Unentembelo kakhulu kunye neengxoxo ezingcono

Umculo oxhasayo ofanelekileyo ukuba uhambe nalo msonto

[Ixesha lam loQoqo leentsuku ezingama-30 eziGqwetshiweyo zabaqalayo abafuna umbono othe chatha]

I-Broscience yam / yoPhando lweNdalo kwi-Flatline yabangaqaliyo

Ekuqaleni, bendicinga ukuba ndingabhala uninzi lweenyanga zam ezi-3, bendingenawo umkhwa wokubhala ubuntatheli kwaye ndicinga ukuba iphelile kuba bendicinga, kutheni uzikhathaza ngokuchwetheza ezona mvakalelo zingenangqondo zosuku xa ndidlula. I-roller coaster kunjalo, kwaye ubukhulu becala ndandizonwabisa kakhulu

I-PMO ibonakala ikude kakhulu kwindawo yam yangoku ngoku, i-avareji yam yemihla ngemihla isuka kwi-4, ukuya kwi-5, ukuya kwi-5.5 kwiinyanga ze-3 ngokulandelelanayo, kunye nokuphakama okukhulu kunye nokudandatheka okuphantsi, oku kuye kwahamba ngoku kwaye njengoko ndihlakulela izinto zokuzonwabisa. kunye nomdla kunye nokufaka umsebenzi onzima ngakumbi eyunivesithi; endaweni yokulinda ukuguquguquka kwichem yengqondo/amahomoni ukuze ndizive ngcono (uyayikhumbula imikhwa yethu yokwaneliseka ngoko nangoko?), Kufuneka ndibeke umsebenzi onzima entweni ethile, ke kuya kubakho into ephathekayo endinokonwaba ngayo.

Injongo yam kukwenza ilizwekazi lase-US xa ndithweswa isidanga, indlela yokufikelela oko kukwenza isicwangciso, ukufumana i-visa, ukucwangcisa lo msebenzi wokufunda, ukufumana i-GPA enkulu yombulali, kwaye emva koko ndiqonde ukuba zonke iinzame endizenzayo kum. iiklasi ngokuthe ngqo (kodwa kude) zichaphazela le njongo ukuba ibe neziqhamo.

Ndingalindela ukuba imo yam yesiseko ihlale kubuncinci be-6/10 unyaka wonke, kuyavuyisa ukucinga ukuba ndingavuka mihla le ndiziva ndiziva ndilungile okanye andilunganga.

Ndenze abahlobo abatsha abambalwa kwaye bonke bacinga ukuba ndiyingqwele, ngamandla am osulelayo kunye nokuba mnandi ngokubanzi ukubakho; Ndiqhagamshele ngokunzulu ngakumbi nabahlobo bam abakhoyo kwaye abanakundinceda ngokufumana umva kwesizathu sam

Akukho nkqubela phambili nge-LDR exGF, nangona kunjalo imvumelwano phakathi kwabahlobo bethu abafanayo (ngenxa yophuculo lwam lwamva nje) iye yasuka ku-“Ukuqhubela phambili yeyona nto ilungileyo” yaya “ku- mhlawumbi kukho imfanelo yokuba nixolelane nobabini”, izinto ezilungileyo. thatha ixesha. Iminyaka emithathu enesiqingatha idibene ibubungqina bento esebenzileyo phakathi kwethu, kutheni uqalisa ukungxama ngoku?

Ndizithembile ngokugqithisileyo kwaye ndingumntu othetha kakuhle ngokuxhuma nangemida; Andisaziva njengeyona mfumba yentlupheko engathandekiyo ebendiyiyo kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, ndiphoswa ziinkangeleko zamantombazana naphi na apho ndiya khona; kwaye andikhathali, andithandabuzi ukuba ndingamfumana umntu ukuba bendizikhathaza ngokuzama - Kodwa wena kufuneka ukhumbule apho uvela khona, wayendithanda ngalendlela ndandiyiyo nangona ndandisisingxengxezo esibuhlungu somntu yonke iminyaka engaphambili; nge-BMI yakhe engama-38 akunzima kwaphela ukufumana umntu “ongcono”, kodwa asisenamadoda angenamvakalelo angenamvakalelo, singamadoda anothando ngobomi nobuntu ezintliziyweni zethu.

Musa ukucinga ngexesha elidlulileyo, akukho nto inokutshintsha loo nto ngoku; yakhela kwikamva lakho, kuba izinto ezinokwenzeka azinamda;

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