Ndikhe ndanemigca efana no 100, 130, 30,40 njalo njalo. Bekungo April, 2018 ndiye ndangena emsebenzini wam wokuqala emva kobunzima obungaka kunye noxinzelelo lwasekuhlaleni. Bekungo December, 2018 bendiqala ulala nomntu ngemvumelwano. Ndiyakhumbula ukuba ndandikwi-90+ streak emva koko. Ngoku le akhawunti kuba reddit indinika abantu abaninzi endingabaziyo abandinceda endleleni yam kwaye kuhle ukungazani ngcono. Uyazi, iReddit indinike izinto ezininzi kwaye kufuneka ndiyibuyisele into. Kutheni ndiyithetha yonke lento ?
Ngaphambi kwe-nofap yayingamagumbi amnyama anezikrini ezimnyama kunye nokufunda iiblogi malunga nendlela yokufumana amantombazana. Ndaqala iphonografi ndineminyaka eyi-14 kwaye ngoku ndineminyaka eyi-27. Ndandinamantombazana ambalwa ngaphambili kodwa andizange ndibe nesibindi sokuya kulala. Mhlawumbi ndingathi ndonqena ukulungisela omnye umntu yonke lonto. Uyazi, kutheni uthathe umngcipheko wokuzithatha, umise indawo yothando, usondele kunye nazo zonke izinto zobomi bokwenyani. Into ebendiyenza kukuvala amehlo ndiwacinge de isandla sam sidiniwe. Okanye uvule ilaptop kwaye ufumane intombazana engcono. Kutheni ndichitha ixesha ndizenza ngcono.
Nanini na ndivula uYouTube ngeenjongo zemfundo, imbali yam yokukhangela ayizixhasi iingcebiso zam. Xa ndiqala ukufunda incwadi, ingqondo yam yenza isicwangciso sokuba ndilutshixe nini ucango.
Ixesha lalibaleka. Uninzi lwabahlobo bam baqala ukurhola. Andiyi nakumatheko olonwabo kuba ndandingakwazi ukujongana nawo. Ndaqondba ndiba sisilahleko. Bekusele kuhlwile but not late.
Ndagqiba ekubeni ndizitshintshe kakuhle. Ndandifuna mna omdala owayeyintshatsheli phakathi kwetshomi zakhe. Ndilandele indlela yesikolo esidala-ziqhelanise nemikhwa elungileyo. Isuswe yonke into endingenakukwazi ukuyixelela usapho lwam ngebhongo.
Damn ndakhala ngomhla wam wokuqala we-90th we-nofap. Isebenzile. Ekufuneka ndiyenze kukungancami okanye ndingalilahli ithemba. Phantse emva kweenyanga ezi-8 zomzabalazo ndafumana umsebenzi wam wokuqala kwaye umvuzo wawungowona ubalaseleyo kwisangqa sam. Nkqu nam ndandingazi ukuba ndinomvuzo ongako. Khange ndithobe isantya. Ndagcina isantya esifanayo. Kuba ndiyazi into ekufuneka ndiyenzile kukuba ndingalilahli ithemba. Kwiinyanga ezisi-8 ndiye ndafumana isipho kumxhasi ohlawula kathathu. Bendingenguye ogqwesileyo kwiqela lam kodwa ndithathe isigqibo esiyingozi. Afterall ndandingenanto yokulahlekelwa. Ndibone worse.
Ngoku ndinobulumko bokuqonda oko kwakungahambi kakuhle ngelo xesha. Khange ndibenalo ixesha lokuzenza ngcono. Ndandinomnqweno wokuthenga incwadi ekhuthazayo. Ndaqhubeka ndikhangela eyona ncwadi ibalaseleyo endaweni yokuba ndichithe ixesha ndifunda nantoni na eza kum. Ndiyasibona isizathu soba ndingaphumi ndithethe nabantu ngoba bendinoloyiko lokuba ndinuka ivumba. Imini yonke bendisozela. Damn ndiyakwazi ukubona abantu abafana nam abadala apha endleleni.
Andazi nyani ukuba kutheni ndithumela le nto kodwa ndifuna ukuba wonke umntu enze izigqibo ezingcono. Yeka imidiya yoluntu. Yeka yonke into ekubambezelayo. IReddit ibutshintshe ngokwenene ubomi bam. Ukuba i-nofap linyathelo lokuqala leleli, nokuba unyuke ileli okanye hayi kuxhomekeke kuwe. YENZA IZIGQIBO EZINGCONO. Yiba ngumntu onokuzingca ngaye. Yitya okunempilo. Lala ngexesha. Funda iincwadi ezininzi. Musani ukwenza nto ebumnyameni. Yiba sisilo esoyikayo usathana. Musa ukuvumela ubumnyama bukumoshe
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