Ndikwiintsuku ze-54 zobomi be-PMO. Ndahamba iintsuku ze-34 imodi enzima kwaye ndazama ukulala ngesondo. Yayingaphelelanga ke ngoko ndalinda iiveki ezimbini ngaphezulu ndazama kwakhona ibe yimpumelelo! Malunga neveki edlulileyo ndiye ndaziva ndibuyela ekubeni ndivuswe ngumfazi wokwenyani.
Iyamangalisa indlela xa loo mvakalelo ibuyile ndayiqonda kwangoko. Bendinengxaki yokungame nkqo xa ndizohamba ze nomntu endithandana naye kodwa ngoku ndivuka ndivuke ndize ndingacingi kabini ngokuhlala ndithe nkqo.
Iinjongo zam ezilandelayo kukwazi ukugqiba kabini ngokuhlwa kwaye ndikwazi ukuhlala ndivukile ngelixa ndifaka iikhondom.
LINK - Iintsuku ze54 Akukho PMO
by Bosonman
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Ndingumhla wama-30 we-90 kwaye ndikwimowudi enzima. Ndingu-34 kwaye ndisempilweni kwaye nditshatile iminyaka eyi-9 1/2 kwaye ndilala nomfazi amaxesha angama-20 kuphela. Ndiyazi igeza. Kwiminyaka emibini edlulileyo andizange ndikwazi ukuyithatha kwaye ndaphuma kodwa ndandithembele kwi-PMO ixesha elide.
Andizange ndabelana ngesondo iminyaka emibini kwaye ndadibana nentombazana enkulu endandiphambene ngayo kwaye andizange ndikwazi ukuyiphakamisa. Ekugqibeleni yasebenza iiveki ezimbini kumaxesha amaninzi emva koko ngobunye ubusuku yehla kanye phambi kokwabelana ngesondo. Uthotho lwemiba lukhokelela ekubeni singazami kwaye waba kude. Ngeli xesha ndiye ndafunda ngeNoFap kwaye ndaya kwimowudi enzima kangangeentsuku ezingama-25 xa wandixelela ukuba ufuna isondo ukuba sibe yinto ephilayo.
Ke ngoku ndikwiphulo lokumisa ngokutsha. Mna kuphela i-PMO kanye ngeveki ukuya kuthi ga kunyaka odlulileyo xa ndiqala yonke imihla. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba oko kubangele iPIED yam.
Iindaba ezimnandi! Iintsuku ze-30 ndinomnqweno we-PMO kwaye bendifumana iinkuni zasekuseni kwakhona. Ndisebenza ngakumbi kwaye ndinamandla angakumbi. Ndiziva ndizithembile kwaye ndingumntu nje oqhelekileyo. Ndivakalelwa kwixesha elizayo i-IO iya kuba kunye nabasetyhini. Ndinexhala kancinci andiyi kukwazi ukuyiphakamisa emva kweli xesha kwimowudi enzima okanye emva kokuba i-IOI ingakwazi ukuphinda emva kwexesha elithile kodwa sisikhalazo esincinci xa kuthelekiswa nendlela endiziva ngayo ngoku.
Akwaba le ntombazana ibinokunamathela njengoko ndiziva ndingaphuma kwimowudi enzima ngoku. Ilahleko yakhe.
Ndiyazibuza ukuba bendinayo na i-PIED kuba ndinomnqweno wokuphinda ndibukele iphonografi kwakhona.
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