Ukusukela oko ndibukele iphonografi, andizange ndisakwazi ukwenza i-orgasm ngaphandle kokuvuselela okubonakalayo. Ndandingasenanto ngesondo. Ubudlelwane obusondeleyo bebunyamalele ngenxa yokuqhawuka kobudlelwane bethu bezesondo, kwaye izibonelelo zesini-aka i-orgasm-yayihambile kuba ukubukela abanye abantu besabelana ngesondo kuphela kwendlela endinokuphuma ngayo….
Andiyi kuthetha ukuba umkhwa wam we-porn uphume ngokupheleleyo kulawulo ukuya kwinqanaba apho ndingenakuphila ngaphandle kwayo, kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo yayingumlutha. Yayiyinto ekwakufuneka ndiyenze, kuba ndandingenawo amandla okushiya ubuhlobo bam.
Ndikwabhekisela kuyo njengomlutha ngenxa yokuba kwakunzima kangakanani ukuphumelela - kuthatha ixesha kunye nokuzimisela ukuhlola umzimba wam kwaye ndonwabele isondo kwakhona.
Mna neqabane lam sohlukana ekupheleni kuka-2018, kwaye ekuqaleni kuka-2019 ndazifumana ndikubudlelwane obutsha. Ukwabelana ngesondo kwakumangalisa - yonke into endandiyilahlekile, kodwa ndandisengqondweni yokuba andinakukwazi ukwenza i-orgasm ngaphandle kokukhuthazwa okubonakalayo. Xa ndiphulula i-masturbated kuyo ndedwa, ndiyakwazi ukuphuma kwimizuzu - kodwa kungakhathaliseki ukuba ndizama kangakanani ngexesha lokwabelana ngesondo, kwakungeke kwenzeke.
Kwaye ke, ndenze umsebenzi wam ukusika i-porn ngokupheleleyo, ukuba ndikhe ndafuna ukonwabela isondo kwakhona. Ndayiphatha ngokungathi ndiyayeka icuba - ndaya kwi-turkey ebandayo, kwaye iiveki ezimbalwa zokuqala zazinzima, kodwa ekuhambeni kwexesha kwaba lula. Ndaqala ngokujonga umzimba wam ndedwa ngaphandle kwe-porn, kodwa andizange ndikwazi ukufikelela kuvuthondaba. Ndandinomsindo kum kwaye ndandifuna ukubeka ividiyo ukuze ndincede ndifike apho - njengaxa unqwenela ukutshaya - kodwa ndazixelela ukuba hayi, kwaye ndiza kuphinda ndizame ngosuku olulandelayo. Kwaye ngosuku olulandelayo. Kwaye okulandelayo.
Emva kokuzama okumbalwa, ekugqibeleni ndakwazi ukuzikhupha ngaphandle kwe-porn. Endaweni yokugxila kwindawo enye, ndahlola umzimba wam ukuze ndifumanise ukuba yintoni eyenza ukuba ndiphawule. Kwakukhulula, kwaye kwandinika ukuzithemba ngakumbi ukuba ndikwazi ukwenza oko ngexesha lokwabelana ngesondo.
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