Namhlanje lusuku lwam lwe-90th lwe-nofap. Yintoni ukukhwela heluva. Ndifike ezantsi ngoMeyi kulo nyaka xa ndagqibela ukuphinda ndiphindele emva kokuzinkcinkca ngotywala impelaveki. Ndaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndidikiwe kukuhlala ndiziva njenge shit ngalo lonke ixesha kwaye andiphili ngokwesakhono sam. Ayizange ibe yi-hardmode (yayine-gf kangangeentsuku ezingama-84) kwaye sasilala ngesondo ngokuqhelekileyo kanye ngeveki.
Kodwa sele sohlukene ngenxa yokungahambelani. Nangona kunjalo, ngenxa ye-nofap kunye nokuziphucula okuninzi, ngokunyanisekileyo andibanga lusizi. Kodwa endaweni yoko, ndiyamkele kwaye uqhubele phambili:
Ngoko ke masiye kwiinzuzo:
1) ingqondo yomelele njenge-fuck — bendidla ngokucaphuka kwaye ndikhathazeke xa ummelwane wam okwigumbi eliphezulu ehamba-hamba enze ingxolo xa ndizama ukulala. Ngoku andiboni kwa ukubakho kwakhe kwezintsuku ndilala okosana.
I-2) Ndigxile kakhulu kwikamva endilifunayo-ngaphambi kwe-nofap, ndacinga ukuba ndiza kubambelela kubomi obufileyo kunye nobudlelwane obuphakathi. Ndandicinga ukuba ndimiselwe ezo. Kodwa ngoku emva kokuvumela lo mkhwa, ndiye ndaphupha amaphupha angaqhelekanga. Andiziphelelanga kwizithethe zam zesiqhelo kwaye endaweni yoko ndikholelwa ngoku ukuba nantoni na inokwenzeka.
3) ndiseluxolweni nam-ndiye ndabona ukuba ndinomthwalo omkhulu wexesha elidlulileyo kunye neenkumbulo ezibuhlungu ezazisakhuthaza iinkolelo zam ezazingaphilanga kwaye zindigcina ndibambekile kumjikelo wokulutha. Ngoku ndizibonile ezo nkolelo zangaphambili njenge-bullshit epheleleyo kwaye ndishukumisa ezo ngcinga zilungile njengoko ziqala kancinci ukuphuma kwipatheni yam yokucinga yemihla ngemihla.
4) yenza okundilungeleyo — ndinesifo samathumbu esisoloko sisabela kakubi kutywala obunamandla. Kwezi ntsuku zingama-90 zidlulileyo, andisayivumeli ingcinezelo yoontanga evela kwabanye malunga nokudubuleka nokudutyulwa kwebhiya kuchaphazela mna. Abanye bade bathi "yiza ngentshontsho". Kwaye ndiza kuphendula ngokuqinileyo "hayi, ndinendlela yokulahlekelwa ngaphezu kwakho ngenxa yesifo sam". Kwaye ngoku, ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba ngenxa yokuba ndibambelele kwimipu yam amatyeli amaninzi, baye bavuma ukuba ndiza kurhabula iibhiya kwaye banokuba nalo lonke ulonwabo olujongene nekaka abalufunayo kum. Wonke umntu uyaphumelela.
Ekuvaleni, nceda uzivumele ufikelele kweli nqanaba. Unetyala kuwe ukuba ube yeyona nguqulo ilungileyo, kwaye ngokunyaniseka, ndiyakholelwa ukuba wenziwa ukuba lolona guqulelo lwakho lungcono kwabanye. Ndasuka ekubeni ngumntu oxhomekeke kuye; kumhlobo othembekileyo, unyana, umzalwana, kunye nomntu osebenza naye. Kwaye andisayi kuphinda ndibuyele emva.
Yibani ngabangenakunqandwa guys.
Uthando olunye.
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