Ndenza indlela yam pf [free-porn] ye, jeez, 6-7 iminyaka. Ayiyondlela yemonki, kodwa isebenzele mna kwaye indigcina ndicocekile kwaye kude nezinto ekufuneka ndiziphephe. Namhlanje kuphawula uphawu lonyaka omnye okoko ndibuyele umva ndaza ndalungisa i-hardcore p. I-streak yam yokugqibela yayiziinyanga ezili-9, ngaphambi kokuba ibe phakathi (i-4-6 mo streaks). Inkqubo ayigqibekanga, imigaqo endiphila ngayo ayikho kwaphela i-hardcore p / ubunqunu (ndizama ukunqanda bonke ubunqunu kodwa bunzima Ngokukodwa izenzo zesondo). Ixesha elingaphezulu ndiye ndafunda ukukwazi "ukuyeka ukunyuka", ukukhawuleza kwe-dopamine ngezinto ezithambileyo okt i-instagram, enganxibanga kodwa esondele kakhulu.
Ngaba igqibelele? Hayi
Ngaba kufana nesiselo esinxilisayo esithatha isiphu sebhiya endaweni yemigudu? NGOKUQHELEKILEYO
Ngaba le ndlela indinqande ukuba ndehle emngxunyeni womvundla? Ewe.
Imodi yemonki, imo, inzima kakhulu kwaye inembuyekezo enciphayo kum, okubangela ukuba kwindawo yonke. Kuya kufuneka ukuba ukwazi ukuzilawula kwaye ungaze ufike kumzobo wokugqibela obuyekayo. Imo yemonki ivumela umzimba kunye nengqondo yakho zisilele ngokulula.
Ngaba esi sisizathu? Ewe kunokwenzeka, kodwa inkqubo iyasebenza. Ndibhala yonke imihla ndiyithatha TOO kude okuthetha ukuba ndihlale ixesha elide kancinci kwinto engeyiyo engamanyala / engamanyala kodwa iziphumo ezifanayo zinempilo. Amaxesha angama-20 kulo nyaka (amaxesha angama-20 akhangela kwi-Instagram ixesha elide njlnjl.). Ndizakuzama ukubetha kulonyaka uzayo.
Awuzange uhlaziye iminyaka. Ndabelana ngesondo rhoqo ukuze iphathe lo nto.
Ngaba ndiyafuna ukwenza oku? Ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo.
Ngaba kufuneka ndiyenze le nto? Ngokuqinisekileyo EWE.
Ngaba ubomi buba ngcono? Ewe. Namathela ngayo.
Ngaba iyaphela kwaphela? HAYI. Soze. Umonakalo owenziweyo. Ndiza kuhlala ndifuna abafazi abagqibeleleyo abaneentloko eziphezulu kunye neebhotile kwaye kubuhlungu. Ndimoshile ubomi bam xa ndingazi ukuba ndenza ntoni. Ndiyi-fuck up up, loser loser, soze ndazi ukuba buza kuba yintoni ubuhle bokwenene. Kuyadandatheka kakhulu kwaye kubuhlungu ukuba ndiliqhekeza lilonke.
Ndaphantse ndabuya umva ngexesha elinye, i-Twitter ingekho ze, kodwa inyani. Ngokuqinisekileyo udutyulwe njenge-P kodwa akukho sini. Akukhokelwanga kwinto engenanto kuba khange yaphule umthetho. Imifanekiso emibini yengozi ivele, ndiyilibele ndaza ndaqhubeka (iReddit ayifaki nsfw)
Le nkqubo yinto endiphila ngayo, igcina i-erection yam iphakamile, ingqondo ijonge phezulu, kunye nenqanaba lamandla liphezulu.
Enye into endiyenzileyo kukuyeka ukucinga nge-p ngexesha lesondo. Iintloni. Oko kuncede kakhulu. Yonwabela into ekwipleyiti yakho, hayi ngeepikseli.
Ndonwabe kakhulu apho ndifumene khona. Iimpawu zam ziye zanciphisa ngokupheleleyo, ukulungiswa kugcwele, umnqweno wokulala ngesondo, kunye namanqanaba amandla ngcono kakhulu. Ukubuyela umva kwakhona kusetyenziswa ukukhokelela kukukhawuleza kwe-dopamine ndiza kube ndingcangcazela ngokoqobo, hayi kulungile.
Andizukuthetha ukuba ndinamanyala nge-sub imigangatho kodwa andinasondo kwaye simahla ndisebenzisa i-porn. Ukoyisa ingqondo yakho kunye nengqondo ukuze uqonde indlela yokuphatha ukubona izinto ezithambileyo kubalulekile. Ayisiyiyo yonke into ethethayo ukuba kufuneka uhambe ngokuphulula amaphambili okanye uzinkcinkce nge-porn iiyure. Fumana isicwangciso kwaye unamathele kuso.
Ndize kwimiqathango yokuba andiyi kuphinda ndiphilise okanye ndifune nto ngaphandle kokuyidla yonke imini, kodwa ndiyakwazi ukuyilawula ukwenza into ebomini bam, kungekhona kum, kodwa kwintsapho yam.
Ndiyazi uninzi lwabantu aluvumelani kodwa nokuba kuyintoni, kuyasebenza kum.
Isifuba kwimpilo entle.
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