Ndonwabile, ndiyaqhula kakhulu, ndinomdla, ndizithembile kwaye ndonwabile ngalo lonke ixesha, ngathi ndihleka kakhulu kwaye ndiyabahlekisa abantu, ndinawo la mandla akhuthazayo abanye bathi haha
Ndoda ekupheleni kosuku ndihlala ndinje ” NOO I WANNA LIVE LIFE MOREEE ” Well ubomi buyamangalisa xa ucinga ngabo.. bufutshane kwaye ndifuna ukuphila ubomi ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndifumane ulonwabo ngakumbi.
Andazi ngani bafethu kodwa ndisendleleni yokuba ndiphole ngakumbi, ndihlekise ngakumbi, ndizithembe ngakumbi, ndingabikho ndledlana kwaye ndiphile UBOMI OBUYAZIYO
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