Namhlanje ndigqibile ukucela umngeni. Ndiqalise ukunyanga i-PIED yam kwaye ndinendlela engaphezulu koko bendilindele. Ukuze ndenze le nto kwafuneka nditshintshe inyathelo ngenyathelo. Iiveki zokuqala ndiyekile ukurhoxa. Yayilusizi olunzima, ubuthongo obunobusuku. Undifundise ukuthatha ubunzima ekufikeleleni kwinjongo yexesha elide.
Emva kweenyanga ezimbini izinto zaqala ukuba ngcono kodwa ndandinomnqweno onzima wesondo. Indifundise ukukhangela iqabane lokwenyani (elingakhange lisebenze kakuhle), ke ndiye ndafunda ukulinda kwaye ndiyamkele imeko yam.
Inyanga ephelileyo izinto beziqhubeka ngcono. Ndiqale ukuziva ndiqhelekileyo (ndingafani ne-superman), ndiye ndaziva ndonwabile. Kulapho ndikhoyo ngoku. Ndifunde ukuba isini asiyona nto ibaluleke kakhulu ebomini. Ngapha koko uninzi lwam umnqweno wesondo okanye we-PMO ubonakalisile, xa ndiziva ndililolo okanye ndinestres.
Ndiye ndaqala ukonwaba kakhulu ndafumana abahlobo abatsha, mva nje nabafazi abanomdla kum. Ndiye ndaqala ukusebenza nzima ukujongana noxinzelelo..Which (ngokudibana nokutya okunempilo) watshintsha umzimba wam waba ngcono. Khange ndithabathe imiboniso yemozulu ebandayo okanye ndicamngce kwaphela. Nditshintshe indlela endizenza ngayo kunye nemeko yam yengqondo.
Kwaye ngoku ndiyinguqulelo engcono kum. Khange ndiyilindele lonto, kodwa iyandonwabisa. Iindaba ezimnandi zezi: ukuba ndingayenza nabani na onako. Ndandingumlutha onzima, ndiqala ukuhamba nge-3 amaxesha ngosuku kwiminyaka yokugqibela ye-19. Ukuba neengxaki ezininzi kubudlelwane kunye nokuziphatha ngokwesini, uhlala unengxaki ethile yoxinzelelo oluqhutywa yi-ego kunye noxinzelelo lwentlalo njengabantu abaninzi.
Ukuqala kwam kolu hambo kwiminyaka edluleyo ndasilela ngokubonakalayo ukuphindaphinda. Andinayo i-streak ixesha elide kuneeveki ze-2 ngaphambili. Kwaye nokuba ndiyilawule amatyeli amabini kuphela. Ndide ndafika kwinqanaba apho ndithathe isigqibo sokuthatha nantoni na ukuba iza kundiphosa (kwaye yandiphosa kakhulu). Kwaye ndafunda ukukhululeka xa ndingakhululekanga.
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