Ewe ndipasile nje kumhla weentsuku ezingama-90. Awunokuthi kwakulula, kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo inokufezekiswa ukuba unezizathu ezivakalayo. Ndiye ndafunda ukuhambisa amandla am ezesondo kwiincwadi, amaqela okufunda, kunye nezenzo zokomoya. Ulwalamano lwam luphuculise iLOT. Ndikhona kakhulu kwaye ndithembekile, kwaye isini sibhetele ngokunjalo.
Kwakhona ndinemveliso engenangqondo kunye neshishini lam. Kwaye ndiziva ndisekwe ngokubanzi.
Ubomi bam bohluke ngokupheleleyo, kuba ndiyenzile inkqubo. Phambi kokuba nofap bendihlala ndivuka emva kwexesha, ndenze izinto ezithile, ndichithe ixesha elininzi ndibukele iphonografi.
Ngoku bendisoloko ndivuka nge-6 kusasa, ndenza isiqinisekiso sakusasa, ndisebenza, ndixola njengomphathi, ndifunda kakhulu, ndichitha ixesha elininzi kunye nentombazana yam, kwaye ngokusisiseko ndiyimbali.
Anditsho ukuba akukho nto ibangele olu tshintsho, kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo yinxalenye yalo. Ndiva ukuba amandla am omelele ngoku, ngokungathi akukho nto ndingenakuyenza.
Nangona ndawugqiba umceli mngeni, ndiza kuhlala kude ne-porn ngonaphakade.
Andazi malunga nokugcoba, nangona kunjalo. Maxa wambi ndicinga ukuba yinto eqhelekileyo, kodwa kwangaxeshanye ndiziva ngathi ndicinga ngeemeko ezingamanyala engqondweni yam…
Ukuba unoluvo olunolwazi malunga noku, nceda uphendule apha ngezantsi.
tl; dr - ubomi bam bungcono kakhulu emva kweentsuku ze-90 nofap. Yicebise!
LINK - Iintsuku ze90. Ubomi bungcono kakhulu
by NguyenKo
IPOSI YOKUQALA - [INTRO] Yiyo le - ndithatha ulawulo phezu komntwana wam.
Molo apho, fapstronauts
Ndingumfana ongu-27yo othe tye onomntwana osisihlungu.
Kwaqala xa ndandiyi-18 kwaye emva koko bendiqala ukumba amantshontsho ngesisu esisicaba (siqhelekile, ngombono wam).
Iminyaka eyi-10 yoononophala yayithatha yonke inqanaba ...
Ayimisi kwi-intanethi ye-intanethi ... Ndiziva ngathi ndiyakhasa.
Ngoku ndigqibe kwelokuba ndonele, yiyo loo nto ndijoyine eli qela kwaye ndiza kulithatha KAKHULU. Ndinoqeqesho oluninzi, kwaye ndifuna nje inkxaso.
Kutshanje ndiye ndenza usuku lwe-30 hayi-ye-porn, kwaye kwakulula. Kodwa IMINYAKA EMISELWEYO, Ndaya kwiwebhusayithi zakudala ezifanayo kwaye ndaphinda ndabuya.
Ndiyakholelwa ukuba nina niyandinceda ukuba ndiphumelele eli dabi ngokulungileyo, kuba olu hlobo lokuziphatha alunandawo ebomini bam.
Kukho izinto ze2 omele uzazi ngam:
01 Ndithandana nentombazana iminyaka emi-5. Ungumthandi wobomi bam, sihlala kunye kwaye sinobudlelwane obukhulu… KANYE yena unezihlunu.
Ungumdlali weembaleki, ke ukrazule i-abs kunye nezihlunu zethoni kuyo yonke indawo. Ndixakeke ngumzimba wakhe, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha oko kukhokelela ekubeni ndilale namalungu omzimba endaweni yakhe njengomntu. Ndithetha ukuba ngamanye amaxesha ndiziva ndibuhlungu ngayo… Ingathi uyakhala ngento eyenzekileyo, kwaye andikwazi ukuyeka ukuqaphela loo mthambo kwiibiceps zakhe ngelixa esula amehlo akhe. Uyazi ukuba ndithetha ukuthini? Uyagula. Ndiyazi ukuba ayinguye lo ndinguye, kwaye ndifuna ukukhululeka kwezi ngcinga.
I-PS: NDINGAYENZA uthando lwe-vanilla kwaye ndiyonwabele, kodwa ngamanye amaxesha ubushushu bam bulawula. Uyazi ukuba ndinomntwana ngenxa yemisipha, kodwa akazi ukuba kukhulu kangakanani ebomini bam. Ukuba ndimbuza, uyandivumela ukuba ndinqule umzimba wakhe, kwaye ade andiguqulele kunye nezinto .. Kodwa uyenzela mna kuphela, ayisiyiyo into ayithandayo. Kwaye ngamanye amaxesha uziva engakhuselekanga malunga noku ndimlahla ngenxa yentombazana enezihlunu ezingakumbi (kwaye loo ngcinga ibiwele ingqondo yam…)
Andazi ukuba kuyakuba njani xa ndingasenalo olu sana ... ndiza kuhlala ndiziva ndinomdla kwintombi yam ??? Ngaba ndiya kuze ndikwazi ukuwisa olo sana xa ndithandana nentombazana efanelekileyo?
02 Bendihlala ndingumqeqeshi wokuthandana, ngenxa yoko andinangxaki yokuza kwabafazi. Xa ndandingatshatanga, yayimangalisa .. kodwa ngoku iba sisithuko kum.
Nanini na xa ndibona intombazana yokhuphiswano, ndivele ndeva UROG ukuya apho, ndithethe naye, ndimfumane facebook, njl. Njl. NDINGANAKUKHELA ukukopela kwi-gf yam, kodwa ndiyayithanda imvakalelo YOKWAZI ukuba NDAZA kulala nentombazana efanelekileyo. Bendifuna.
Ngaphandle kokuyeka uonobumba kunye nokuyeka loo mntwana wesisu, ndiya kuthanda ukufumana ubumsulwa bam kwakhona kwaye ndiyeke ukubona abafazi njengezinto zesondo endifuna ukuzenza.
Into engaqhelekanga yile: Ndingumntu othanda izinto zokomoya kakhulu, ndisebenza yonke imihla, ndisebenza ngemveliso kakhulu, ndihamba kakhulu, impilo yam yi-100%… ndingathi ndibunobomi obugqibeleleyo, NGAPHANDLE koku Inyaniso yokuba andinakuyeka ukucinga malunga nokutshintsha kwabafazi abanemisipha (kwaye ngamanye amaxesha amadoda).
Ndiyazi ukuba ungandinceda… ndinomyolelo, ndineZizathu, kwaye ngoku ndifuna ukuba INKXASO + IZIXHOBO zokwenza kube kanye.
Enkosi ngokufunda oku, nguwe wedwa owaziyo.
Hlaziya - Iintsuku ze-102 - Ndixelele abahlobo bam malunga nayo
Ndiye ndawela uphawu lweentsuku ze-100 kwaye ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndixelele izihlobo zam ngayo.
Senze le nto yokuphela konyaka, abafana be9 (abahlobo bam abasenyongweni) kunye nentombazana ye1.
Emva koko ndathi: "uyazi… bekuziintsuku ezili-100 okoko ndagqibela ukubukela iphonografi okanye iJacked."
Kuqala baqhekeza ezinye iziqhulo kwaye babefana: "I-WTF unyanisile?"
Kodwa emva koko baqala ukubuza imibuzo:
- Kutheni usenza oku?
- Ngaba kwakunzima?
- Ukhe walubona utshintsho?
Njl njl
Ndiyabona ukuba banomdla wokwenene kwaye bachukumiseka kancinci.
Njengoko bendibaxelele ngeBongo yakho kwi-Porn kunye / nofap, bambalwa kubo bajoyina i-sub kwaye baqala ukufunda ngayo.
Kwimizuzu embalwa kamva bonke babefana: "Shit .. Ndicinga ukuba kufuneka ndiyeke ukuyenza loo nto .. kodwa andazi ukuba ndingakwazi"
Ke ndibaxelele malunga nokuba kunzima kangakanani, kodwa ukuba unokuhlala uzama kwakhona, kwaye ukuba zonke izinto ezenzekayo, njl.
Kwakumnandi ngokwenene ukubona ukuba abahlobo bam banomdla wokuphucula ubomi babo. Imvakalelo entle 🙂
Awunokuthi kufuneka wenze okufanayo kuba abantu bahlukile kwaye nabahlobo bakho banokwenza njengezinto zokuziphatha ... ngokwabelana ngamava am!
tl; dr-bendicinga ukuba abahlobo bam bazokuhlekisa ngam, bebenomdla kwaye bexhasa.
Iintsuku ezingama-300-Hlaziya + amaNqaku
Ndiye ndawela ke kwiintsuku ezingama-300 .. kwaye ukunyaniseka ndiziva ngathi ndiguqukele ekubeni 'kukungafaki' kumkhwa. Kuyathakazelisa indlela ekulula ngayo ngoku… Xa ndijonga kwisithuba sam sokugqibela (Usuku lwe-244), ndandisokola ngokwenene kwaye ndiphantse ndazifaka ngaphakathi.
Mhlawumbi ndiziva ndikhuthazeka ngakumbi ngoku ekubeni usuku lwe-365-usuku lubonakala lusondele kakhulu, kangangokuba andikucingi nokubuyela umva.
Andizukuxoka kuni bafana, bendikhe ndakhangela ezinye iifoto kutshanje (yimifanekiso kaGoogle kuphela, akukho iisayithi ze-porn) - kodwa khange ndiyichukumise idick yam. Kwaye emva kwemizuzu embalwa yokukhangela, ndandithanda: 'HAYI, YEKA' kwaye ndiqhubeke nobomi bam.
Isibonelelo sokwenyani kule nto ndiyibonayo SELF-MASTERY. Ndiziva ngathi ndinokufeza nantoni na, kwaye ndiziva ndizilawula.
Ngoku amanqaku ambalwa obuqu:
- Ndicinga ukuba ukufumana ilizwi elinzulu kunye nokutsala umdla kubafazi kuvela kwi-SEMEN RETENTION, akukho nto yokwenza nofap. Xa ndabelana ngesondo rhoqo, loo 'mandla makhulu' ayahamba. Xa ndisiya kwiiveki ze-2-3 ngaphandle kwesondo, ziyabuya. Mhlawumbi into enokuyenza ngonyuselo lwe testosterone?
-Umntwana wam oyintloko wesini (amantombazana anemisipha) AKAHAMBI okanye afumane buthathaka. Ndisaziva ndivuswa ngokumangalisayo ngamantombazana anezihlunu - andibukeli nje iphonografi okanye i-masturbating.
-Iimfesane ezibangelwa zii-porn (i-homo, i-bdsm, izinto ezinobundlobongela) Wahamba-kwaye ndonwabile ngayo. Ndiziva ngathi ndibuyela kukhetho lwam lwesini lwendalo kunye neentsana.
Yiyo leyo ngoku 🙂
Hlala Womelele
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