Ke, ndicocekile kwi-porn kunye ne-masturbation ngaphezulu kweentsuku ze-200 kwaye ndacinga ukuba ndingabelana ngebali lam kuba linokukhuthaza umntu ukuba enze okufanayo. Ndineminyaka eli-17 ubudala, kwaye bendikade ndilikhoboka le-porn. Bendiya jack off 3-4 amaxesha phakathi evekini, nangakumbi ngeempelaveki. Ndandiphazamiseka ngokulula xa ndisenza umsebenzi wesikolo wasekhaya, ndandingenangxaki phakathi kwamantombazana. Ndandidandathekile, ingxowa yekaka.
Ndaluqala ngo December uhambo lwam. Ndasilela amaxesha amaninzi, i-streak yam yokuqala yayiyinto efana neentsuku ze-3. Ndandidla ngokuphinda ndiphinde ndibuyele malunga neentsuku ze-10-14 de ekugqibeleni ndazixelela ukuba ngoku okanye andizange kwaye ngoku andizange ndiphulule amalungu esini ukususela ngoFebruwari.
Imibongo yayihlala ihleli kwiintsuku ezingama-30 zokuqala, emva koko bafa kwaye babeza kubetha kanobom, kodwa kunqabile. Iintsuku ezingama-90 yindawo olibala ngayo. Ndifumana izibongozo kumaxesha ngamaxesha, kodwa zihlala zihamba emva komzuzu.
Ke, yintoni etshintshileyo emva kweentsuku ezingama-200?
Ndifumene ukwanga kwam okokuqala, ndadibana nabantu abaninzi abatsha, kubandakanya namantombazana, umntu owandithanda ngokwenene ndaye ndamthanda, (ngelishwa izinto ziye zamoshakala kwaye kusenokwenzeka ukuba asizukuphela kunye) sasi “ ngokungekho mthethweni ukuthandana ”, njengoko sobabini sasisazi ukuba siyathandana, siziva sinxibelelana, sichukunyiswe, sincanyiswa njalo njalo. Ndiyazi. I just hope kuzobangcono kuba ndisamthanda ngathi zange ndathanda mntu.
Ekuqaleni kwe-nofap ndandidandathekile kwaye yahamba ekugqibeleni. Its hits me again, but at least I had those 3 months apho ndiziva ngathi ndingumntu. Kwakhona ndaqaphela ukuba ngesizathu esithile ndifumana inkqubela engcono kwindawo yokuzivocavoca kunabahlobo bam, ndiyibetha rhoqo njengoko besenza, ndaqala ngeentsimbi ezifanayo, kwaye andithathi naziphi na izongezo njengoko abanye babo besenza. Inokuba yinto yokwenza namanqanaba e testosterone emzimbeni wam.
Ngokusisiseko, ngoku kulula kum ukugxila kumsebenzi othile, ndiyabaxabisa abasetyhini ngakumbi, babonisa umdla ngakumbi kum, ndiqinisekile kwaye yandinceda ingqondo yam okwethutyana. Ndikwaziva "manlier" kancinane.
Ngaba bekufanelekile? Isihogo ewe kwakunjalo. Kwaye ndincoma ukuba wenze okufanayo. Qhubekani zihlobo. Isiphumo siyayixabisa intlungu.
LINK - Iintsuku ezingama-200! Ekugqibeleni!
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