Yonke into endinokuyithetha kukuba ekubeni akukho nofap ubomi bam bonke butshintshile. Ubudlelwane bam bosapho butshintshile ukusuka ekubeni ndizicingele, ndingakhathali kwaye ndingabinamvakalelo, ndiye kwilungu losapho elinothando, elincedayo nelixabisekileyo. Ndinezinto ezimbalwa zokudlala ngothando nabasetyhini ngenxa yokwanda kokuzithemba kunye nokuqhubela phambili kwabasetyhini kunye nokubamkela njengomntu. Ndikwanomhla nomntu othile ngalo Mgqibelo, kwaye bayabumba ukuze babambe.
Kodwa ngaphezu kwako konke, ndamkelwa kwisikimu sokuphumelela. Ndenze isidanga esingabalulekanga kwaphela kwaye bekungafanelekanga ukuba ndinikwe ukukhanya kwemini, ngenxa yokufumana i-2: 2 (isidanga sesiNgesi apha) esidla ngokuba kwinqanaba eliphantsi, nangona kunjalo ubuntu bam bukhanyisile ngalo lonke usuku lovavanyo kwaye ndamkelwa ngenxa ekusebenzeni kwam nzima, ukuzithemba kunye nokunxibelelana nabantu. Ndicinga ukuba babonile ukuba ndinokuba lilungu leqela elilungileyo.
Akukho nanye kwezi ibinokwenzeka, ukuba bendingafumananga nofap. Unokubuyela umva kwaye ukhathazeke, kodwa ukuphela kosuku wonke umntu kufuneka aqale kwenye indawo. Qhubeka nje kwaye ungaze uyeke, kuba nokuba kwenzeka ntoni, amandla okuqhubeka nokuphucula ubomi bakho ekugqibeleni ahlawule
Ndiyayiqonda ibheji yam ithi imihla ye-9, kodwa uthembele kum, ndinemizila emininzi kwiintsuku ze-80 kwaye ndenza oku phantse ngaphezu konyaka ngoku.
Ndingu 21 kwaye ndibukele iphonografi kakhulu mihla le ukusuka kwiminyaka ye-12 / 13- malunga ne-7/8 iminyaka. Ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiyeke ngenye imini, xa ndabona ukuba ne-porn ayindenzanga nzima kwaye ngandlela thile ndakhubeka kule forum.
Ngokumalunga nezibonelelo, ewe, enye yeyentlalontle. Ndingahamba nje ndiye kwiqela labantu kwaye ndizazise. Ndingumfana wehempe, u-5'6 ukuba achaneke kwaye oko kundibambe kakhulu, kodwa ngoku ubufutshane bam sisiqalo sencoko kwaye andindibeki ecaleni kwindibano. Ukuba noluntu ngakumbi kuza nokuzithemba okukhulu. Ukuzimisela kunye namandla kuya kuba ngcono. Ngoku ndiphakamile ngo-5: 30 kusasa ukuba ndifunde ngaphambi kwe-9-5: 30 yesikimu / umsebenzi wam. Ngokubanzi kulula ukubamba incoko nabasetyhini kwaye kube lula ukudlala ngothando, akusenangxaki kwakhona. Nangona ndimfutshane kwaye ndibhityile, ndiziva ndingu-alpha kakhulu. Ungayibona xa uthetha nomnye umntu kwaye ujonge ngamehlo ajonge phantsi, okanye akukho apho uqala khona. Ungaze udinwe ngokwenene. Ndingaya imini yonke emsebenzini kwaye ndingaze ndiphulukane nokugxilwa kube kanye.
Kwaye okokugqibela ixesha lokwenza izinto ekufuneka ndizenzile. Akusekho hlala apho ndizama ukufumana le vidiyo igqibeleleyo ngeyure, kwaye akusayi kuphinda 'konwabe' kangangeminyaka emva kokuba ndiyenzile. Ixesha linemveliso, intlalontle okanye amaxwebhu okuphumla ngaphambi kokulala. Ubomi bumnandi.
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UHLAZIYO - Kubantu abacinga ukuba oku kukukhohlakele kwaye kungekhona okwenene,
Yinyani, kwaye ndifumene isihogo esininzi kwiminyaka embalwa edluleyo.
Ndihambile ekugxothweni eluntwini, ndisoyika ukuhlangana kunye nokuhlala ekhaya ndidlala imidlalo endaweni yokujoyina abantu abandimemileyo, kumntu "wonke umntu othanda ukusebenza" kumntu "owayengumfana ngexesha lokuboniswa kwakho" emntwini ongazange abone engonwabanga kwaye ukuba bayenzile oko kuya kubenza bangonwabi kwaye bandiphephe ”kuba ingabonakala iyindalo kangangokuba andonwabanga.
Ubomi bam butshintshile. Ndihambile ekubeni ndinqwenela ukufumana isizathu sokuphila, ekubeni ndicetyiswa veki nganye kangangeminyaka emibini ukuya nangaphandle, ndiye kumntu ofumene ubizo lwakhe. Kwezi veki zimbini zidlulileyo ndiye ndamenywa KUYO YONKE indibano yoluntu kwaye ndaya kuyo yonke enye, ndifunde u-5: 8 ukuya ku-30: 9 ndaya emsebenzini nge-5 kusasa ukuya ku-30: 7 ngokuhlwa ndaza ndafunda ukususela ngentsimbi yesi-10 ukuya kweyesi-XNUMX ngokuhlwa ndaza ndalala rhoqo usuku, ukufumana ulwazi ngakumbi kunye nokufunda ikhondo endilikhethileyo njengoMcebisi nge-IT. Ndixelelwe ukuba ndingoyena mntu onobuhlobo emsebenzini wethu, oyena mfo wonwabileyo kwaye abantu bafuna ukuba phakathi kwam…
Kungabonakala ngathi ndiyayithetha le nto ukonyusa kwaye ube yindawo yokulala, kodwa ndifuna ukulila indlela obuguquke ngayo ubomi bam… Ngelinye ixesha ndandingazi ukuba kutheni ndiphila, kutheni ndide ndibekhona… Ngoku yonke imihla ugcwele uvuyo, izihlobo kunye namathuba nje. Ndijoyina indawo yokuzivocavoca ngomso kwaye omnye umntu wavuma ukujoyina iklabhu yokudanisa kunye nam emva komsebenzi, njengoko sobabini sinomdla wokubamba iklabhu kwaye masibe kukunyaniseka ukudanisa kwenza amehlo abantu basetyhini abaninzi, kwaye siyayithanda!
Ndiyakucela ukuba uqhubeke nohambo lwakho, kwaye ukuba unemibuzo, nceda undixelele. Ndiye apha iminyaka emibili kwaye ndiza kuba khona iminyaka ezayo.
Enkosi ngexesha lakho.
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