Molweni nonke! Esi sisithuba sam sokuqala kwiReddit. Ndingumfana wase-italian ona 24 kwaye ndasokola nengxaki ezinxulumene ne-P ukusukela kwiminyaka yeshumi elivisayo. Ndaqala ukubukela u-P ndineminyaka eyi-11, ukususela okokuqala ndandinonxibelelwano lwe-intanethi olukhawulezayo.
From 14 to 20 ndasokola qha
- ukuxhalaba okuphakathi
- iingxaki zokunxibelelana nabantu endandibukele uP malunga neeyure ze-3 ngosuku ngelo xesha.
Ukuqala ukususela kwi-21, ndaqala ukubandezeleka
- ukuxhalaba kakhulu kweentlalo kunye nokuhlaselwa yinto yokutya
- ukudangala
- ukulahleka kwamandla kunye nokukhuthaza
- Inkohlakalo yengqondo ebuhlungu kunye nokungabikho kokugxininisa nokukhumbula
- derealization [depersonalization]
- Uxhumano lwe-0 nabantu kwaye ngaphantsi kwemizwa ye-0
- Iingcamango zesini zengqingili zatshintshile zaba ziintsholongwane
- PIED
- ukulahleka kwesifiso kunye nethemba lekamva
- akukho nxaxheba kubasetyhini ndibukele P ngexesha lonke lam ixesha elincinane, kwanabanye ngamanye amaxesha.
Emva koko into yatshintsha kwingqondo yam. Ngomhla wokugqibela kaDisemba, ngelixa ndicinga kunyaka ophelileyo, ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ndinengxaki no-P. Ndiqale ukukhangela kwiWebhu kwaye isiphumo sokuqala yayiyividiyo kaGary Wilson edumileyo.
Iziphumo:
- Ngo January ukuya ku June khange ndimjonge noba yintoni na uP.
Ndiqaphele ukuphucuka okukhulu kakhulu ngazo zonke iingxaki ezidweliswe ngasentla. Ndaba MOed 2 amaxesha ngenyanga ngelo xesha.
Emva koko, ngexesha elinzima kakhulu, ndaphinda ndayeka. Kwakwahluke ngenene ngeli xesha. Ndibukele izinto ezincinci kakhulu ngexesha elifutshane. I-PMOed ngamaxesha e-3 ngoJulayi kwaye kanye ngo-Agasti. Andizange ndonakalise lonke uphuculo endilwenzile kwiinyanga ezidlulileyo, kodwa andizange ndaneliseke ziziphumo.
Ngoko, iintsuku ze-90 ezedlulileyo, ndaqalisa i-streak entsha, kwaye ngeli xesha ndagqiba ekubeni ndingayibukeli i-P okanye i-MO. Ndiza kwazisa kwakhona i-MO xa ndiziva ndilungile. Andazi ukuba i-streak yokuqala incede ukufezekisa izibonelelo endizifumene kweyesibini, kodwa emva kwezi ntsuku ze-90 ndiziva ndingumntu ohluke ngokupheleleyo.
Ndiqaphele oku kuphuculweyo:
- uxhala lwentlalo luye lwahla kakhulu kwaye luyancipha yonke imihla. Ngoku ndiyakwazi ukuthetha nabangaphandle ngaphandle kweengxaki
- Ndiziva ndithembele kwaye ilizwi lam linamandla xa uthetha.
- Ndiba novelwano oluninzi ngoku: Ndicinga ngakumbi ngabanye kwaye ngaphantsi kwam
- Ndiva isidingo sokunxibelelana nabantu kwaye andithandi ukuba ndedwa kwakhona
- Imoya yam ibhetele kangangoko kwiintsuku ezininzi. Ndimomotheka ngakumbi kwaye ndithanda ukwenza abantu bamomotheka, ingakumbi amantombazana
- Ndiqhuba kakuhle emsebenzini
- Ndinamandla okwenza izinto ezininzi ngexesha losuku
- Inkohlakalo yengqondo iyancipha kwaye iyancipha. Inkumbulo yam iyaphucuka.
- Ndiziva ndivakalelwa ngakumbi kunaphambili. Iimvakalelo ezilungileyo nezimbi.
Ukufikelela kwiintsuku ezingama-90, ndenze ezi zinto zilandelayo:
- Isetyenziselwe i-OpenDNS kwirutha kunye neK9 Web Filter kwiikhompyuter ukubhloka uP ekhaya
- Uyekile ukusebenzisa ikhompyuter ekhaya
- Ivalwe ngesandla ezona ndawo zixhaphakileyo zeP kwifayile ye-Android yokuhlela ifowuni.
- Ukuncitshiswa kokusetyenziswa kwefowuni
- Uqalile ukwamkela zonke izimemo ngabahlobo kunye nokuphuma ekhaya yonke imihla
- Funda eli candelo reddit (Enkosi kubo bonke)
Ndiyathemba ukuba oku kuya kunceda umntu. Enkosi ngokufunda kwaye uxolo ngesingesi sam.
LINK - Iintsuku ze-90: Yintoni etshintshileyo?
by amancinci93
UHLAZIYO - Iintsuku ezili-102 : Uhlaziyo olutsha!
Ndilapha, iintsuku ezili-12 kuphela emva kokuposa kwam malunga neentsuku ze-90. Lixesha elifutshane elo, kodwa kukho into emangalisayo eyenzekileyo kum. Xa ndiqala olu hambo:
- Ndandineentloni ngokwenene kwaye ndinexhala loluntu.
- Ndandingazikhathazi ngeemvakalelo zabanye abantu, kwaye kuyo yonke imeko yentlalo yayingathi ndiyadlala.
- Bendingadibani nomnye umntu, bendiziva ngcono xa ndindodwa egumbini lam.
- Andizange ndikwazi ukuya kwivenkile enkulu okanye kwenye indawo kawonke-wonke, kuba ndandihlaselwa luloyiko.
- Imood yam ibiphantsi kakhulu kwaye abantu bebengathandi ukuhlala kufutshane nam.
- Bendisoloko ndingulowo ungathethiyo ngexesha lencoko yeqela.
Kaloku, le yayiyimvelaphi yam. Izolo, ndenze into ebendingacingi ukuba inokwenzeka kum.
- Ndaya kwinkomfa, ndathetha nenginginya yabantu ngaphandle kwelizwi elingcangcazelayo okanye nayiphi na enye ingxaki yokuxhalaba kwentlalo.
- Ndaxelela intombazana entle iimvakalelo zam ngaye, phambi kwakhe, kwaye ndiye ndanenyaniso (wavuma ukuba aphume nam).
Oku koko kwatshintsha malunga neentsuku ezili-12.
UHLAZIYO - Iinyanga ezi-4 : Uhlaziyo olutsha!
Emva kweenyanga ezi-4 zohambo lwasimahla, ndiqinisekile ukuba ndenze olona khetho lubalaseleyo ebomini bam. Nantsi into eyenzekayo kum:
- Ndinesibindi sokwenza nantoni na endiyicingayo engqondweni yam. Ndaxelela enye intombazana ukuba ndiyamthanda, ngokuthe ngqo, ngaphandle kokucinga kakhulu. Ndamtyhilela ezona mfihlo zam zisenyongweni, okokuqala ebomini bam.
- Xa ndindedwa egumbini lam, ndingenanto yokwenza, kunye ne-smartphone kunye nekhompyuter ekufutshane nam, andiziva ndinqwenela kwi-PMO.
- Imifanekiso eshukumayo ngengozi ngexesha lemiboniso bhanyabhanya ayindivusi, kodwa uncumo olunye lwentombazana lunokundenza ndivuswe.
- Ndisebenza ngakumbi kwaye andikho sekhaya. Ngoku ndikhetha ukuphuma, ndidibane nabantu, ndiye naphi na. Ndihlala ekhaya kuphela xa ndifuna ukulala. Ixhala lam loluntu liphantse laphela.
- Ndinamandla angakumbi kunangaphambili kwaye ndenza izinto ezininzi ngakumbi emini.
- Ndiza kujima phantse yonke imihla. Ndilahlekelwe ziiponti ezininzi kwaye ndisempilweni ngoku.
- Ndinokuzithemba ngakumbi ebantwini ngakumbi amantombazana. Ngoku ndiyakwazi ukuncwasa amantombazana endiwathandayo ngaphandle koloyiko neengcinga endandinazo ngaphambili. Ukuba ndiyalahlwa yintombazana, ndiba buhlungu okomzuzwana, kodwa emva koko ndinokuzithemba ngokwaneleyo ukuba ndidlale ngothando nenye.
- Ndiyincutshe ekunxibelelaneni kwamehlo, ukudibana ngokomzimba, kunye nokuthetha. Nothetha esidlangalaleni akusandoyikisi.
- Ukuba ndindisholo ngokweemvakalelo kwaphela. Ngoku ndiziva ndineemvakalelo ezinamandla, endingazange ndibe nazo ngaphambili.
- Bendingumbhali kwixa elidlulileyo, kodwa kule minyaka mi-4 idlulileyo bendingenabo ubuchule bokuyila. Ngoku, ndiyakwazi ukubhala imibongo emininzi ngosuku kwaye ndinezimvo ezininzi zantlandlolo ngokubanzi.
Ndiqinisekile ukuba ndizuze ngaphezulu kwezi zibonelelo, kodwa andikhumbuli oko okwangoku. Zive ukhululekile ukubuza nawuphi na umbuzo malunga nohambo lwam.
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