Ubudala be-28 - Kwandithatha iminyaka engaphezu kwe-2 yokuzama kakhulu

Ekugqibeleni ndifanelekele ukwenza isithuba kule nxalenye yeeforamu [uluhlu lweentsuku ezingama-30]. Kakhulu!

Ngo-2020, ndacinga ukuba ubomi bam bunocwangco- umsebenzi olungelelanisiweyo, uqeqesho lokuzilolonga yonke imihla, usapho oluxhasayo, kunye nentombi. Ndicinga ukuba ndilungile malunga nokulawula umzimba nengqondo yam.
Emva koko ndeva isicatshulwa: "Zama ukuyeka i-porn kwaye uya kufumanisa ukuba ulikhoboka." Kwaye ukothuka kwam, kunye nentloni, andizange ndikwazi ukuyeka. Enyanisweni, ngalo lonke ixesha ndizama ukuyeka, ekupheleni kosuku olunzima okanye iintsuku ezimbalwa ezinzima ndiza kuzifumana ndibuyele kwi-fap fap fap * ngamandla ngakumbi kunye nemincili kunexesha lokugqibela. Ulusizi, ndandizicingela.

Ndajoyina iiforum. Funda amabali athile: "NdikwiNoFap iminyaka eyi-7 ngaphambi kokuba ndifike kwiintsuku ze-90." BendikwiNoFap iminyaka emi-3 ngaphambi kokuba ndifike kwiintsuku ze-30. Kulungile, uhlala ufikelela usukelo lwakho kwaye wenza izinto ezininzi kakuhle. Oku akwahlukanga.
Kulungile fuck. Le ibe yenye yezona zinto zinzima ukuzifeza ebomini bam kwaye indithathe iminyaka emi-2 yokuzama ukufikelela kwiintsuku ezingama-30.

U-2022 ube yi-rollercoaster kum, ngeendlela ezininzi kunenye. Xa ndifakela kwaye ndijonge i-porn, ibe ngaphantsi kwamaxesha e-5 ngenyanga nganye. Ngoko ngokuqinisekileyo ndiyaphucula. Kwaye ukuba kukho into endiyifundileyo, kukuba andikaphumi ehlathini. Kodwa, ngokuqinisekileyo ndihamba kwicala elifanelekileyo. 2023, siza! Ububi beli hlabathi (iphonografi), ndiya kukoyisa!
 

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