Ndisandula ukuyibhala le nto ngethemba lokuba izakunceda nokuba mnye umntu. IFUMANE IZINTO EZINGAKUMBI. Esi sithuba sibonisa indlela ebendidinwe ngayo kwaye ndichaza into embi engamanyala enika i-HOCD. Sukufunda ukuba ucinga ukuba uya kuphinda uqalise okanye wenze into.
Libali elidala elifanayo. Ukuxhatshazwa kwe-porn, ndafumana i-PIED, ndaqala i-nofap (i-noporn mva nje, ngokwenene, ndinyamezele) emva kokuba kunye namantombazana e-2 kwaye engasebenzi. Ndalala ngesondo okokuqala xa ndandineminyaka eyi-16 kunye nentombi yam ye-2 iminyaka (sobabini sasizintombi). We had 5 failed attempts kuba xa ndifumana icondom xa ndiqhanyelwa izo dissapear. Sade savumelana ukuba singayisebenzisi icondom kwaye yasebenza. Ixhala lam liye laphela emva koko ndamjolela iminyaka eyi-2 kungekho ngxaki. Ngokunyanisekileyo, akukho ngxaki. Ndiza kukuchazela ukuba kutheni. Ndangena kwi-porn enkulu yeqhude, ndikrazula ama-pussies amancinci nayo yonke loo nto. Ndide ndafumana i-HOCD kwaye yonke intombazana eshushu endiyibonayo bendicinga ukuba "damn, ibingazukujongeka intle le ntombazana igezelwa ngumqhagi omkhulu omnyama". Le ntshinga iyonakalisa ingqondo yakho njengomntu. Awuyiboni into endiyibhalileyo nje ngokuqalisa. Kuyazothekisa. Ukonyanya kuphela kwento omele uyive.
Into endinayo ipipi engaphezulu kwe-avareji kwaye wayenencanca encinci nyani. Ukuqwalasela icandelo le-pornography endandikulo, ndandibona ebomini bokwenyani into endiyibonayo kwi-porn. Bendingumfana onedick enkulu. Andizukuyithetha ngokucacileyo into ebindivula ukuze ndingabangeli nto kodwa unokucinga. Ndiye ndavulelwa nyani, nto leyo eyenza ukuba idick yam isebenze. Ibali elide, saye sahlukana ekugqibeleni. After 2 weeks, ndahamba nenye intombazana. Kwandimangalisa ukubona ukuba andinakukwazi ukulala nenye intombazana ngenxa yokucinga ukuba ipipi yam incinci. , yeyakho!) kunye nokungabi nayo loo nto “ingathi ndingumfanekiso wamanyala kumboniso bhanyabhanya kaDick” rush. Oku kwandenza ndangcangcazela. Ndenze i excuse ndaphuma apho. Ndandisazi ukuba ubunzulu be-porn ngumcimbi, kuba kwakungekho nto yimbi ye-19 yo.
Ndiphendle i-intanethi ndaza ndafumana iYBOP. Ndaqala i-nofap. Kwakungo-Agasti 2015. Ndathi ukususela ngaloo mzuzu ukuba andiyi kubukela kwaye ndiphinde ndiphinde ndiphinde ndiphinde ndibuye. Ndahlala inyanga eyi-1. Emva koko kwaqala kwakhona, isithembiso esifanayo. Iphele iiveki ezi-2. Kwaye nangokunjalo. Ngo december 2015 ndadibana nenye intombazana, ishushu nyani. Bendimane ndidlala naye ipipi yam ibifile. Bendizibuza ukuba inokuba njani na lento. Ndiqonde utshaya shushu kwaye andiva nto apha phantsi. Oku kwandifaka kwixhala kwaye unokucinga ukuba kwenzeka ntoni ukusuka apho. Bendisilwa nalo mkhwa kodwa bendihlala ndibuyela emva kweeveki ezi-2-4 max. Bendivutha ngumsindo kum. Nangona kukho konke oku, ndenze huuge watshintsha ebomini bam. Ndifumene ubomi bam ukusuka ku-4 ukuya kwi-9 elahlekileyo. NDIKHOLELWA NGOKUQHELEKILEYO ukuba, ukuba awubutshintshi ubomi bakho bube ngcono (kufuneka ube nentlalontle, usebenze kwinto ethile, uzilolonge, utye ngcono, yiya kwi-adventure, wenze izinto ezibudenge. Ndiyazi ukuba ingavakala yonke ihippie neshit, kodwa wena nyani kufuneka ufumane ubomi kwakhona) ke awusoze uphinde ujonge iphonografi. Uya kwazi ukuba uphumile kwi-porn ngalo mzuzu awuyi kuzama ukukuphepha. Uya kuyenza njengethuku elisisiseko. Xa uza kubona iphonografi, kuya kuba ngathi ubona imoto iza nge-100 mph isiza kuwe. Uza kuphola uphume endleleni ngaphandle kokucinga.
Ekugqibeleni, ngo-Matshi ka-2016 andizange ndiphinde ndithethe. Kwaye ndandisazi ukuba kukho into eyahlukileyo. Iiveki ezimbini kwi-nofap ndadibana nale ntombazana. Wayefana nentombazana yendondo kwikholeji yethu, kwaye ndamfumana. Kwinyanga eyi-1 sazama ukulala ngesondo. Ndoyisakala. Ndandixhelekile. Ngengomso wathetha nam wathi kulungile. Andizange ndikwazi ukuyikhupha imfihlo yam ndamxokisa ngayo ndisithi ndinengxaki yehomoni endizoyilungisa. Ndandisazi ukuba ndiza kugwetywa xa ithetha inyaniso (kwaye ngubani omele asole yena, wayendazi kangangenyanga enye).
Kodwa sithe siza kuphinda sizame. Kwaye senjenjalo. Kwaye ekugqibeleni yasebenza. Kwakubi ngesondo esisemgangathweni. Ukuma kwam bekuya kuza kuphele. Ngokuyintloko kwakungenxa yokuxhalaba. Njengoko ugqirha odumileyo watshoyo, akunakubakho nxunguphalo kunye nokuvuseleleka. Inokuba yinto enye okanye enye ngenxa yephonografi andikwazanga ukuvuswa ngokulula kwaye ewe, ixhala liya kuthatha indawo.
Kwabangcono kwaye kwaphucuka kwaye ngokuhamba kwexesha ndaqala ukusuka kwixhala. Ndandiyi-2 inyanga kunye nesiqingatha kwi-nofap / noporn.
Indaba ezimbi. I-GF kufuneka ihambe nomsebenzi kwaye ihambe e-USA malunga neenyanga ezi-4. Usekhona. Uza kubuya nge-8 kaOktobha. Oku kunokubonwa njengeendlela ezimbini ezahlukeneyo. Enye, embi, kukuba ndiphulukene neqabane lam lokuphinda ndifake iiwiring. Ndiyakholelwa ngokwenene ukuba yanceda ukuphinda kufakwe iintambo, nokuba ndiziva ngathi khange ndiqalelwe ngokutsha. Kodwa nantsi enye indlela yokucinga. Ndineenyanga ezi-4 zokuphinda ndiqalise. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba yandinceda. Sobona xa ndidibana naye.
Andizange ndibukele i-porn ukususela ngo-Matshi 2016. NguSeptemba 2016. Andizange ndifake i-fap kuze kube ngu-Agasti 2016. Nantsi enye inxalenye embi. Iminyaka yokuphulula amalungu esini yandinika iprostatitis. Ngethamsanqa, ayisiyiyo ibhaktheriya kwaye iya kuphiliswa ekugqibeleni (okanye ndiyathemba ukuba, i-prostatitis yinyani, into embi kakhulu onokuba nayo). UDUZELO OMKHULU. I-PROSTATIS inokwenza ukungasebenzi kakuhle kwakho ngokwesondo kube mandundu. Ke, nceda, nceda, uye kwi-urologist kwaye ujonge oku.
Kwi-prostatitis kufuneka ukhuphe i-ejaculate kaninzi, ngoko ke ndaqala ukuphulula amaphambili mva nje ukuze ndizive kanye ngeentsuku ezisi-8. Kulungile, nangona bendingathanda ukuziyeka. Xa ukuphulula i-masturbating ukuya kwi-sensation ngamanye amaxesha ndiba nee-flashbacks ze-porn / ndiqale kwakhona into malunga nokuhlambalaza intombazana yam kodwa ndigcina amehlo am evulekile kunye ne-dick yam kwaye ngokwenene ndenza umzamo wokuziva nje ukuziva. Ngoko nceda, musa ukuyeka ukukhupha ngaphandle kokuba uyazi ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba awunayo i-prostatitis, kungenjalo ungayenza ibe mandundu. (KODWA AKUKHO PORN)
Imvakalelo yikaka enje. Zama ukugxila kuyo yonke into encinci onokuyenza. Nokuba usebenzisa ikhibhodi yelaptop yakho. Yive. Uxinzelelo. Yonke into. Zive kwaye ungcamle into oyityayo. Yitya ilamuni, vumela yonke loo mvakalelo idlule kuwe. Imvakalelo yenye yezinto eziya kukunceda ukuba ubelane ngesondo kwakhona.
Ke, emva konyaka omnye wokufumana le nto, kwi-6 inyanga uphawu ndiyenzile.
Amanye amakhubalo aye ancipha(ndandingena kusisi, isigqila samadiza amakhulu, ukukhotha, ukunqula umthondo omkhulu omnyama, umthondo omkhulu ukrazula amathontsi amancinci, iishemale, nantoni na enepipi enkulu elawula umfazi. , okanye ndivuswe ngumthondo omkhulu ogezela intombi yam ndijongile yhini rhaa, akunjalo LE AYIKHO IMPILO.Ndazibhala zonke ezo zigaba ngoko ke ukuba nabani na ebekuloo nto naye ucinga ukuba uyedwa, akakho. .Andizibhalanga zonke ezo category ukuze ndikuvuse ikaka kuwe ,ndiyayazi ikhona into eyenzekileyo ,kodwa FUCK IT MAN UGCINE UYINDODA ENGAWUKWENZA OKU. AWUBUKELI NGOXA UMNTU EPHEPHA INTOMBAZANA YAKHO UYIBETHA ISHITI.
Ke amanye amakhubalo ancipha, kodwa awazange aphele. Ndisacinga ngale shit kodwa iye yaba buthathaka. Ekugqibeleni baya kunyamalala okanye babe buthathaka kakhulu kangangokuba abasayi kuba yingxaki kwakhona.
Ke ngoku andina-porn kwaye ndifuna ukuhlala ndinje NGOKUPHAKADE. Abo kuni baxakwe njengam, ndicela niqhubeke!!!! Awunayo enye indlela! Uyindoda kwaye kufuneka uqhube indoda! Uya kuba nosapho, umntwana! Ufuna abone indoda enjani? Injakazi engusisi okanye indoda yokwenyani eyawubamba umkhwa wayo wabetha ikaka?
Oku kuya kuba yeyona nto inzima kakhulu oya kuyenza ebomini bakho. Kodwa. Ukunyathela. Yenza. Yona!!!!!!!! Unaloo mlilo emphefumlweni wakho. Yisebenzise ukutshintsha ubomi bakho kakuhle kwaye uyeke iphonografi ngonaphakade. Zama ukufumana intombazana, zama ukulala ngesondo, zama yonke into ebomini. Vele uyenze. Yenza nje loo nto. Vuka esitulweni sakho uphume uye kuhlalisana, ubone izinto, hamba uhambe epakini, nantoni na efumana obu bumdaka bengqondo yakho.
Yomelelani bazalwana. Asikwazi ukufumana ngaphezulu kweminyaka eyi-10 ye-porn enzima kwiinyanga ze-6. Kusenokuthatha iminyaka kwabanye bethu abasebenzisa olu hlobo lwe-shit yokugula kunye nokugula. KODWA SIYA KUPHUMELELA.
LINK - Ibali lam - i-20, iminyaka elishumi ye-porn, i-HOCD, i-prostatitis, i-PIED
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