Ndiyindoda eneminyaka engama-33 ubudala kwaye ndiqale ubuthunywa bam be-nofap kwiinyanga ezili-12 ezidlulileyo, ngaphantsi kwe-10 ephinda ibuyele ngelo xesha.
Ngoku ndikwintsuku ezingama-45 njengoko zirekhodwe yi-app ye-coach.me, kodwa ubuncinane ziintsuku ezingama-30 ubude kunoko. Andazi ukuba leliphi ixesha lam elide, kodwa lalingaphezulu kweentsuku ezingama-90. Ndahlala ndilibala ukugcina umkhondo ngokufanelekileyo kodwa ndikwenza oko ngoku nge-coach.me (Phakamisa).
Bendilandela i-nofap ukusukela ngaphambi kweenyanga ezili-12 ezidlulileyo-enkosi kakhulu nonke ngeengcebiso zenu ezimangalisayo kunye nokwabelana ngamava akho! Le yiakhawunti yokulahla kwaye andizange ndifake isandla apha ngaphambili.
phambi kokuba
Andizange ndibe ne-high sex drive kodwa ndiyayithanda isondo. Ngokuqhelekileyo amaxesha ama-2 ukuya ku-3 ngeveki angalunga kum.
Andizange ndicinge kakhulu nge-porn kunye ne-fapping kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo yayibangela iingxaki. Ndibukele iphonografi egqithisileyo kwaye bendiza kutyhala imida ngalo lonke ixesha. Ngokukhawuleza emva kwe-orgasm ndiya kuzisola kwaye ndizive ndingathandeki kakhulu kum.
Kubudlelwane bexesha elide ndiya kuba nesithukuthezi sesondo ngokukhawuleza. Ndibe nethamsanqa lokuba namaqabane anomdla kakhulu kwaye azimiseleyo ngesondo, nangona yonke imida esayityhalelayo iza kuba nesithukuthezi.
Bendihlala ndisokola ukucum kwaye ndikhumbula nje ukubaleka kwi-BJ amaxesha ambalwa ebomini bam.
Ngamanye amaxesha emva kokungakwazi ukukhwela ngexesha lokwabelana ngesondo andizange ndikwazi ukulinda ukuba ndihambe ukuze ndikwazi ukugqiba ngasese.
Kumaqabane abelana ngesondo, ndiya kuthembela kwintuthuzelo kunye nexesha elide. Ngamanye amaxesha bendinemiba yokuxhalaba kunye namaqabane amatsha, ngakumbi ukuba bebeshushu kunye / okanye bezithembile ngokwesondo.
Ebomini bam ndiqale ishishini eliyimpumelelo, ndihamba ihlabathi ngelixa ndisebenza kwi-intanethi, ndiyakuthanda ukudibana nabantu abatsha kunye namava amatsha.
Nangona kunjalo bendisoloko ndityhala ngexhala – ngakumbi xa ndikwishumi elivisayo nasekuqaleni kwamashumi amabini, kodwa iseza ngoku.
Ndihlala ndiziva ngathi ndinokwenza okungakumbi ngexesha lam, ngeentsuku zam kwaye ndibe nemveliso ngakumbi.
Andizange ndibe mfutshane kumdla wamantombazana njl. kodwa ndaziva ngathi ndingenza ngcono ngokuzithemba malunga nabasetyhini.
Ndenze njani oko
Ndivele ndaya kwi-turkey ebandayo kwaye ndagqiba ngenye imini ukuba ndiyeke emva kokufunda apha phezulu. Ayizange indichaphazele kangako kwaye ndandiwuthanda umceli mngeni. Ndicinga ukuba bendikhe ndadikwa kakhulu yiPorn kwaye ndaqonda ukuba imincili yayo kudala yaphela.
Ubuthongo bam bachaphazeleka ngenxa yokuba i-fapping yayiza kuba yinto endiyenzayo ukuze ndiphumle kwaye ndithathe ingqondo yam kwizinto ekupheleni kosuku.
Ndiye ndaphinda ndaphinda ndabuyela emva kosuku okanye ezimbini emva kokwabelana ngesondo kakuhle. Inxalenye yayo yayiluhlobo lokuzithethelela kum (kakade ndize izolo, ayizukuba buhlungu…) kwaye inxalenye yayikhumbuza kwaye ndifuna imvakalelo kwakhona. Ngamanye amaxesha kwakungenxa yoxinzelelo olugqithisileyo okanye ngexesha lefowuni / i-Skype sex.
Xa ndiphinda ndibuyele ndaqaphela ukuba i-orgasms endizinike yona yayingcono kakhulu kunangaphambili .. kodwa ndiyazi ukuba ukuba ndibuyele kwi-fapping eqhelekileyo eyayingayi kuhlala.
Okulungileyo
Ukwabelana ngesondo kuye kwaba ngcono, ngcono kakhulu emva kokuqala uhambo lwam lwe-nofap. Ngoku ndiziva ngathi ndiyakwazi ukulawula ukuba ndihlala ixesha elingakanani kwaye nini ukuba ndi cum. Andikhumbuli ukuba ndandigqibele nini ukulala ngesondo kwaye andizange ndilale, ngaphandle kokuba yayilixesha lesibini ebusuku.
Ngoku ndinzima kakhulu kwaye ndinomthamo ophezulu kakhulu. Ndilele nentombazana kwiveki ephelileyo, nditsale phezulu ukuze ndincame emzimbeni wayo kwaye isikhafu sokuqala sambetha emlonyeni… yaba sisihlandlo sokuqala esothusa sobabini!
Ukusebenzisana kwam namantombazana akugxininisi ngokwesondo kodwa ngakumbi ngokwesondo .. oku kunzima ukukuchaza. Ndiyakonwabela ukuba phakathi kwamantombazana kwaye ndiziva ukuxhatshazwa ngokwesondo kwakha ngokwemvelo. Ngaphambili bendizokhathazeka ukuba akubonakali ngathi sisendleleni yokulala ngesondo, kwaye oko kuya kubhaqwa nguye.
Ngoku ndiyalonwabela uhambo kwaye luhlala lubonakala luphela kakuhle.
Amantombazana endilala nawo abonakala evuleleke ngakumbi, ekhululekile, ethobekile, ezimisele ukuzama, ekhululekile ngakumbi ukuba ze ecaleni kwam njl.
Andigxininisi kakhulu kwisondo esigqithisileyo. Bendiske ndaxakwa yimpundu kwaye ibizakuba yinjongo yokuphela kwam naliphi na iqabane. Ngoku yinto entle ukuba iyenzeka, kodwa ayibalulekanga nangayiphi na indlela. Kwezinye iimeko andifuni ukuyenza (eyayingacingelwanga ngaphambili).
Oku kuphantse kube kukuchasana kodwa… Ndiziva ndikhululeke ngakumbi ukujonga izinto ezigqithisileyo ezifana nobukhoboka, umdlalo-linganiso, izinto zokudlala kunye nokuqhula. Ngaphambi kokuba ibe malunga nokufikelela kwinjongo yokugqibela kuthi sobabini kwaye ngoku ivakalelwa ngakumbi ngathi ndiyakonwabela ukutyhala imida yakhe, ukumvulela, ukubona into eziva ilungile njl.njl.
Ngokuqinisekileyo ndiziva ndinethemba ngakumbi malunga namantombazana kunye nabantu ngokubanzi. Ndiziva ndiqiniseke ngakumbi ngesiqu sam kwaye ndihlangabezana nokulahlwa kwabantu besini esahlukileyo ngaphandle kwengxaki.
Ndisaziva ndinexhala kodwa kancinci malunga nesondo kunye namantombazana.
Ndilala kunye namantombazana anomtsalane ngakumbi.
Ndinamava ngesondo ngokuphindaphindiweyo ngoku kwaye ndingathanda ukuba naloo nto kunokuba ndizenzele ngokwam.
Ishishini lam belinonyaka ongcono kakhulu ngo-2014, nangona bendine-dip enzulu phakathi enyakeni.
Ndiziva ndikwazi ukwenza izigqibo ezomeleleyo kwaye ndizive ndiyinkokeli engcono.
Andichatshazelwa kangako zizigxeko zabantu. Oku kukuzithemba ngakumbi kum kunye nokucaca ukubona ukuba awukwazi ukukholisa wonke umntu.
Okubi
Ndisela ngakumbi ngoku ndedwa kwaye ndicinga ukuba luthathe indawo yexa ndiza kuphinda ndiphumle kwaye ndiphumle ekupheleni kosuku. Ukuba ndikunye nentombazana andizukusela kakhulu.
Ubudlelwane bam bokugqibela obunzulu baphela malunga ne-2 kwiminyaka eyadlulayo. Andiziva nawuphi na umnqweno wokwakha into enzulu kwaye ndiziva ndinomnqweno onamandla wamaqabane amatsha. Ndizamile ukwenza irelationship e serious but ndisadikwa neqabane elinye after 2 to 4 weeks max.
Ndandinethemba lokuba i-NoFapping iya kundivumela ukuba ndihlale ndanelisekile neqabane elinye. Mhlawumbi impendulo yaloo nto ayikho apha.
Ndisacinga ngesondo kakhulu xa ndisebenza kwaye kunzima ukugxila ngamanye amaxesha. Ngokwenene ivakalelwa ngathi ndinokuba ne-fap ekhawulezayo kwaye ke ndiyakwazi ukugxila kwinto ekufuneka ndiyenze namhlanje.
Andizange ndibe ndlongondlongo, ndibe nomsindo okanye ndibe nomsindo kodwa ngamanye amaxesha ndiye ndicinge ngokubetha ikaka ebantwini abandicaphukisileyo.
Ngokwesiqhelo ndibaliwe kwaye ndizolile… kodwa bendinesehlo kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo ndidlala ibhola ekhatywayo (oko kukuthi ngeenyawo zenu maMelika 😉 ) xa ndifumene uwiso olubi kakhulu. Andizange ndikwazi ukuzibamba kwaye ukuba umdlali akazange abaleke ngendimhlasele.. kwaye wayemkhulu kakhulu kunam.
Andizange ndiyive loo nto ngaphambili, ayifani nam. Kodwa sonke singabantu kwaye mhlawumbi yindalo yam ephumayo?]
Ndisalele ebhedini ndingakwazi ukulala kwaye ndiyazi ukuba i-fap ekhawulezayo iya kundithumela.
Ndivakalelwa kukuba abantu banokundibona njengomntu onekratshi. Nangona kunjalo... andikhathali 🙂
Ugly
Esona sizathu sikhulu sokuba ndiqalise i-nofap kukugxila ngakumbi kwaye ndonge ixesha. Ndiziva ngathi ekugqibeleni ndiphazamiseke ngakumbi ngoku xa ndindedwa, ndigxile kancinci kwaye Ukuchitha usebenzisa ixesha elingakumbi ekuqhubeni neentlobano zesini.
Ndisenako ukubuyela kwi-fapping ngoku kwaye kusekho kwiingcinga zam. Kulungile andikhange ndibe kwi-nofap streak unyaka wonke, kodwa bendinethemba lokuba iza kuphela ngoku.
Ngaphandle kwazo zonke izibonelelo endizifumanayo ndizibuza ngalo lonke uhambo lwe-nofap.
Iingcebiso zam
Bendinexesha le-flatline mva nje kwaye bendicinga ukuba ndiphulukana nesondo sam ngokupheleleyo. Kodwa yabuya yomelele kunakuqala – unganikezeli!
Khawukhumbule nje izibonelelo .. i-rock hard erections, i-orgasms enamandla, isondo esinentsingiselo, ukuzithemba ngakumbi malunga nabasetyhini.
Ndiqinisekile ukuba ulapha, uyazi uninzi lwento osele uyazi. Musa ukuhlalutya ngaphezulu kwaye uhambe nje.
Ukuba awuziva ngathi wazi ngokwaneleyo okwangoku qhubeka ufunda kwaye uthabathe. Kodwa musa ukusebenzisa oko njengesizathu sokungaqalisi.
Sebenzisa i-coach.me (Phakamisa ngokusesikweni) kwaye uqalise ukuyenza njengomkhwa kunye nezinye izinto ofuna ukuzenza ngobomi bakho.
Ukuba uphinda ubuyele, unokufumana i-orgasm yakho ingcono kunokuba ukhumbula. Ayizukuhlala loo nto.
Ungagxininisi kumava am aMabi naMabi.. gxila kwezam Zintle! Iziphumo zakho ziya kwahluka kodwa NDIYAYAZI uya kufumana izibonelelo ezimangalisayo kwi-nofap.
Ukuphela
Wow yaphela ixesha elide!
Enkosi ngokufunda kwaye ndiyathemba ukuba uzuze okuthile koku. Zive ukhululekile ukundibuza nantoni na kwi comments.
TL; DR Emva kweenyanga ze-12 ngesondo kungcono, ukuzithemba kuphezulu kodwa andikafikeleli kwinjongo yam yokugxila ngakumbi.
LINK - Inyani emva konyaka we-nofap [NSFW]
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