Andikholelwa. Bendicinga ukuba ndiphumelele, bendicinga ukuba ndiyenzile. Kodwa kulapho ndiwele khona. Njengoninzi lwenu bantu ndafumana iphonografi njengenkwenkwana. Ndingu 20 ngoku kwaye ndichithe malunga ne-10years yobomi bam ndibukele iphonografi. Ngethamsanqa, malunga neminyaka eyi-1.5 eyadlulayo ndabeka umlo onzima kwaye ndaphula iphonografi kwiinyanga ezili-9. Ubomi bam batshintsha. Ndiva izulu. Kodwa ndazithemba kakhulu. Ndaziva ngathi bendikhe ndayilwa yonke le nto.
Kulapho ndawa khona kwakhona.
Ukusukela oko, bendihleli ndibetha ezantsi. Andibonakali ngathi ndenza ngaphezulu kweeveki ze-2 ngaphandle kwe-porn. Ndenze uphando ngesihloko kwaye ndiyazi ukuba uninzi lwethu kufuneka sijamelane nentloko kunye neentlungu ezininzi ngengqondo.
Mhlawumbi akuncedi ukunyanga inkungu yengqondo ngalo lonke ixesha, kodwa ukuba ufunda le ndifuna uyazi into endincedileyo. Emva kweminyaka eli-10 ingqondo yam inokuba isisimumu ngoku. Kodwa ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba ukonyusa ukungena kwam kwi-dopamine ngokutya kwendalo kuye kwenza umahluko omkhulu. Nangona ndithatha indawo rhoqo, ndisaqhubeka nokukhetha.
Yandisa ukutya kwakho iialmonds, ii-walnuts, zonke iintlobo zamandongomane zilungile. Kwaye baya kwenza imimangaliso.
Ukubuyela kuthi, ifikelele kwinqanaba apho oku kufuneka kuyeke khona. Nokuba ngowuphi na amanyathelo endinokuthi ndiwenze okanye ndingawusebenzisi. Ndiyathandaza kwaye ndiyathemba bafo, siza kuliphumelela eli dabi. Qhubeka uhambe, ulwe. Ndiyaqala namhlanje. Kwaye yimini ye-1. Ndiza kuza mihla le ukubhala into apha, okanye ke sikhuthazane.
Qhubeka ulwe guys.
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