Ke uhambo lwam lwaqala malunga nonyaka odlulileyo apho ndahamba inyanga kwi-nofap kwaye andizange ndizive kakhulu ndiye ndayeka ndabuyela kwiindlela zam zakudala de kwaba malunga neenyanga ezi-6 ezidlulileyo. Ndizigqibe iintsuku zam zokuqala ezingama-90 ze-PMO simahla malunga nokuqala kukaDisemba kulo nyaka uphelileyo kwaye andizange ndizive zizibonelelo zingako. Ndiye ndenza umfuniselo omncinci. Ndibukele i-porn kunye ne-masturbated kanye ukuze ndibone ukuba yintoni umphumo kum. Umbono ombi.
Emva kolo 'lingo' ndiye ndabuyela ngqo ekubukeleni i-porn kwakhona kanye ngemini. NgoDisemba 24th ndaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndibuyele kuloliwe we-nofap kuba ndaqonda ukuba ndibuyela kwiindlela zam zakudala. Kulungile ndilapha, usuku lwama-90 kwakhona.
Ndiziva ndiqhelekile.
Yiloo nto ndicinga ukuba abantu bayaphosisa malunga ne-nofap. Kum andizange ndifumane amandla amakhulu kunye nazo zonke ezi zinto zithethwa ngabantu. Ndiziva ndiqhelekile. Ndiziva ndiziva ndinje phambi kwe-porn. Mahala. Ndiphinde ndedwa kwaye iphonografi ayiyonxalenye yobomi bam bemihla ngemihla.
Ke ndicinga ukuba yile nto ndiyifumene kwi-nofap. Ukukwazi ukuba kwaye uzive uqhelekileyo kwakhona. Ndina-17 kuphela
Enkosi kolu luntu
Emva kokuphinda ndibuyele okokuqala andikhange ndibuyele kwinqanaba lokuqala andicingi. Nangona kunjalo andizange ndiphinde ndibuyele kwakhona. Kwakuphantse kube yinyanga enye ngosuku. Nangona kunjalo ndicinga ukuba ngoku ndikwindawo engcono kunendlela ebendiyiyo ngoDisemba. Ngoku ndiziva ngathi andisafuni kuyibukela kwaphela.
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