Ke ekugqibeleni ndiphumelele iintsuku ezingama-90 zicocekile. Kwaye ndicocekile kuba yiyo kanye indlela endiziva ngayo xa ndiyokulala yonke imihla: icocekile. Kwaye ulala ngcono xa isazela sakho sicocekile. Kude kube ngoku bendihlala ndineentloni kwaye ndingaziphathi kakuhle, ndisoloko ndifumana izizathu zokungazenzi izinto nokuba ziyadika okanye kuba "ziyinkcitha xesha elingenamsebenzi".
Uyabona, andikholelwa kuthixo, kwaye ebomini bam bonke, bendithanda ukusebenzisa eso sizathu sokuba ndingabi yeyona nguqulelo ibalaseleyo kum, ngokuba livila nokungalawuleki, kuba ngapha koko, akukho thixo uthetha ukuba akukho nto ilungileyo okanye iphosakeleyo . Ewe, kuvela ukuba kukho iqhinga elincinci kuyo yonke le nto.
Ngelixa ndikholelwa ukuba akukho nto ilungileyo nengalunganga, ngayo yonke le mihla apho ndingakhange ndizirholise iimvakalelo zam nge-porn, i-Youtube okanye iividiyo, ndifumene into enzulu ngaphakathi kwam, into endityhalela kwizinto ezinkulu kunye nokoyisa ngokwam
Ngaphandle kwam, ndifumene into enobuhlungu hayi ebantwini kuphela, kodwa kubo bonke abaphilayo. Yonke indawo ojonga kuyo ngoku, sihlala sithengiselwa ifilosofi yokuba siyayifuna le nto kwaye sonwabe, ukuba sibuhlungu kungenxa yokuba asikazami ngefowuni X entsha okanye kuba asikayifumani loo nto. Uthotho olumnandi lweTV. Ndithetha ngesiyobisi.
Ngaba ukhe wabona ukuba kwenzeka ntoni kuso nasiphi na isilwanyana sasekhaya xa ubasonge ngaphezulu? Nokuba awuthethi nenja, ndiqinisekile ukuba ukhe wahoya inja etyebileyo, uyakuyibona into engalunganga ngayo, ngokungathi idiniwe okanye mhlawumbi ilusizi, ngubani owaziyo. Kodwa kulula ukubona ukuba kukho into engalunganga ngayo.
Iziyobisi yinto enzima. Sisifo kunye neempawu. Sisifo, kuba njengoko sele sisazi kule forum, sisenza sithambekele nakwilizwe lokwenyani kwaye sikushiye kwimo yokomoya: simane singamampunge.
Kutheni ulonwabo lwexesha elincinci kakhulu lusenza ukuba lusizi ixesha elide alikaqondwa ngokupheleleyo, kodwa i-neuroscience isenza inkqubela phambili enkulu ngokumalunga noku. Kodwa ngaba luphawu, uphawu lokuba siphulukene nokholo kuthi nakwikamva. Luphawu lokungakhathaleli eli lizwe kunye nokungakwazi ukuzidibanisa nabantu, zokuba yedwa kwaneendawo ezixineneyo.
Emva kwalo lonke olu hambo, ndiyathemba ukuba uninzi lwee-fapstronauts sele ziqondile ukuba umlutha awunabume buchaziweyo. Yinto engacacanga leyo, ityhefu engenasimo engena engqondweni kwaye kunzima ukuyisusa kuba ngekhe uyikhombe ngqo. Kulapho, kodwa akukho ndawo ngokukodwa. Uqala ukuba neentloni ngesiqu sakho, nokuba ungazama kangakanani na ukwenza into oyenzayo, kuba ngaphakathi ngaphakathi uyazi ukuba unikezela kwaye ubaleka iingxaki. Kuba uneentloni ngawe, ngekhe ujonge abantu ngqo emehlweni ngaphandle kokuziva uphantsi kubo, kwaye kulapho kuqalisa khona ukuxhalaba ekuhlaleni, uphawu oluqhelekileyo kuwo onke amakhoboka.
Njengoko ixesha lihamba, into eyayikwanele ukukugcina uphazamiseka kwiingxaki zakho iyadika kwaye uqala ukufuna ngakumbi nangakumbi ukuvuselelwa. Kodwa ukukhuthaza ngakumbi nangakumbi kuthetha ixesha elincinci nelincinci lokuba ingqondo iphumle, kwaye kwakhona akukho mntu waziyo ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba kutheni ingqondo ifuna ukuphumla, kodwa siyazi ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba iyafuneka kunye neziphumo zokungayivumeli ukuba yenze njalo: ixhala , ukudakumba, inkungu yengqondo… Eyona nto imbi kakhulu yile yingqondo yengqondo. Kuvakala ngathi uhamba ebomini kunye neemvakalelo zakho ngaphakathi kwebhola, ke yonke into ekufuneka ikunike ubomi ukuba ubaleke lo mkhwa awusoze ufike kuwe, okanye ngaba uyatyhafa ukuze ungayiboni.
Kwaye andinakukugxininisa oku ngokwaneleyo, kuba andithethi nje ngeemvakalelo. Ndifunga ukuba emva kweentsuku ezingama-90 ndicoce indlebe yam ngevayolin iphucuke kakhulu kwaye ukutya kunencasa ngakumbi nangakumbi, ukuya kwinqanaba lokuba ngoku ndikwazi ukwahlula incasa yokutya okuthile okwakubonakala kufana nakum kude kube ngoku.
Ndicinga ukuba kufanelekile oko ukuchaza isiyobisi; ngoku lixesha lokwabelana ngezibonelelo endizifumeneyo ukunika ithemba kuye nabani na ofunda oku.
Ke njengoko benditshilo, ndiziva ndiphila ngakumbi, kwaye ndiziva ndingaphezulu. Ndaba likhoboka lemifanekiso engamanyala nge-10, kwaye ukusukela ngoko (ngenene ndili-19) ndiye ndaphelelwa ziinkcukacha ezincinci ebomini: Ndatya kakubi kwaye andizange ndenze mzamo wokungcamla ukutya, ndiyithiyile imidlalo kuba ndaziva kuphela iintlungu ngelixa ndandindindisholo kukuziva ndikhuthele ngokwasemzimbeni kwaye ndandilungile, ndandingaboni bubuhle bezibalo ngelixa ngoku zingumbindi wobomi bam, kwafuneka ndiziqhushumbe iindlebe zam ngentsimbi enzima kakhulu kuba Andiva kwanto ngomculo weklasikhi kwaye ngoku ndifunda ukudlala ivayolin, uncumo lwentombazana lwalungathethi nto kum ngeli xesha ngoku luziva luphilile kwaye lunamathele kuye. Ndiziva ndiphila, kwaye ndiziva ndonwabile.
Ngalo lonke ixesha ufumana izibongozo, ungacingi ngazo njengentlungu nje ye-esile: kuphela xa kusenzima kukuphucula ukuzilawula kwakho kunye nokukhaba umlutha wakho. Kodwa ungayi kubakhangela, kwaye ngale nto ndiyithetha ukuba i-zero edging, iya kukhokelela ekubuyiseni kwakhona, ndithembele. Kwaye nokuba ayenzi njalo, kuya kufuneka ucinge nangayiphi na into oyikhobokisayo njengobuhlobo obunetyhefu ekufuneka ubuphelise ngazo zonke iindleko.
Njengokuba ungadluli kwi-ex yakhe ujonge iifoto zakhe, kuya kufuneka ukhuphe ebomini bakho nantoni na ekukhumbulayo nge-porn, kwaye ndicebisa ukuba kupheliswe amagama evidiyo kunye ne-intanethi (ewe, kuphela zizinto ezilikhoboka intanethi njengamajelo eendaba ezentlalo kunye ne-youtube, akukho nto iphosakeleyo ngokusebenzisa i-wikipedia, akukho mfuneko yokuba uthethe).
Ke isiqubulo esindigcine ndiqhubeka kule mihla sisicatshulwa sika-Aristotle sokungafi: "Siyinto esiyenzayo siphindaphinda. Ukubalasela, ke, ayisosenzo, kodwa ngumkhwa ”.
Awuyi kubetha umlutha wobugqwetha ukuba usengumlutha, kuba izilingo azibethi izilingo zabo ade ayeke ukuba ngamakhoboka.
Kuya kufuneka uziphathe njengomntu ophilileyo kuzo zonke iinkalo zobomi. Sebenza nzima ngokungathi ungabaleki iingxaki ngenxa yokulutha kwakho, nikela ingqalelo ebantwini ngokungathi umlutha wakho awuzange ukonakalise unxibelelwano lwasentlalweni, yomelela ngokungathi awuzange unikezele kumlutha wakho. Kuba ukuba wenza njengekhoboka, uya kuhlala ulikhoboka.
Ubungqongqo bubalulekile kuyo yonke le nto. Ingxaki ngokufuna kakhulu, kukuba siqala ukuxhomekeka kwizinto okanye ebantwini, ke sihlala sinexhala kuba ngomso oku kungaphuka, angahamba, angasishiya… Kwaye siya kwenza ntoni, ukuba siyazidinga?
Ndicinga ukuba isizathu sokuba isizukulwana sethu sixinzeleleke kangaka, njengoko kubonisiwe kwiinkcukacha-manani, ayisiyi kuba kufuneka sisebenze kakhulu, kodwa ngenxa yokuba sifuna okungaphezulu kwaye singazi kodwa sihlala sinexhala lokuba asinayo ifowuni elungileyo, kufuneka sibukele iwaka uthotho oluhlekisayo ikakhulu, njalo njalo.
Kwakhona, sukuziphatha njengomlutha. Ewe cela uncedo kumhlobo wokwenyani ukuba uyaludinga ngexesha elithile, kodwa zama ukuthembela kuwe, kuba ukuziva ukwazi ukuzenza ngokwakho yeyona nto ilungileyo yokulwa nexhala, usazi ukuba izinto zihamba gwenxa, thina uya kuba namandla afanelekileyo okuqhubeka.
Ifilosofi yam malunga nobomi itshintshe kakhulu. Bendihlala ndizonwabisa kakhulu nam, kwaye ndiye ndohlulwa ngokulula xa kufuneka ndisebenze ixesha elingaphezulu kwemizuzu emihlanu ukufezekisa into endiyifunayo, kuba ndikhuliswe ngeVideogames kunye ne-porn kunye nokuzanelisa kwabo rhoqo nangokukhawulezileyo bendiqhele ukuqhela Ndicinga ukuba ndingenza nantoni na kwimizuzwana nje embalwa, ngoko andikhange ndichithe ixesha lokwenyani ndifumana into entle.
Kodwa akusenjalo. Andizukuma apha: ukuyeka nje iphonografi akonelanga.
Iphupha lam ebomini kukuba ngumfundi omkhulu wezibalo, kodwa ukuze ndenze njalo kufuneka ndifunde ukugxila nzulu kulento ndiyenzayo, kwaye ndigxile ixesha elide, kwaye ndikhulele elwandle lokuzanelisa kwangoko akuncedi .
Nangona kunjalo ndihlala ndiqinisekile malunga noku, kuba ukuba ndingakwazi ukwenza kakuhle ngaphandle kwayo yonke le nto, ndiyazi ukuba ndiya kuba nakho okuninzi ukuba ndiyaziqeqesha ukuze ndikwazi ukuzimela kwaye ndigxile kwimini nganye.
Kusenokwenzeka ukuba sele uqagele: Ungakuqeqesha njani ukomelela kunye nokugxila yonke imihla? Ewe, uxolo ngokuba yinto ephambili, kodwa ewe, ukucamngca.
Ndihlala ndicamngca ngemizuzu engamashumi amabini ngaphambi kokuba ndilale, kodwa ukuze ndibesincinci esincinci, ndinokuxelela ukuba ukucamngca "monk" ayisiyiyo kuphela ukucamngca, okanye ubuncinci ayisiyiyo kuphela indlela yokuqeqesha ukugxila kwakho.
Ukuba uyaphuma nabahlobo bakho, naka ingqalelo kwizinto abazithethayo kunye nolwimi lwabo lomzimba, ukwenza kunye nomzamo wokuqonda iinkcukacha ezininzi kangangoko unakho kwincoko. Ukuba wenza ezemidlalo, sukuziqeqesha ngomculo kodwa endaweni yoko khumbula umzimba wakho kwaye ungazami ukuvumela ingqondo yakho ikhukuliswe. Ukuba uyafunda, sukuyibamba ifowuni kwaye ubeke yonke imizamo yakho ekuqondeni iikhonsepthi.
Ixesha lethu apha lilinganiselwe, ke ngoko ugcwalise ubomi bakho ngamava anentsingiselo kunye nokuphila ubomi ngokuzeleyo ngokunika ingqalelo kuzo zonke iinkcukacha.
Ukuba ukhe uvakalelwe kukulinga ukuphinda ubuye, khumbula nje ukuba ngokwenza njalo uyandisa inkungu yakho engakumbi iinyanga ezininzi kwaye oko kuthetha ukuba ulahlekelwe ngamava obomi, kwaye ukuba ixesha elide uhlala ucocekile, uya womelela ngakumbi kwaye uyakuba ngakumbi Yonwabela ubomi.
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