Andibhali oku kungekuphela nje ukuze ndibelane ngebali lam, kodwa ukunikhuthaza kwaye ndiziqhubele phambili (mhlawumbi kude kube ngunaphakade). Ndingumfana ona 21 ngoku. Ndandilikhoboka le-PMO kuba ndandineminyaka eyi-14 ukuya kwengama-20.
Makhe ndiqale ngokubalisa ukuba kwakunzima kangakanani kum ukuqala i-nofap. Bendihlala ndichitha malunga ne-1.5 ukuya kwiiyure ezi-2 mihla le ukukhangela iindawo zamanyala kwaye ukhethe ividiyo endiyithandayo, emva koko ndiye kwigumbi lokuhlambela kunye nejusi ngokwam. Le yayiyinkqubo yam ye-5+ iminyaka.
Ngenxa yoko, ndandijongene nokudinwa, amandla aphantsi kunye nomdlandla, ukushiywa ngaphandle, ukuxhalaba kwezentlalo, inkungu yengqondo, njl.
KwakungoJanuwari 7th, ndaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndingabikho kwakhona, kodwa ndagqiba ukufafaza emva kweentsuku ezimbini zaloo nto. Emva koko, ndagqiba ekubeni ndinyuse kancinci ixesha lokuphumla. Ndafafa kanye ngeveki kwiiveki ezimbini. Indisebenzele ngokwenene.
Ndamangaliswa yindlela endandiziva ngayo ekuzikhwebuleni kwi-PMO nje ngeentsuku ze-7. Ngomhla wama-21 kuJan yayilusuku endagqiba ngalo ukuba ndibe nalo mandla ubomi bam bonke. Ndafa emva kwenyanga enye, oko kukuthi, nge-21st Feb. Umgangatho we-orgasm kunye nolonwabo lwalungachazeki. Yayiyeyona O ebomini bam.
Emva koko, ndaphinda le nto ngo-21 Matshi, ndaziva ndiqinile O. Emva koko, ndagqiba ekubeni ndizame imodi enzima kwiintsuku ze-90 kwaye Iphumelele. Ngomhla wama-90, ndandicinga ukuphinda ndibuyele. Ndiphequlule le webhusayithi ngokufana kwaye ndiye ndazi ukuba mandizikhwebule ekubuyeleni kwakhona. Olu lusuku lwama-259 lwe-nofap, enkosi kwiforum ye-nofap.
Kulo lonke uhambo, ndaziva ndinqwenela ngamandla, i-boner, i-nightfalls, njl.
Kwaye kufuneka ndikhankanye imiphumo emihle. Ngoku ndisebenzisa iiyure ze-2 + (ebendihlala ndizichitha kwi-PMO ngaphambili), ekufundeni amaphephandaba, iincwadi, amanqaku, ukubukela iividiyo ze-Youtube, kunye nezinye izinto eziluncedo ekuzifundiseni.
Ndihlala ndiphaphile imini yonke, ngaphandle kobuchopho. Ixesha lam lokulala lilungisiwe. Uqalise umthambo womzimba. Ndijongeka ndimncinci kwaye ndinobukhazikhazi (njengoko kuphawulwa ngabantu abandingqongileyo. Andizincomi). Ulusu kunye nomgangatho weenwele uya ubangcono. Ukuwa kweenwele kulawulwa kodwa kungekhona ngokupheleleyo. Ujongeka ubhityile kodwa usenobunzima obuthile.
Kwaye eyona nto ibalulekileyo kukuba ndifumana ingqalelo kumantombazana endinokuthi, ngumlingo we-nofap. Ngoku ndiyakwazi ukwenza incoko ngokugcina unxibelelwano lwamehlo namantombazana, nto leyo endingazange ndiyicinge ukuba ndingayenza le nto ebomini bam.
I-Nofap ifanelekile. Ndiza kuzama ukungafiphali ndide ndifumane iqabane kwaye ndilale ngesondo.
Kwaye andinyanzelisi nabani na ukuba angenzi. Kodwa, ndingathetha into enye kuphela, oko kukuthi, isigwebo sokugqibela, “Yizame uze ubone umahluko. Qhubeka kuphela xa ubona izibonelelo. ”
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