Isizathu sokuba ndiqalise olu hambo kukuba ndandizijonga njengekhoboka / umlutha we-Porn kunye ne-masturbation. Kwakungekho mkhwa ongafanelekanga okanye ogqithiseleyo kumbono wam, mhlawumbi ndiza kwenza malunga ne-2 kwi-4 i-Porn kunye nemijikelezo ye-masturbation ngaphezu kweveki. Ingxaki yokwenyani yayikukuba ndizakuzicingela ngokwenyani ukuba lingakanani ixesha, amandla kunye nolonwabo lo mkhwa ubundihlutha,
kwaye wonke umjikelo uya kuchaphazela kakhulu umoya wam, unokundenza ndizive ndinetyala kakhulu kwaye ke oko kuya kuchaphazela ubudlelwane bam nabanye kunye nembono yam iyonke kubomi bemihla ngemihla. Ngalo lonke ixesha ndiziva ezi mvakalelo zingalunganga bendiye ndizithembise ukuba andisayi kuphinda, kodwa ndizibone sele ndiphinda ndibuyela emva kweveki. Ukushwankathela, andinakukwazi ukulawula i-PMO nantoni na, andinakukwazi ukuyiyeka ngokuzithandela, kwaye loo nto iyodwa yandenza ndaziva ndibuhlungu.
I-Nofap kunye nokubeka iinjongo zam zam ezifuna ixesha elininzi kunye nomzamo yinto eyandiqalayo kuhambo lwam lwe-PMO-free. Esinye sezona zifundo zibalulekileyo endizifundileyo kukuba kunjalo AKULULA UHAMBO. Loo nto ayithethi ukuba ayinakwenzeka. Ukuqala kwam ndazama ukuya kwi-PMO simahla kwiintsuku ze-27 ngaphambi kokuba ndibuyele. Ndaziva ndibuhlungu kakhulu, kodwa AKAKHANGE nca kwaye yaqala kwakhona.
Ndiza kuthetha iintsuku ezinzima kakhulu kum apho ukusuka kwi-1 ukuya kumhla wama-45. Ngezi ntsuku ndiza kujikeleza ukusuka ekuzoleni kakhulu kwaye ndiqokelelwe kwi-PMO ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndinqwenela kakhulu ... Ndingathi malunga neentsuku ze-7 zokuzola zilandelwa yi-3 iintsuku ezichaseneyo. . Nangona ndingazange ndizive ndinamandla kakhulu okanye ndimangalisa njengoko ezinye zeevidiyo ezilapho zibango, ndiza kuqaphela indlela ezolile kwaye ndingenamdla ngayo malunga ne-PMO ngezi ntsuku kwaye loo nto iyodwa indenze ndaziva ndilungile ngokwenene. Ngamaxesha athile ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo bendinokubukela iphonografi okanye ukuziphulula amalungu esini ndingazifumana ndisenza izinto ezininzi ezinemveliso.
Emva kwaloo 45 kwiintsuku ze-50, kwenzeka into emangalisayo, engaphezulu kwayo nayiphi na inzuzo enkulu endiyifumene kuhambo lwam lweNofap. Ngexesha elithile, kukho inguqu apho ngoku ndiziva ngokuqonda ukuba ndinolawulo kwi-PMO, kwaye hayi ngenye indlela. Nangona ngaphambi kokuba ndibuyele kwi-PMO ngenxa yaso nasiphi na isizathu sobudenge (isithukuthezi, umsindo, imifanekiso ebonisa i-porn) ngoku ndiyaqonda ukuba i-PMO iya kuba sisigqibo esicacileyo sokuba ndiyenze, kungekhona ithuku endingakwaziyo ukulahla.
Oku kuvakala kumangalisa ngokwenene kwaye kwenze olu hambo lufanelekile. Phambi komhla wama-50 ndandisoloko ndisoyika ukuba nini okanye yintoni eyayiza kubangela ukuba ndibuyele kwakhona. Ngoku ndiqinisekile ukuba ndiza kufika kumhla wama-90 kuba ndiphantse ndazilawula ngokupheleleyo. Andithethi ke ukuba andivuki ngamaxesha athile okanye ndizive ndinomsindo ngokwenene, kodwa into eyayifudula ilithuku endandingenako ukuyilawula ngoku ibe sisigqibo endinokusilawula. Iingcamango zesondo kunye nemifanekiso evuselela iphonografi, eyayihlala iyinto eqhelekileyo kubomi bam bemihla ngemihla kwaye yayiza kungena entlokweni yam ngaphandle kokuba ndifune ukuba ngoku ibe yinto ekufuneka ndigxile kuyo okanye ndenze umzamo wokucinga ngayo. ngena engqondweni yam. Oku, emva kweminyaka emininzi yokungakwazi ukuzibamba, kundenza ndizive ndimangalisa ngokupheleleyo.
Anditsho ukuba andisayi kuphinda ndiwele kwi-PMO, kodwa ngoku ndiziva kwaye ndiyaqonda ukuba koyikeka kangakanani na ukulawula esi sigqibo, kwaye ndiphile ubomi obungenatyala kwaye ndichithe ixesha lam namandla kwizinto ezinemveliso kunye nokuphucula imeko yam. Ubudlelwane bomntu, yenza isigqibo sam se-CONSCIOUS sokuba ngaba i-PMO ibe lula ngokwenene. Ukwenza isigqibo sokufumana olu lawulo phezu kwam ngokulula sesinye sezona zigqibo zilungileyo endizenzileyo ebomini bam, kwaye ndiya kuzama ukuhlala ndiphila ubomi be-PMO ixesha elide njengoko ndinako, kwaye kungekuphela nje iintsuku ze-90 njengoko injongo yam yokuqala yayiyiyo. .
Ndiyavuya kakhulu ukwabelana ngokuba namhlanje ndibethe iintsuku ze-70 zohambo lwam lwe-PMO-free, kwaye ndacinga ukuba ndingabelana ngokukhawuleza ngezinye zezinto endizifumeneyo kunye nabani na ongathanda ukufunda ngakumbi okanye ukufumana inkuthazo ukuqala uhambo lwabo.
Elona thamsanqa kuye nabani na oqala olu hambo, unganikezeli, lufanelekile !!!
LINK - Amanqaku eentsuku ezingama-70 - Okokugqibela uphuculo olubonakalayo kunye nolawulo
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