Ndingathanda nje ukubonelela ngezona zibonelelo ziphambili kunye namava endiwabonileyo kwiintsuku ezili-150 ezidlulileyo zokuyeka i-PMO.
Olona ncedo lubalulekileyo endikhe ndanalo kukuncitshiswa okukhulu kwexhala lam loLuntu. Ndandidla ngokuxinana esifubeni sam xa ndithetha nabantu abatsha kwaye ndisokola ukuba ndivuleleke kwaye ndikhululeke. Ndiqale umsebenzi omtsha kwiveki ephelileyo kwaye kuye kwafuneka ndinxibelelane nabantu abatsha abangama-30+. Indothusile indlela ekunzima ngayo.
Ubunzima obujikeleze abasetyhini buphelile - ndiziva ngokufanayo xa ndinxibelelana namadoda kunye nabasetyhini.
Ngaphezulu kweentsuku ezingama-60 okanye ezidlulileyo ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba uninzi lweengxaki kubudlelwane bam bobuqu zibangelwa kukungakhathali kwam. Bendisenza iinzame ezininzi nabahlobo kunye nosapho ukuqinisekisa ukuba bonwabile. Usapho lwam luqaphele utshintsho olukhulu ekukhuleni kwam kwaye bayakonwabela ukuba kufutshane nam kakhulu kunalo naliphi na elinye ixesha kule minyaka iyi-15+ idlulileyo. (ndina-29). Andiqinisekanga ukuba ukuncitshiswa kwam kwi-narcissism kungenxa yokuphulula amalungu esini ibe yindlela yokuziphatha engathandekiyo kakhulu okanye iikhemikhali ezikwingqondo yam zilungelelanisa kwakhona eziye zandisa ukukwazi kwam ukuvelana.
Ilizwi lam linzulu kakhulu ngoku. Bendisoloko ndinobude obungaphezulu komndilili belizwi kwilizwi lam. Ngoku ndiyamangaliswa ngamanye amaxesha indlela ilizwi lam eliphantsi kwaye linamandla ngayo. Kuyahlekisa ngamanye amaxesha ndithetha nomnye umfana kwaye ilizwi lakhe liya kuqhekeka kancinci kuba ezama ukufumana ubunzulu obufanayo. Ngokuqhelekileyo abantu bayakuhlonela ngakumbi ukuba ilizwi lakho linzulu.
Ukuba zentlalo ngakumbi. Xa ingqondo yakho ingafumani ukwaneliseka kwangoko kwi-porn ifuna ezinye iindlela zokuziva wonwabile. Ukuba uhlala endlwini yakho kwaye uyeka iphonografi kangangeentsuku ezingama-300 awuzukuziva usempilweni ngakumbi. Kuya kufuneka unike ingqondo yakho ithuba lokufunda kwakhona ukuba intsebenziswano yoluntu ikhupha i-dopamine. Kule nyanga iphelileyo ndinike ingqondo yam ithuba lokuyiqonda le nto kwaye ngoku ndikhangela unxibelelwano loluntu ngendlela enempilo nenika ithemba. Ndiyazi ukuba ngokwenza abanye abantu bazive kamnandi nam ndiya kuziva ndonwabile.
Amanqanaba amandla. Ndingalala iiyure ezisi-8 kwaye ndisebenze umsebenzi onzima ngokwasengqondweni imini yonke kwaye ndisenenqanaba elingaguqukiyo lamandla de ndilale.
Andiyonwabeli imisonto yeemvakalelo emide. Ndivakalelwa kukuba oku kukuqala kwesigaba esitsha ebomini bam kwaye ndiqinisekile ukuba iimvakalelo zam kunye nokucinga kwam kuya kuqhubeka nokutshintsha kwiinyanga ezizayo ze-6 nangaphezulu. Andicingi ukuba ndiza kuphinda ndibuyele kwi-porn kuba izibonelelo zigqithise kakhulu ukukhululwa kwexesha elifutshane. Andikho kubudlelwane kodwa ndiqale ukubaxabisa kakhulu abantu basetyhini kwezi ntsuku kwaye ndiziva ndiqinisekile ukuba maninzi amantombazana athe atsaleleka kum. Ndingaphezulu kwe-avareji yokujonga kwaye eyona nto isikhubekisayo kwixesha elidlulileyo kunye namantombazana ibe yi-narcissism yam.
Ukuba nabani na unemibuzo okanye angathanda ukunika iingcebiso okanye ufuna iingcebiso id love ukuva kuwe.
LINK - Izifundo ukusuka kwiintsuku ezingama-150
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