Andikaze ndidlule kwiintsuku ze-40 ukusukela kwiminyaka ye-9, kwaye ngoku ndikwi-Day 100. Kulukhuni kunzima ukukholelwa, kuba uninzi lweenkumbulo zam zobomi zivela kwixesha endandinomlutha ngalo. Ndizama ukungacingi kakhulu malunga naloo nto. Yayisisithunzela esixhonywe phezu kwam endigcina ndisekuthinjweni rhoqo. Ubudala 9, ukuxelela abazali bam ukuba ndiye kwiwebhusayithi embi. Ubudala 12, ngempazamo ukuphulula amalungu esini ebhedini okokuqala. Ubudala 13, ukubuyela kwakhona kwiholide. Ubudala be-15, ukungakwazi ukuya kwitumente yebhola ekhatywayo ngenxa yayo. Ubudala be-18, ebuyela umva okokuqala ekholejini emva kokucinga "ngekhe iphinde yenzeke." Ubudala 19, ukubuyela umva izihlandlo ezithathu zilandelelana kwaye angaxeleli mntu kuba bendisoyika ukudana. Ubudala 20, ukuyeka ngokupheleleyo kunye nokuphulukana nalo lonke ithemba lokukhululeka.
Kwahluke ngoku kwaye andisaqali ukuthetha inyani kum ukuthi “andizukulwa nale nto kwakhona” qho xa ndicinga ngayo. Naxa ndilingwa, ndihlala ndikhumbula zonke iintlungu ezibangelwa kukugula. Andizukukhanyela ukuba kusekho izilingo. Andizukukhanyela ukuba ukubuyela umva kusenokwenzeka ukuba bendifuna. Andoyiki ukuphinda ndibuye. Ndiyicaphukela nje. Kakhulu.
Ewe kunjalo luhlobo lokungathandani, kodwa iphonografi yinto engathandekiyo efihliweyo njengento elungileyo (okanye inene, yinkohlakalo yesipho esivela kuThixo). Kwaye (1) ukukhumbula iintlungu, (2) ukuxhomekeka kuThixo, kwaye (3) ukuthembeka kwi-100% ngokunyaniseka kukuziphendulela zezinye zezinto eziphambili zokuhlala kude. Ukuthintelwa kwe-Intanethi kunceda kodwa kuphela xa uhamba yonke indlela-kungenjalo akunamsebenzi. Ndikulungele ukuqala ukujonga izinto ngokwahlukileyo (njengokokungacingi nganto ngomzabalazo njengenxalenye yobomi bam kwakhona), nokuphila "ubomi obungcono" endikhe ndafuna nokuthetha iminyaka. Ayizukuza ngokuzenzekelayo; Ndiza kuhlala ndinomsebenzi endiwenzayo.
Enkosi kumaqabane am okuphendula, kubomi bokwenene (ezintathu zangoku nezimbini ezidlulileyo). Enkosi kubahlobo bam @NtsikeleloTyala kwaye @seaguy44 bendihleli nam iinyanga. Enkosi ku @ chinatown117 ngokuba ngumntu wokuqala ukuphendula kum apha. Enkosi ku @ bike-wrench ukuphendula ngokusisiseko iingxelo zokuphinda ubuye wonke umntu kunye nokundivumela ukuba ndithathe ezinye zazo. Enkosi kutata wam nakwabafundisi bolutsha bobabini endiye ndadibana nabo kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo. Esi sisiqalo kuphela.
Andikhe ndibone “zibalaseleyo” zaluphi na uhlobo. Kodwa ukuba ngoSuku 100 kuyamangalisa kwaye kufanelekile ngokupheleleyo. Ndinqwenela nje ukuba ndinike ingxelo ekhawulezileyo enokuthi yenze wonke umntu olapha ukuba "ayeke" kwaye "yenziwe." Kodwa okungenani kum, lungohambo ngaphezulu kwesigqibo sexesha elinye. Nantsi eyona nto ndinokuyenza okwangoku:
- KUTHENI ufuna ukuyeka iphonografi kunye nokuziphulula amalungu esini? Sisiphi esona sizathu sibalulekileyo-kwaye sikhulu ngokwaneleyo? Ngaba uza kunika isizathu esiqhelekileyo kwaye emva koko ulibale malunga nayo? Okanye ngaba uza kuba nento ethile, uqalise ukuzikhumbuza malunga neso sizathu amatyeli ngamaxesha yonke imihla?
- ZIVELA phi kwaye ziyintoni izilingo okanye izilingo zakho? Iindawo ezithile? Ngamaxesha athile omhla? Xa uwedwa kwikhompyuter? Ngaba uza kuthandazela ukuba uxhathise, kodwa ke uvumele ukuhlala kuzo zonke iintlobo zeemeko ezimbi? Okanye ngaba uza kulindela kwaye unqande ezi meko, okanye okungenani ulungiselele ingqondo yakho ukuba awukwazi kuziphepha?
- ZINTONI izenzo zakho? Ngaba ikhona into oyenzayo ekwenza ube sesichengeni ngakumbi? Ngaba ikhona into onokuyenza engakumbi enokukwenza womelele? Nantoni na ethi, xa uhendwayo, ungaguqukela kuye njengenye into enemveliso ngakumbi kwaye iyazalisekisa?
Uhambo lwakho lusenokuba kukuphinda uqalise ukusebenza okanye lunokuba namakhulu okuphinda ubuye. Ukuphinda ubuye kubi kwaye kuyingozi, ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo-kodwa kuya kufuneka ufunde kuyo nganye nganye. Ukuphinda ubuye ayitshabalalisi yonke imisebenzi oyenzileyo, ke ngoko musa ukungasebenzi. Fika kwangoko emsebenzini: fumana ukuba yintoni ekhokelele kwisilingo. Fumanisa ukuba yintoni eyenze Intliziyo yakho ilibale eyona nto uyifunayo. Fumanisa ukuba yintoni onokuyenza endaweni yoko, kwaye wenze ngexesha elizayo. Fumana into ekufuneka uyenzile ngokwahlukileyo kunye nento ekufuneka uyenzile ngaphezulu. Kwaye soze, ungaze unikezele.
Ulungile.
LINK -Usuku 100
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