Ndigqiba unyaka ngaphandle kwe-porn kwaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndibhale le post ukuze ndikubonise indlela ubomi bam obuphuculwe ngayo, kwaye ngandlela-thile ukubulela uluntu olumangalisayo endilityala kakhulu, kwaye ndinike amandla kunye nethemba kuye wonke umntu onzima ngoku.
Okokuqala ndiza kunika umva ukuba babunjani ubomi bam kunyaka ophelileyo. Apho ndandineminyaka engama-25 ubudala, ndinyulu, ndityebile (110kg/242lbs), ndihleli kwimpundu yam ndidlala imidlalo yevidiyo imini yonke, ndifumana eyona nto iphambili kubunjineli bombane. Ndiye ndaya ekholejini kwesi sixeko simangalisayo eBrazil (ewe, ndingowaseBrazil) apho amaqela ahamba nge-24/7 kwaye kunokwenzeka ukuba ndibe nethamsanqa, kwaye ndikwazile ukuyenza ndiyintombi enyulu. kwaye akubanga ngenxa yokuba ndiluhlobo oluthile lwegeek olungasoze luphume, bendineqela labahlobo abamangalisayo kwaye sasingaphoswa nelinye itheko, babesazi ukuba ndineentloni xa ndithetha namantombazana kwaye babendixhasa ngenene. ,
kodwa ngaphandle kwayo yonke into ababezama ukundinceda ndiza kufumanisa kamva ukuba eyona ngxaki yam yayiyi-PORN. eneneni ndine-2 enxungupheleyo yamava ezesondo ngelo xesha, kodwa ndacinga ukuba ukuxhalaba kwam ekuhlaleni kunye noloyiko lwalusisizathu sokungabi nzima, nto leyo eyandibuyisela umva kwiphonografi.
So i graduated ndabuyela edolophini yasekhaya, i was miserable and jobless, ndandingasenazo netshomi zam. ngoko ndandikwi-31/08/2014 ndiphequlula kwi-youtube emva komdlalo we-dota2 kwaye ndawela le ntetho ye-TEDx malunga nephonografi, kwaye kwathi xa ndaqonda ukuba yayiyiyo, kwaye ngelo xesha ndaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndivimbe iphonografi ebomini bam ngonaphakade. .
Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ndikuxelele ukuba kwakunzima kangakanani kwinyanga yokuqala, bendinexhala elininzi, iimpawu ezinjengomkhuhlane, ndifuna ukuchama rhoqo ngemizuzu engama-30 njalo njalo, ndaphinda ndaphinda kabini emva kokufikelela kumanqaku eenyanga ezi-1, kodwa ndingajongi iphonografi. , kuba ndandisoyika kangangokuba idick yam yayingasoze iphinde isebenze ngenxa yeflatline,
Bendiqala ukuba neengcinga zesibini malunga nokhetho lwam lwezesondo, bekunzima kakhulu, kwaye emva kokufunda kakhulu kwi-nofap kunye ne-YBOP ndiye ndazibeka esichengeni ukuba ndihambe kwimowudi ye-3 inyanga enzima. Ndigxile ekuzenzeni umntu ongcono kwaye ndazama ukungahoyi i-flatline, ndajoyina iklasi ye-BJJ (esinye sesigqibo esona sigqibo ndake ndasifumana emva kokuyeka iphonografi), ndaqalisa ukusebenza kwaye ndafumana amandla, ndahlamba imvula ebandayo kabini ngosuku, ndicamngca. imizuzu engama-30 yonke imihla (ndiyincoma kakhulu le nto),
ngamanye amazwi: Ndenze konke endinako ukuze ndidlule kuloo nto, kwaye iziphumo zaqala ukwenzeka. Ndiqaphele ukuba amantombazana anomdla kum, kwaye ndaqaphela onke loo mathuba amahle endiwaphosileyo ngexesha lam lekholeji (i cant regret what was already done), izinga lam lokuzithemba lalinyuka linyuka.
I dont want to make this a even longer post, so long story short, ndakhe ndalalana okokuqala ebomini bam, yayikunye nale ntombazana, ina 29 mna ndandiyi virgin eneminyaka eyi 25, ndandingcangcazela. , kodwa kwafuneka ndijamelane nayo, kwaye ndiyenzile, enye yolona suku lungcono ebomini bam, ukuba alulona lungcono.
ke, ndilapha namhlanje, 90kg/198lbs with 10% bodyfat (ndihamba namantombazana bathi im hot haha), ndaqala iklasi yokudanisa (forró) emnandi kakhulu ukwazi amantombazana, kwaye ubomi bam abuzange bube ibengcono.
Ungandiphazamisi, andizami ukuzikhuthaza, ndisenokuninzi ekufuneka ndikuphucule kwaye ndisebenze nzima ukufezekisa yonke into, kwaye ukuba ndingayenza, ndiyazi ukuba ungayenza! Andicingi ukuba i-nofap sisisombululo somlingo, kodwa into eyenze kum kukuvula iingcango endizidingayo ukuze nditshintshe ubomi bam ngokulungileyo.
ke ndifuna ukubulela kwakhona olu luntu lumangalisayo, kwaye ndikunike iminqweno yam elungileyo kuhambo lwakho, ndiyathemba ukuba ndingakunceda ukwabelana ngebali lam! (kwaye uxolo ukuba bendinazo naziphi na iimpazamo, andinguye umbhali olungileyo nakwisiPhuthukezi, ulwimi lwam lokuqala, ndiyathemba ukuba uyayiqonda yonke into) 🙂
LINK - iphonografi unyaka omnye
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