Iiveki ze-5 ngaphandle kwe-PMO okanye i-O. Hayi ixesha elide njengabanye, kodwa ndivakalelwa kukuba kubalulekile ukuthumela apha. Njengoko besenditshilo ngaphambili, kusenokubakho umntu ofundayo onethemba lokufikelela kumhla wama-35. Ngokukwanjalo nathi thina bakwimini yama-35 banqwenela ukufikelela kwi-100, kunye nomntu kwi-100 ukuya kuma-400, njalo njalo. Kodwa bhiyozela inyathelo ngalinye endleleni. Inyathelo ngalinye elibalulekileyo. Eli linyathelo elibalulekileyo kum endingazange ndiligqithise kwiminyaka emi-5. Ndinombulelo, ndithobekile, ndonwabile, kwaye inxalenye yam ayinakukholelwa. Ndize kule ndawo ngokuthandabuza kancinci, kuba kwiminyaka yam ye-18 yokulutha ndizame yonke into: ngokomoya, iingcali zengqondo, ingcebiso, ukuyeka ukubanda, ndingasebenzisi nabuphi na ubuchwephesha, kwaye ekugqibeleni, ndinikezela kwaye ndizivumele ukuba nditshone kude kuyo. njengoko ndandinako, ngethemba lokuba ndiza kugula kuyo ngokuzinkcinkca. Iphazili engekhoyo isenokuba kukuphendula kunye noluntu esilwabelana ngalo apha.
Into ethile malunga noluntu lwabantu abasebenzela kwiinjongo ezifanayo zokuziphucula inamandla amakhulu kuyo. Sifuna abantu abaza kuphendula kubo, basigcine siphantsi kolawulo, kwaye basikhuthaze. Ndizibandakanye neeNdlalifa zeLanga, kwaye ndiqinisekile ukuba nonke nineendawo zenu apho ningena khona kwaye niziva bonwabile. Ukuba akunjalo, fumana enye. Ndinabantu abambalwa abafunda ibhlog yam kwaye balahle igama okanye abafana kanye ngexesha elithile. Ndihlala rhoqo kwiiblogi ezimbalwa. Kuvakala ngathi sikhula kunye. Nangona uhambo oluninzi lulodwa, ukwazi ukuba noontanga ngamava anzulu. Ekupheleni konyaka ophelileyo ndiye ndabetha eludongeni oluphakathi ukuya kuxinzelelo olukhulu. Bendinobunzima emsebenzini ngokunjalo nangokwam kwaye andikwazanga ukumelana nemingeni ubomi bebundithumela. Ndandiyi-PMOing mhlawumbi amaxesha e-3 ngosuku endaweni yokwenza oko kufuneka kwenziwe. Ndaphantse ndalalanisa ngokupheleleyo ndaza ndaphulukana nesikhundla sam sobugcisa. Andazi ukuba andizange ndiphulukane njani nayo yonke loo nto, nanamhlanje andiyazi ukuba yenzeke njani, kodwa izinto zandihlela ndafumana ithuba lesibini. Ngoko nangoko ndaqonda ukuba kufuneka nditshintshe okuthile. Ndangena kumnatha ndikhangela iindlela zokuyeka, ndayifumana le ndawo. Ndabuliswa ngobubele ndaza ndakhuthazwa.
Yintoni etshintshileyo kwiiveki ezi-5? Okubangela umdla, hayi kakhulu malunga nemingeni yomsebenzi okanye ubomi bomntu. Enyanisweni ndiye ndadlula kwelona xesha linzima ngakumbi ngokobuqu, andizukungena kulo, kodwa likwibhlog yam. Eyona nto yatshintshayo yayindim, ukuzithemba kwam kunye nokukwazi ukumelana nayo yonke imiceli mngeni, iindlela endahlangabezana ngazo noxinzelelo kunye nobunzima bobomi. Ngokwazi ukuba ndinako ukuba nditshintshe, kwandikhuthaza ukuba ndihlasele ezinye iinkalo zobomi ezifuna ukutshintsha nazo. Yinkqubo eqhubekayo. Ayiyiyo yonke imihla egqibeleleyo okanye ngaphandle kweminqweno okanye amanqaku aphantsi, kodwa ibininzi kakhulu phezulu kunaphantsi, ngokwengqondo.
"Amandla amakhulu?" Ewe, kuye kwakho imiqondiso yoko. Ndiye ndafumana abantu besini esahlukileyo beza kuzazisa kum, bandibambe neenwele zam, abantu endingabaziyo bandithi krwaqu baze bancume, yaye abo ndisebenza nabo banobuhlobo ngakumbi, bathumela imiqondiso. Ezinye zezo zinto azizange zenzeke kwiminyaka okanye azizange zenzeke. Ndithetha kakhulu kwaye ndizithembile. nangona ngaphambili ndandingumntu ozithembileyo ngokubanzi. Ndijongene nokulahlwa ngcono kakhulu (ukuba andizange ndenze kakuhle). Ndiye ndahamba ndaya kwabasetyhini ngokulinga kwaye ndamkelwa ngezandla ezishushu kwaye nam andamkelwa ngokufudumeleyo, kodwa nangona kunjalo bebephethene nam akhange ndikuphelise ukuzithemba kwam njengokuba bekunjalo ngaphambili. Akukho mntu wenziwa isithixo njengothixokazi okanye njengento ka-S…ngabantu nje – abaneentsuku ezilungileyo neentsuku ezimbi. Ndifumana amandla amakhulu ngakumbi. Ndiyazilolonga ngakumbi. Ndicinga ukuba ndilahlekelwe malunga ne-10 lbs kule nyanga iphelileyo. Bendingena kwizinto zoyilo ebendikade ndithanda ukuzenza kwaye ngokwenene ndifumana inkuthazo kunye nomnqweno wokugqiba ezo ntlobo zeeprojekthi. Ndicinga ngawo onke amaphupha endiqale ukuwathandabuza kwaye ngequbuliso abonakala efikeleleka kwakhona.
Njengamhlanje sisithathu sendlela ukuya kumhla wama-90, ekujoliswe kuko kokuqala, kodwa njengaye nabani na ongomnye apha ndingathanda ukuqhubeka. Ndingabelana kakhulu malunga nokukhula kwangaphakathi endiye ndakufumana ngeli xesha lifutshane kodwa ndingayeka apha. Ndiyathemba ukuba oku kuyakukhuthaza ukuba uhlale kuyo. Ukuba awuzange ube likhoboka le-PMO iminyaka eyi-18, kwaye umncinci kunam (ndikwi-30s yam) ngoko ndingancoma ukuba uzame kangangoko unako ukuyeka. Uya kufeza OKUNINGI ngokuphepha i-PMO, kwaye ukuba usebenza ngesondo, ngokunciphisa i-O. Uya kuba njengomntu omtsha. Kwabo badala kwaye kudala betsala nzima, sonke siyazi ukuba ngokudibanisa le mizila siziva sisebatsha kwaye sinamandla. Sisenobuninzi bobomi bethu phambi kwethu. Nathi siya kuba njengabantu abatsha. Konke okuhle bahlobo bam. Hamba ekukhanyeni! Emazantsi eFomu
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