Ndaqala i-nofap iminyaka embalwa edlulileyo ngoku kwaye ndihambe indlela ende ukususela ngoko; Ndandisebenzisa i-PMO ukuhlawula umxholo phantse ubusuku bonke ukuze ndilale. Ndandikude nomfazi wam yaye ndidandathekile. Emva kwexesha elide elidlulileyo ndayeka ukuxhomekeka kumxholo ohlawulelwayo kunye nokufuna i-PMO ukuba ilale.
Uhambo lwam lwamva nje lundishiye ndizolile kwaye ndiqinisekile kwaye ndiqhubela phambili nomsebenzi wam, kodwa ndiza kubandezeleka ingcinga engcolileyo, ixhala kunye nokungabikho kwe-charisma ngenxa yokubuyela kwakhona. Ngoko phambili!
[Yintoni ebangele ukuba ndibuyele kwakhona?] Izinto ezimbalwa, uxinzelelo lomsebenzi, utywala kunye nokungalandeli inkqubo yam yokucamngca. Ewe kuvakala kubi; Ndiphulukene nojoliso olubukhali kunye namandla aguqukayo ebendinawo phambi kokubuyela umva. Kuyakhathaza kakhulu.
Kodwa andizukuzisizela. Andiyi kwenza zizathu. Ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba impazamo yam kukucinga ukuba xa sele ndiphumile 'kwichache' ndiyakwazi ukuphumla. Andiyi kuphinda ndiyenze loo mpazamo.
Kwakhona, kubi kakhulu ukuphinda ndiphindele, kodwa andizange ndizintyintye yaye andizange ndizenzakalisa ngendlela endandiya kwenza ngayo ngaphambili. Ndiye ndathatha amanyathelo amakhulu phambili kumsebenzi wam kunye nokuzithemba ngexesha lokuhamba kwam.
Ndidanile, phantsi, kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo hayi ngaphandle.
[Ulwalamano lwam nomfazi wam] luye lwaphucuka kakhulu; sisondelelene, sinxibelelana ngcono kwaye sonwabile macala onke
uhambo lwam lweNoFap luthathe iminyaka kwaye ndiphantse ndaqondwa ukususela xa ndandiqala. Ewe andonwabanga kukuphinda, kodwa kufuneka ndicamngce ndizame kwakhona
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