Kwiintsuku ezintathu ezidlulileyo, ndadlula kwiinjongo zam zokuqala zeentsuku ze-90 okoko ndaqala ukusebenzisa le foram. Ndiyiminyaka eyi-25 ubudala, kwaye le yinde ixesha elide ndihambe ngaphandle kokubukela i-porn kuba ndandineminyaka elishumi elinesihlanu ubudala. Ndingumlutha woononophala ngaphezu kweminyaka elishumi, kwaye ekugqibeleni ndenza umehluko ebomini bam.
Uninzi lwabantu kule foram bangqina malunga nemimangaliso okanye malunga nokufumana amandla amakhulu, ukukhula kwemisipha, kwanokuba nomtsalane ngakumbi kwabafazi ngenxa yokugqiba ukuqala kwakhona kweentsuku ezingama-90. Andizange ndibone nayiphi na loo nto. Endaweni yoko, ndiye ndafumana izinto ezintathu ezibaluleke kakhulu kunayo nayiphi na: impilo engcono yesondo, uxolo lwangaphakathi kunye nenkululeko. Ndiza kuchaza nganye nganye ngokweenkcukacha:
- Impilo yezesondo engcono -Ngaphambi kokuzibophelela kubomi obungamanyala, amava am ezesondo ubukhulu becala yayingamanyala. Ndandinamaqabane ezesondo phakathi kweminyaka elishumi elinesihlanu kwaye apho ndikhoyo ngoku, kodwa kwezi nyanga zintathu zidlulileyo ibilixesha lokuqala lobomi bam apho ndinamava ezesondo kunye neqabane lokwenyani kunam. Ngokubanzi, iziva ilungile. Ukwabelana ngesondo nomntu wokwenene kubhetele kakhulu kunalo naliphi na ithuba lokuziphatha kakubi, kwaye ndinethamsanqa lokuba ndizinike ithuba lokuba namava esondo aphilileyo. Ukwabelana ngesondo nomntu wokwenene kukudibana okunzulu phakathi kwabantu ababini, ukwabelana ngamava. Ndandihlala ndiyazi le nto inzulu ngaphakathi, kodwa ukusetyenziswa gwenxa kwe-porn kwandenza ndayijonga. Izinto ziziva zicace ngakumbi ngoku, kwaye ngoku ndithembele ngakumbi kunangaphambili ukuba ndifuna ukuphila ubomi obungenamanyala.
- Uxolo lwangaphakathi -Ubomi bokusetyenziswa kwe-porn bubomi bokuziva unetyala. Ndandineentloni kakhulu ekusebenziseni kwam i-porn. Ndiza kuhlala ndiyisebenzisa ngasese, bendikhe ndiyisebenzise ngamanye amaxesha endineentloni ngayo, kwaye indenze ndaphoswa zezinye izinto ezibaluleke kakhulu ebomini bam. Ndiyawathanda amabhinqa, kwaye ndiyabahlonipha abantu njengabantu abanokuninzi abanokukunika lona kwihlabathi, kodwa iphonografi ibabonisa njengeyona nto ingamabhinqa. Iphonografi ayilunganga, kwaye ayimeli ngokuchanekileyo ukuba yeyiphi na into yokwabelana ngesondo. Into endithetha ukuyithetha ngokubanzi kukuba iphonografi ayihambelani nemigangatho yam yokuziphatha. Ndiziva ngathi ndingumntu olunge ngakumbi xa ndingabukeli iphonografi. Ndiziva ngathi akukho nto ndiyifihlayo, ndilisebenzisa kakuhle ixesha lam, kwaye andiphoswa kokuninzi ebomini. Ndibahloniphe kakhulu abantu basetyhini, kwaye ngoku ndiziva ngathi izenzo zam ziyangqinelana nolo hlonipho.
- inkululeko -Mhlawumbi eyona nzuzo enkulu kunazo zonke, inkululeko sisibonelelo esimangalisayo endisibonileyo emva kokuthatha isigqibo sokuya ngaphandle kwe-porn. Iphonografi ifana nobukhoboka. Ayikonelisi. Kugcina ukubuyela kwakho ngaphezulu. Kwakukho ubusuku obuninzi ebomini bam apho ndandifuna nje ukulala, kodwa andizange ndikwazi ngenxa yokuba ndandiziva ngathi ndifuna ukubukela i-porn. Into endiye ndakwazi ukuyenza emva kweentsuku ezingama-90 yahlukile loo "mfuno" kum. Usekhona, kodwa ayingowam. Kungenxa yomlutha wam. Ndizamile ukunika umlutha wobuntu. Ndicinga ngomlutha wam njenge-goblin ephethe isabhokhwe. Uqhuba amakhoboka, kwaye ndiye ndabona ukuba "imfuno" yokubukela iphonografi ivela kuye, hayi kum. Andifuni ukubukela iphonografi, ndifuna ukukhululeka. Xa ndibukela iphonografi, ndondla iminqweno yakhe, emenza abe namandla, kwaye umnike ulawulo ngakumbi kwizenzo zam, iimvakalelo zam, kunye nokuzazi kwam. Ndiyakonwabela ukuphila ubomi obungenazo iphonografi, kwaye nguye ophosa umsindo xa ndingamniki into ayifunayo. Ndiye ndafunda ukwenza ubuhlobo nale goblin encinci, kwaye ukukhala kwakhe akusandikhathazi, nangona ndisazi ukuba usekhona. Uhlala ehlala ekhona, kwaye kunokubakho amaxesha apho ukukhala kwakhe nokukhala kakhulu kunabanye. Ndiye ndafunda ukuhlala naye, ingathi ngumntu ohleli kakubi naye okanye enye into. Ndiziva nje ngathi ndinolawulo olungaphezulu.
Ke, ndifikile kwiintsuku ezingama-90: ngoku kuthweni?
Ndicinga ukuba lo ngumbuzo obaluleke kakhulu, kuba ukuqala kwakhona kweentsuku ze-90 kuyisiqalo nje. Ndizinike ithuba lokuphendula imibuzo engakumbi malunga nokuziphatha kwam, kwaye ndizinike uxolo lwengqondo kunye nesazela esihle sokubuza loo mibuzo. Ndiyekile ukubukela i-90 iintsuku ezingama-90, kodwa andiqinisekanga malunga nokuba ndifuna i-masturbation ibe yinxalenye yobomi bam. Ndiza kuqhubeka nokuphila ubomi ngaphandle koononophala, kwaye ndiya kuhamba iintsuku ezingama-18 ngaphandle kokuhlaziya i-masturbating (sele sele iintsuku ezili-90 kude kube ngoku). Ndiyathemba ukuba iintsuku ezingama-XNUMX ezingenasiphako ziya kundinika ukuqonda malunga nokuba kuthetha ntoni ukuphulula amalungu esini kum, nokuba ingaba yinto endiyifunayo ebomini bam. Ndinqwenela amathamsanqa, fapstronauts! Ndiyathemba ukuba ibali lam likuncedile ngandlela thile.
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