Ndingu 23, andikadibanisi ukusukela nge-20, bendihlala ndityhola umsebenzi, kodwa i-tbh bendinexhala nje.
Ndandisemncinci ngelo xesha, ngendlela endandingayazi ngelo xesha. Kwiminyaka embalwa mhlawumbi ndiza kuthetha into enye ngam ngoku!
iqalile iNoFap ekuqaleni kukaFebruwari. Unomhla we-14 we-streak, emva koko usuku lwe-37, ngoku yiyo yonke into ekwi-counter yam. Akukho ponografi lonke ixesha. Ndiqale kuba bendine-DE enzulu kunye noxinzelelo ngokubanzi ebantwini.
Ndiye ndafumana amahla ndenyuka kodwa ubukhulu becala ibe ngamava amnandi.
Ndiye ndadibana nentombazana kwi-tinder, sayibetha kakuhle, sincokola ngokulula ngolwesibini emva kwemini elandelayo, sayicela ukuba siye kumhla esasinawo. Yayingumhla olula, ikofu kwaye malunga neyure enesiqingatha kwi-arcade yokudlala imidlalo, iimoto zomdyarho, i-wack ye-mole, ii-hoops njl njl. Kwakumnandi nje ngokubanzi.
Andiqondi ukuba sinethuba lokwenza nantoni na ixesha elide, ndifuna umntu oza kubaleka naye, ufuna umntu oza kuhlala naye esofeni. Ayinamsebenzi ngoku, besonwabile, siqhula kancinci, kwaye sincamisana ukuphela komhla. Ibhoner yangoku, into engazange yenzeke.
Ndicinga ukuba ndibelana nje kuba ndiyazi ukuba uninzi lwabafana lwenza le nto kumantombazana kwaye ndifuna ukubonisa ukuba ibingeyonto inkulu, besingabantu ababini abonwabileyo yinkampani yomnye. Yonke loo nto kukuthandana, ngekhe ndikhululeke kangaka ngaphambi kweNoFap, ke enkosi kuluntu.
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[EARLIER POST] Ndiqalise i-NoFap kunye ne-PornFree ngoFebruwari 1st 2015. Ukusukela ngoko andikhange ndihlambe. Ndibuyisela kwakhona ikhawuntala yam emva kokuba ndikunye nokuma ebusuku kunye nemowudi ye-25 yeentsuku ezinzima zokuphela.
Oko ndiqalayo andizange ndibukele iphonografi, iintsuku ze-65 ze-porn zasimahla. Andicingi ukuba ndiya kuphinda ndibuye. Ayisiyonto nje endivakalelwa kukuba isempilweni.
Kwiintsuku zokugqibela ze65 ndiziva ndibhetele, ndizithembile ngakumbi, ndikhethe ukuthetha namantombazana kwimicimbi kwaye ndomeleza ubuhlobo kunye nabahlobo ababhinqileyo endinabo. Ndiqalise ukuqhuba kwakhona, kwaye bendijonge ngakumbi eyunivesithi nasemsebenzini. Ndiyakuvuma ukuba andiziva ndinentloni xa ndijonga abafazi emehlweni, kwaye andizirhoxe kwamanye amadoda 'alpha'. Ndinemvakalelo eqinileyo yokuthula okugxilisiweyo, okuthetha ukuba ndinamandla aqinisekileyo kwaye ahlaziyayo.
Nangona kunjalo andikaze ndibone iflethi, andikunqwenelela iminqweno yamanyala, kwaye andikhange ndibenemvakalelo 'yamandla amakhulu'. Ngobulungisa andizange ndibenemicimbi nge-PIED okanye i-DE, ndaphelelwa bubuntombi bam ngaphambi kokuba ndibukele i-porn kwaye ndaye ndawaqhatha amabhinqa ngaphambili. Ndandinemicimbi ngokuzithemba, kodwa bendisebenza kuyo phambi kokuba ndiqale.
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