Emva kokubukela Yilwa iDrug documentary entsha, iimbono zam kwimifanekiso engamanyala eqhelekileyo yatshintsha kakhulu. Ekugqibeleni ndiye ndanxibelelana nazo zonke iziphumo zayo ezimbi ebantwini nakuluntu luphela. Ngokwemvelo, ndiye ndaqaphela ukuba andisayi kufumana i-porn enomtsalane ngokwesondo kwakhona. Enyanisweni, andisakuboni kunomtsalane ukubukela abanye besiniselwano.
Ngoko, ngale nto, xa ndibuyela kwi-masturbation, ndazama ukuyenza ngelixa ndiqonda iminqweno yam yesini yangempela. Ebudeni bezi zihlandlo zokuzonwabisa, ndandidla ngokuzibamba ndicinga ngomntu otyumkileyo, ndicinga ngokulala naye kunye nothando. Yile nto ndiyifunayo kubomi bam bezesondo.
I-porn izenze ndangadityaniswa neminqweno yam yesini, isuke yaba yinto ezimeleyo, ingenanto ngaphandle kokulambatha kwenkanuko kunye nokunganeliseki kwezesondo. Umzi-mveliso we-porn uvumele ukunikezelwa kwesantya esiphezulu somxholo wesondo kulawule iimfuno zam zesini, konke oku kudityaniswe nobomi obubodwa bentlalo, obunyuse zonke ezo ziphumo zibi kum ngokuqinisekileyo.
Njengomntu oyindoda ye-24, ukuyeka i-porn kuye kwandenza ndaqaphela iimvakalelo zam zesini kwakhona, emva kwexesha elide ngaphandle kokuziphatha ngokwesondo ngenxa yokungathembeki okusekelwe ekusebenzeni, kunye nokunganeliseki kunye ne-penis yam, ngenxa yokulindela okungabonakaliyo kunye nokubonwayo. . Ngelixa ndijongene nesiqu sam kunyango, ndafumana indoda enengqiqo, ephumayo neqinisekileyo, ngakumbi efana neyona nto ndandinayo ndisengumntwana, ngaphambi kwayo yonke iminyaka yokufikisa ixhala kunye nokusetyenziswa kakhulu kwephonografi. Ukuze izinto zicace ngakumbi, ndandidla ngokudlala kwiiklasi zokubonisa amabanga aphantsi! Elo yayilinqanaba lam lokuthetha phandle! haha
Emva kweli xesha lide lokuzila, njengoko benditshilo, bendihlala ndizikhumbula ukuba ubudlelwane bokwenyani bufanele ukudutyulwa, ndihlala ndikhumbula ukusondelana okumangalisayo ebendinabo nesithandwa sam esikwishumi elivisayo njengomzekelo wendlela ubuhlobo obunokubakho ngayo, nangona ndaye ndenza yonke into kunye naye kodwa ukudibana kwangempela, njengoko ndandisoyika kakhulu ukwenza oko - leyo yayiyingcambu yayo yonke iminyaka yam yokuzila, ukoyika "ukungaphumeleli" kwakhona ebhedini nomnye umntu. Ndijongene nale nto kunyango. Kodwa ngoku ndiyazi inkcubeko ekhuthaza isondo kwaye ndikhulile ngakumbi kuyo yonke le minyaka, ndiyathemba ukuba ubomi bam bezesondo ekugqibeleni bufumana uxolo haha.
Buyela kumcimbi we-porn, ngamanye amaxesha, ndisabona imifanekiso ye-nsfw redditors ukuba ndizichukumise, ihlala ithunyelwe ngokuzithandela. Imixholo ngaphandle kwee-engile ezingafanelekanga okanye ukuphuculwa kwe-photoshop. Kwaye ngokwenza njalo, njengoko ndandiyeka i-pornstream euphoria, ndaqonda ukuba ndifuna ukusondelana ngokwesondo kwakhona, bc ndihlala ndicinga ukuba ndinesondo esisondeleyo kunye nothando kunye naba bantu abadala ababomvu. Ngoku kufuneka ndidlulisele la mandla esondo endiwachithayo kwezi ziqulatho zabantu abadala kwi-intanethi kutyalo-mali kubafazi bokwenyani.
Emva kwayo yonke loo nto, ndiyaqala ukuqonda ubomi njengesixa samava kunye nabantu aboyikekayo esidibana nabo kolu hambo lwethu luncinci. Ndiyaqala ukubona ubomi njengonxibelelwano lokwenene phakathi kwethu, abantu, benyama negazi, kunye neemvakalelo, iimvakalelo kunye nobunzima obumangalisayo obusenza sonke sibe sodwa.
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LINK - Ukuyeka iphonografi kwandenza ndaphinda ndanxulumana neminqweno yam yesini.
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