Ngaphambili kuba, ndibuyele kwimikhwa yakudala kodwa ndacinga ukuba kufuneka ndilithumele ibali lam, kuba NDIYAYAZI i-nofap iyasebenza.
Ukusukela ukuba bendikwi-13 ndibukele i-porn ye-intanethi enzima (ndiyi-28 ngoku). Oku kwawutshabalalisa ngokupheleleyo umdla wam kubafazi bokwenyani, kwandenza ndaphuhlisa iingcinga ezingaqhelekanga endinokuphupha ngazo ebusuku, bendiya kuba yi-PMO izihlandlo ezininzi ngemini, bendiya kudlula kumaxesha okudakumba kunye nokuzibekela amangomso izinto.
Andizange ndibe nentombi, nangona ndide kwaye yintoni amantombazana amaninzi achaze "njengamahle". Ndikhumbula amantombazana amaninzi kwisikolo samabanga aphantsi kunye namabanga aphakamileyo awayendincwasa kunye nenye imeko ethile yentombazana ebuza MNA kwibanga le-10. kwaye wayeshushu kakhulu. Kodwa ndabakhaba BONKE. Ndandinexhala ngabo kodwa ndandingabakhathalelanga kakhulu….kutheni? Kuba ndiyakwazi ukuya ekhaya kwaye ndibukele amantombazana am endiwathandayo kunye ne-PMO. Yeyiphi enye indlela endixakwe ngayo nabafazi? Kaloku umfazi wokuqala endakhe ndalala naye yayi….ihenyukazi. Abasetyhini babesisixhobo nje sokwabelana ngesondo kum, engqondweni yam. Ndandineminyaka eli-16 ubudala xa ndenza oko.
Ndifumene intombi yam yokuqala kunyaka wam wokuqala ekholejini...ndimfumene njani? Ukuthandana kwi-Intanethi, akukho nto ichasene ne-intanethi kodwa iyamangalisa ukuba ndiyenzile..uyazi…Kwi-Intanethi. Nangona kunjalo izinto zihambe kakuhle, kodwa bendisoloko ndididekile ukuba kutheni i-libido yam ingabonakali iphezulu njengoko bekufanele kuye. Sahamba umgama omde kwaye ekugqibeleni, xa ndandineminyaka engama-22, ngexesha lolunye utyelelo lwakhe kunye nam… NDANDIKWAZI ukuvuka. Hayi nakanye! Yandoyikisa le nto, kodwa ndiye ndacinga ukuba mhlawumbi ndinovalo… ke kwiinyanga ezimbalwa kamva ndaphinda ndambona kwaye kwayinto enye! Ndisilele izihlandlo ezininzi ukuyiphakamisa! Ngexesha lotyelelo lwakhe lweeveki ezimbini, kuphela ngosuku lokugqibela endathi ndalufumana ulwabelana ngesondo olubi kakhulu.
Yandoyikisa i-crap kwaye ndiyazi ukuba ngokwenene kukho into engalunganga, ndiye ndenza iitoni zophando kwaye ndafumanisa ukuba ubuchopho bakho bulungelelanisiwe: Ndiye ndaya kwi-hardmode emva koko kwaye ndahamba malunga neenyanga ezi-4 ndingaphinda ndibuyele.
IINDABA EZILUNGILEYO: Ndandimalunga ne-70% NDIPHILE ngosuku lwama-30 ukuya kuma-40 (awukhumbuli usuku oluchanekileyo). Ndabona umgama wam omde- GF kwakhona kwaye ndiye ndaqina kakhulu ngokundibamba kwakhe! Yayisoyikeka! Yayiyindlela kanye endandicinga ngayo ukuba ndifanele ndibe njani. *Ngalo lonke ixesha* sasizama ukwabelana ngesondo, ndandinzima kwaye ndikwazi ukwenza! Ndambona kwakhona malunga nenyanga ye-4th ye-streak yam kwaye ndandisiba nzima ... kodwa ndiye ndaphuhla i-ejaculation ngaphambi kwexesha (i-spasming yam ndicinga ukuba i-BC muscle) ngoku ndicinga ukuba "ingaphiliswa" yi-reverse kegels endiya kuyenza. ndijonge kodwa ndancuma.
Ndiyazi ukuba oku kuyasebenza, sele ndikwenzile. Ngelixesha lam bendingenazo iingcinga zobudenge ezingaqhelekanga, andikhange ndicinge ngonongogo, ndiye ndazenzela amantombazana (njengakumantombazana azitshomi) inkungu yengqondo yam yaphela, khange ndizive ndidakumbile, ndaqalisa ukusebenza. phuma (usayenza) njl.
Iindaba ezimbi: ngokufutshane, ekubeni esi sithuba silibali eliyimpumelelo, ekugqibeleni ndabuyela kwakhona kwaye ukusuka kwi-23-27 ndabukela i-porn 2-3x ngeveki ekubeni ndibe neNoFap ngasemva kwengqondo yam ... uphuculo olukhulu kwi-2-3x USUKU kodwa ayikalungi. Ndaqala ukuphuhlisa iingcinga ezifanayo kunye nokudakumba ngamanye amaxesha kwakhona ... hayi kubi njengangaphambili kodwa kwabuya. Ukusukela ngo-2018, ndiye ndabuyela kwi-1-2x ngosuku… kwaye IBBI kwakhona.
Okwangoku iiveki ezi-3 ngaphandle kwe-porn (kodwa wenza i-MO ibe nefantasy kwiveki ephelileyo ngoko ke ndiyibala njengokuphinda ndibuyele kwakhona). Iyasebenza, ndiyazi ukuba iyasebenza, kwaye kwanele ukuba ndilahle iphonografi. Ndikhathazwa yi-PIED kwakhona, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba iza kuhamba kwakhona…mhlawumbi izakuthatha ixesha elide kunexesha elidlulileyo kodwa makube njalo. Ndiyazi ukuba iyasebenza. Nabani na ofunda oku, kuya kusebenza nakuwe (yenza uvavanyo lwe-PIED ukujonga ukuba asiyonto yezonyango nangona).
Ndiyabulela ukufunda.
LINK - Ibali lam lempumelelo langaphambili, i-PIED yanyangeka ngokupheleleyo.
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