Emva kwexesha elingaka ndibukele kwaye ndihlomle kwaye sinika inkxaso koogxa bethu, lade lafika elam ithuba.
Ndineminyaka eyi-23 ubudala, ndichithe iminyaka eyi-10 yokugqibela ndiphulula amaphambili kwaye ndihlala ndihlala kwiiwebhusayithi zephonografi, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndijoyine iNoFAP kunye neNoPorn ngenxa yokuba ndifumene iPIED.
Akukho lula konke konke kwaye bendisazi ukuba akuyi kuba njalo. Kwiinyanga ezi-3 zokugqibela ndiye ndaphupha malunga ne-4 okanye i-5 yamaphupha emanzi, kwaye iphelile inyanga ndigqibelele. Ndicinga ukuba umzimba wam uzama ukuqhelana nokugqithisa kwe testosterone.
Ngesiqhelo umhlobo wam phaya ezantsi uvuka kunzima okwedayimani, isilingo sifika mihla le, ngamanye amaxesha ndide ndibe namaphupha avuselela inkanuko. Ngexesha lokuhlamba ndinomnqweno omkhulu wokuphulula amaphambili, namhlanje ndiphantse ndaphinda ndabuyela. Kodwa xa ndicinga ukuba andifuni kuphinda ndiyilahle yonke, ndiyayeka. Ngaphandle koko, i-sex drive yam yemihla ngemihla iphantsi kakhulu.
Izinto zibangcono kubomi bam bentlalontle, ndaqala ukwenza izifundo zobugcisa kwaye ndizenzela abahlobo abatsha, ndithetha ngakumbi nabazali bam, oosisi kunye nezihlobo. Ndicinga nangokuqala umdlalo oqhelekileyo.
Ayilonjongo le, yindlela yokuphila endiyikhethileyo.
Ndinqwenela ukuba wonke umntu afezekise iinjongo zakhe, akukho lula, kodwa akunakwenzeka. Nanini na ufuna uncedo kwaye unxunguphele, ndikucebisa ukuba uthumele le nto uyivayo apha kwi-SUB.
LINK - Ekugqibeleni ndafikelela kwiintsuku zam ezingama-90. (PIED)
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