Kwiinyanga ezi-3 ezidlulileyo ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndenze i-nofap kwaye iyanditshintsha ngcono. Ukucaca okungcono, ukucinga… ixhala lentlalontle kunye noxinzelelo ngokubanzi lwehle kakhulu.
Ndiye ndaqala ukusebenza ndaza ndahlala ndixakekile nezinye izinto endizithandayo. Andisayi kuba neentlobano zesini ngaphezulu kwabafazi .. ndineemvakalelo ezingakumbi ngoku, ndiziva kwakhona! Ukuba ufuna inkuthazo / amaqhinga / iingcebiso okanye unombuzo nje ngokubanzi buza kude! (Ndingathumela ngakumbi malunga namava am ndingenayo i-fap- kodwa ndiziva ngathi kuninzi esele kuthethiwe ngaphambili kule subreddit .. kwaye ndinobomi endifuna ukubuphila!)
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Ngokuqinisekileyo ndineengcinga zesondo .. kwimifanekiso kwizinto ezinobulali ngakumbi .. ezinjengokwabelana ngesondo ngokuthandana / ukubamba umntu otyumkileyo .. okanye ukuba shushu & ubunzima phambi kwento (efanelekileyo) yokuqhekeka okanye impundu entle kumfazi.
Izibonelelo ziza nexesha kwaye zibangcono ngokuhamba kwexesha. Ndiza kuthi ndingcono kunaso sonke isimo sengqondo ngexesha leeveki. Andikhumbuli kakuhle ukuba umgca wam wecala ulukhuni kakhulu, kodwa ndaye ndafumana iimpawu zomgca wecala.
Ndikufumanisa kulula kakhulu ukuthetha nabantu ngokubanzi. Ukuba ndizama "ukudlala" kumfazi, kuyacaca ukuba ndinoloyiko oluncinci .. kodwa kungekudala luza kuphela .. ndikufumanisa kulula kakhulu ukujonga abantu emehlweni kwaye ndihambe ndide .. ndizimele kulula kakhulu .. ndiziva ngathi ndinentlalontle ngakumbi, ndifuna ukuxhoma kunye nabahlobo endaweni yokuba ndindedwa phambi kwekhompyuter .. Andikho apho ndifuna ukuba khona ngokwam "umdlalo" wam kunye namanenekazi , kodwa olu luhambo .. phila kwaye ufunde!
Ndandihlala ndilungile / ndinobuhlobo kubafazi ukuba babeshushu. Ndababona belungele into enye… isondo. Ngoku ndibona abantu basetyhini njengabantu ngokupheleleyo kwaye bekwazi ukuba ngumntu ebomini bam endingakhange ndicinge ngokulala naye. Oku kubaluleke kakhulu kum .. bangaphi abafazi abakhulu endikuphosileyo kwintlanganiso / ukuba ngabahlobo abasondeleyo ngenxa yengqondo yam eyadlulayo.
Ndayithatha usuku olunye ngexesha. Khange ndicinge ukuba ndingabona inani liphezulu njengoko likwikhawuntari yam okwangoku. Ndazigcina ndixakekile ikakhulu. izinto ezithandwayo ezintsha. & ndicinga ukuba nzulu ngaphakathi bendifuna ngokwenene ukutshintsha. Kwaye ndinoloyiko lokuba xa ndiphinda ndibuyele kuwo wonke umsebenzi wam onzima noqeqesho luya kuchithwa ngokupheleleyo.
Ngokuqinisekileyo ndingatsho ukuba ukuphuma endlwini ngakumbi kwakuyindlela yokulwa nomnqweno .. mhlawumbi uphume uhambe uhambe / ubaleka okanye uhambe kunye nabahlobo. Bathi imfihlo yokwaphula umkhwa ombi kukuwuthathela indawo ngomkhwa olungileyo ..
Ngokwenyani bendingenawo nawaphupha manzi. & Andikwazi ukuqonda ukuba kutheni ndingenayo ..
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