Ndikhangela kwaye ndizama i-nofap malunga nonyaka onesiqingatha ngoku kwaye ekugqibeleni ndiyenzile kwiintsuku ze-90.
Isimangalo: Xa ndandingu-19 ndaya e-University kunye nentombazana eyayihlala ekhaya… oku kukhokelela kwi-PMOing eninzi. Ngesiqingatha unyaka wonke kuxa ndandiqala ukutshintsha ngenxa yako. Ndayeka ukunxulumana nabantu, ndayeka ukudlala ezemidlalo, kwaye ndaqala ukutya kakubi kakhulu kwaye ndandihlala nje ekhaya ndibukele iimovie, ndidlala ividiyo yevidiyo kunye ne-PMOing. Kule minyaka mibini izayo bendiya kuqhubeka ndizuza kwenye indawo nge-50 lbs, ndihlukane nentombi yam, ndinesifo esibi se-ED, ndinexhala elinzima kwezenhlalo ukuya kuthi ga apho bekukho nzima ukuthatha uhambo lwasesidlangalaleni, ndilahlekelwe ngabahlobo abaninzi kum Ndicela ungene nge-bailing, kwaye ndiyeke eyunivesithi kuba ndingathanda ukuhlala ekhaya nakwiPMO kunokuba ndiye eklasini. Ke ngenye imini ndikhangela iindlela zokubetha ukudakumba ku-google xa umntu edwelise into ebizwa ngokuba yi 'nofap'. Ndijonge ngaphezulu ndagqibela ngoku ukufunda onke amabali akho empumelelo, into enokuthi yenziwe ngumntu ngamnye kunye nenkxaso wonke umntu anayo ngabantu abangabaziyo apha kodwa bonke baziva ngendlela efanayo. Ndandinemisinga emininzi yeentsuku ze-20, iintsuku ze-30, kunye neentsuku ezimbalwa ze-50 zokufika kule 90 namhlanje. Kundithathe unyaka nesiqingatha ukuyenza kodwa bekufanelekile. Andicwangcisi ngokuma, injongo yam ngoku yi-180.
Ndiziva ndibhetele kunangaphambili. Ndibuyile ndikwimo njengoko ndikhuthazwe kukubetha umthambo okungenani amaxesha e-4 ngeveki. Ndilungelelanise isimo sam. Ndifunde iincwadi ezininzi kwiinyanga ezi-6 ezidlulileyo kuneminyaka edlulileyo ye6. Ndithatha ishawa ebandayo imihla ngemihla. Ndinxiba ngcono ngoku. Ndaye ndaya ekholejini ndafumana i-internship kwisikhundla sokuphatha kwinkampani ye-500 yethamsanqa. Abahlobo bam bafuna ukuba kufutshane nam ngoku. Ngoku ndinezicwangciso zokufumana isidanga seshishini. Ndihlala ndicinga ngoku ukuba ngcono kum. Konke oku kuqalile apha.
Nalu uluhlu lwezibonelelo ze-nofap endiziqapheleyo:
- Ingqondo ecocekileyo
- Ukuxhalaba kunye noxinzelelo olungekhoyo (kuthathe ixesha elincinci kunezinye izibonelelo)
- ukuzithemba
- Izwi elide
- Ulusu olucacileyo (akusekho amabala)
- Ukudibana ngamehlo akukho ngxaki nakum
- Amandla angakumbi
- Amatye anzima erections kunye nemithwalo enkulu (ingahamba imijikelezo emininzi ngoku)
- U-Ed uhambile
- Amantombazana abonakala ngathi anomdla kum kunangaphambili
- Abantu basoloko bendincoma ngoku
- Ndinorhatya njengesihogo
- Ukulala ngcono / ukulala lula
- Ungoyiki ukujongana kwakhona. Ngale nto ndithetha ukuba andizukuvumela abantu ukuba bahambe ngaphezu kwam. Ndinemida kwaye ndiyigcina loo mida. Ndibhekisa ngqo kubantu ngoku.
Sukundenza into ephosakeleyo, kuba uninzi lwezibonelelo zokukhaba kuwe kufuneka uphume kwi-esile lakho kwaye ushiye indawo yakho yokuthuthuzela kodwa nofap yindlela endiyiqale ngayo yonke.
Ekuphela kwento endikhe ndanayo ukuza kuthi ga ngoku ngamaphupha amnyama, imigca ecekeceke kunye nomnqweno wokuphinda ndiqhubeke. Ngoku ndenza i-kegels kude kufike loo mnqweno kwaye undincedile okoko.
Kwakhona, ndifuna ukunibulela nonke kwaye ndinqwenelele wonke umntu konke okuhle kuhambo lwabo lobuqu. Ngoku ndiyi-23 kwaye ekugqibeleni ndonwabile ngekamva kunye nobomi bemihla ngemihla. Ndiyathemba ukuba eli bali linganegalelo kwimpumelelo yomntu njengamabali amaninzi apha awenze nam.
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