Sele ndineminyaka emibini ndizama i-NoFap. I-porn ibichithe ubomi bam. Bendijongile bendingahlali ndibona ukuba yingozi kangakanani. Ndinqwenela ukuba ndibuyise iiyure ezingapheliyo endizichithe ndibukele ii-webcams okanye iividiyo zingaphumi kwaye ndidibane nabantu abatsha. Nokuba kubudlelwane bobomi besondo obulungileyo bendiya kujonga ngasemva amaqabane am back.
Emva kokuphela kobuhlobo be-3 ubudlelwane ndahlala ndingatshatanga komnye unyaka kunye ne-pmod mhlawumbi yonke imihla. Ekugqibeleni ndadibana nentombazana entsha endandiphambene nayo. Sasihambe kwimihla embalwa kwaye ndambuyisela endaweni yam ngobusuku obunye kwaye ngexesha lesondo andinakukufumana. Wayemhle kwaye endicenga ukuba ndimhlambe kodwa andikwazi kusebenza. Wahamba ngokungahambi kakuhle kwaye emva kokuba emkile ndigqibile kwi-pornography. Ngalo mzuzu ndandisazi ukuba ndinengxaki.
Ndadibana noluntu kwaye ndafunda iimpawu ze-ED kunye noxinzelelo kwaye yafika ekhaya. Ndiphantse ndalila ndisazi ukuba abanye batyhubela kwisutu efanayo. Ndacinga ukuba kuya kuba lula ukukhaba kodwa andinakuhamba iveki yonke ngaphandle kokubukela iphonografi.
Ndibetha imichilo efanelekileyo rhoqo ngoku kodwa ndibuye ndibuyele umva kwakhona. Nokuba ndibuyele umva kwakhona ndaziva ndiphucuka. Abafazi baphinde baba ngabantu hayi nje izinto zesondo. Ndabetha indawo yokuzivocavoca ndaza ndaziva ndibambe ongezantsi. Ndinyuselwe imisebenzi emibini kunyaka ophelileyo. Uxinzelelo lwam phantse alukho kanti ngaphambi kokuba ndithathe i-ativan yoloyiko. Khange uze usondele kwenye ukusukela ukuqala kweNoFap
Eyona nto imbi kakhulu kum yile flatline. Ndivile ngathi i-dick yam ayinakuphinda isebenze kwakhona. Ndiza kubona abafazi abahle kwaye ndiyazi ukuba ndiyathandwa kubo kodwa akukho ukuvuswa. Yiloo nto iqhubeka indibuyisela kwi-porn.
Ekugqibeleni ndizinikele ekumiseni i-pmo nokuba ndiziva njani. Kwakunzima kwaye ndalwa nezibongozo rhoqo ngeempelaveki. Ukuzivocavoca, ukufunda, ukucamngca, ukuphuma ngakumbi kuncede ndenza iintsuku ezingama-90. Kwakumnandi ukufika kulaa maki andizange ndicinge ukuba ndingayenza. Ndiqale ukufumana ii-erections rhoqo kwaye bendinokufumana nje uvakalelo ngaphandle kokufuna ukuvuselelwa kwe-porn. Iintsuku ze-90 ngaphandle kokukhangela kwaba yinto enkulu kum. Ndiyeke iigarethi, imbiza, kunye nesoda ngokulula kunokuba ndenzayo nge-porn.
Le nyanga iphelileyo ibinobunzima. Umsebenzi omtsha uqalile kwinyanga ephelileyo kwaye bekulungile kodwa kuninzi ukufunda kunye noxinzelelo. Umakhulu wam wasweleka kwaye kwakunzima. Ndikhatyiwe amaxesha ambalwa ngesiqhelo angandikhathazi kodwa kutshanje ndibulale nje ukuzithemba. Iintsuku ezimbalwa zokugqibela zibongozwa ukuba zinganyamezeleki. Ndinikezele kodwa andiziva ndoyikeka ngayo. Ndicinga ukuba ndiyayifuna ukukhulula uxinzelelo. Ndiyazi ngoku ukuba ndinokuzenza iintsuku ezingama-90 kwaye utshintsho lwendlela yokuphila lubambekile. I-Porn ayisiyonxalenye yobomi bam, impumelelo iyenzeka kum, ndonwabile kunangaphambili.
Ndikule nto yokuhamba ixesha elide. Usuku 0 kodwa ndihamba ngokulula ezinye iintsuku ze-90 kwaye ezinye. I-NoFap yindawo emangalisayo. Ndiyabulela kuni nonke ngokwabelana ngamabali kunye nokufikelela kuncedo. Yigcine kwaye uhlale womelele nonke nina nisendleleni enkulu.
Enkosi ngokufunda ibali lam ndiziva ndilungile ekugqibeleni ndenze iposti yeentsuku ze-90! Siza kuyenza!
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By ilahlekile00
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