Ngaphambi kokuba ndifumanise i-nofap kunye ne-pornfree yayibetha kaninzi ngemini, yayidinwe ngokwenene. Ngamanye amaxesha u-MO amaxesha amaninzi ngemini, emva koko ngesondo, kwaye ke angonwabi enye i-MO… Kwafuneka ndibukele iphonografi kwakamsinya ndibe nexesha lokukhululeka okanye ndizive ndikruqukile. Kwaye ngokucacileyo ndandiziphulula isifuba ngalo lonke ixesha. Ndikwiminyaka yam yokugqibela ye-20. Ubomi buyikaka. Emoyeni ndandixinezelekile. Wawisa igf entle. Ebesiya engumda engaqhelekanga.
Ndilibele nyani ngezi subreddits iinyanga. Ezinye izinto zenzeka ebomini, zandigcina ndixakekile. Kwaye wandinyanzela ukuba ndihlale nabanye abantu phantse yonke iyure yemini. Ndiyekile ukutshixa ucango lwam, ndilushiya luvuliwe xa ndikwazi. Ndazinyanzela ukuba ndibe yimbono yabanye abantu, ukuze kube nzima ngokwenene ukubukela i-porn phambi kwabo. Ndandiyithanda kwaye ndenza i-BDSM iminyaka, ndandikwizithixo ezingaqhelekanga… ndibize ngokungaqhelekanga, ngoku imalunga nothando, ukufumana echanekileyo kwaye ube nobomi obonwabisayo!
Ayikwazanga ukuyimisa i-MO ngokupheleleyo, kodwa ndiyifumene kumndilili othe rhoqo weentsuku ezisi-7 kwiinyanga ezi-6 zokugqibela. Ndilandelela inkqubela yam ukusukela ngoFebruwari kwaye ndiziva ndonwabile. Olu luhlu luthatha iintsuku ezili-14 ukususela ekuphumeni kokugqibela. Inye kuphela ixesha endiye ndathanda ngalo iintsuku ezingama-25 pmo simahla. Kodwa kubonakala ngathi ndonwabile ngeentsuku ezi-7 ukuya kwezi-10. Ngoku ndikwi-13, ndifuna nje ukuyityhala kancinci ukubona ukuba kukho uphuculo olukhulu. Ewe, ndinomnqweno wokugqiba, ndiyakwazi. Kwixesha elide ukusuka kabini ngosuku ukuya kanye ngeveki linyathelo elikhulu elibonakalayo.
Ndiziva kamnandi. Andifuni ukuyeka ngokupheleleyo ukukhutshwa kwe-ejaculations, ngokwenene andiqondi ukuba ndingakwazi ukuyiphatha. Kwakhona i-Ej ilungile kwi-prostate, izazinzulu zithi. Ngoku andifaki umfanekiso okanye iividiyo ze-porn, ndiphuma nje xa ndisiva isidingo "sokukhupha".
Bekufanele ukuba ndilandele iphonografi kunye ne-MO ngokwahlukeneyo, endaweni yoko ndinekhawuntara ye-PMO. Ndenze ngolu hlobo ngenxa yokuba i-porn kunye no-M bahamba kunye kwimeko yam. Kwakhona bendisoloko ndicinga ekuphela kwendlela yokutshintsha izinto yeyona ingqongqo ngakumbi.
Into entle: ixesha lokugqibela ndibukele i-porn ngokuqinisekileyo ngaphezu kweenyanga ze-2 ezedlulileyo. Andinalo usuku oluchanekileyo, kodwa ewe ubuncinane ziinyanga ezi-2 !!! Iinyanga ezimbini lixesha elininzi xa uneeyure eziyi-15+ ngosuku phambi kwekhompyuter! evela kwiminyaka yokwabelana ngesondo okunzima, i-PMO / imini emininzi kunye nazo zonke iintlobo zeefesti ezingaqhelekanga.
Andisaziva ndiswele. Ndibukele kwaye ndiqhelisela phantse yonke into engamanyala kule minyaka idlulileyo, ke mhlawumbi ndenze kakhulu kangangokuba ndadikwa, ngekhe ndanceda.
Ndikhululekile namantombazana/abafazi ngoku. Andisoloko ndijonga amabele okanye iiesile zabo ngelixa ingqondo yam iphupha ngokubabetha.
Ngoku ndisajonge umzimba omhle, kodwa kufana nokuxabisa umzimba wabo, kumalunga nobuhle kungekhona ngesondo sesilwanyana esikrwada.
Girls feel I'm fine sincokole noba ndingalala nabo kuphole kakhulu ngoku. Ndiyakwazi ukubajonga emehlweni ngaphandle kokuziva ndinetyala, ngokuqinisekileyo uyayazi loo mvakalelo… Konke kulula ngoku kuba ndiyifumene phantsi kolawulo.
Ngaphambi kokuba ndizingele ngobunye ubusuku, ngoku ndizingela umgcini!
Ndonwabile. Ngokwenene. Ndenza izinto ezininzi kunye neeprojekthi ezonakaliswe likhoboka lephonografi. Ubuchopho buziva kamnandi. Imveliso iphucuke kakhulu. Yeka lamanyala ngoku.
PS: ekuphela kwento endiyisebenzisayo ukuzilandelela yiRewire kwifowuni yam ye-android. Yonke imihla ngaphambi kokulala ndijonga inkqubela yemihla ngemihla. Ukubona ixesha elide leentsuku eziluhlaza kwikhalenda (eluhlaza = akukho PMO, obomvu = "ukusilela") kuyandonwabisa kwaye ndikhuthaze.
Ndininqwenelela amathamsanqa. Unganikezeli, kufanelekile!
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