Ubudala 48 - Imithi yasekuseni njengonyaka we-16 (andifumananga ukhuni lwakusasa kwiminyaka). Ixhala liphantsi kakhulu. Ndine-dystonia syndrome eza kulawulwa.

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Ke iintsuku ezili-100 kwi-nofap kwaye izinto zisangcono. Izitho zangasese zitshintshile kakhulu. Ukuba awukaqalisi uya kumangaliswa kukuba lo mfana umncinci waxhatshazwa kangakanani emva kokuba ecocekile iinyanga ezimbalwa. Kwakhona iinkuni zasekuseni njengomntwana oneminyaka eyi-16 kweli nqanaba. Andizange ndifumane iinkuni zasekuseni kwiminyaka. Ixhala liphantsi kakhulu. Ndikwanayo nedystonia syndrome eza phantsi kolawulo. Nabani na ocinga ngeNoFap ndingakukhuthaza ukuba uyenze.

Ndiphantse ndaqhanyelwa ngobunye ubusuku xa umfazi wam wabiwa bubuthongo sisaphululana. Ngaphambi kokuba oku bekuya kuba kukuzibhokoxa kwi-PMO kwaye akukho buthongo. Ngeli xesha ndamanga nje, ndaya kwindawo eyahlukileyo yendlu ukuze ndimvumele "aphole" emva koko ndabuyela ebhedini.

Ndicinga ukuba ndingafikelela kwiinyanga ezi-6 ndiza kuba nezinto eziphantsi kolawulo malunga nazo zonke izinto ezimbi ezizenzayo engqondweni nasemzimbeni wakho.

LINK - Iintsuku ze-100 nezinto zisaqhubeka.

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UHLAZIYO -AMANDLA APHEZULU AYINENE

Ok bafana nantsi into,

Ke ndiye ndaphuma kwi-Pmo malunga nonyaka kwaye ndaphuma kwi-MO kangangeentsuku ze-140. Izolo bendine experience yowam umfazi efuqa phezu kwam.

Bopha kuba eli bali liza kuthatha umzuzu.

Usuku lwam luqale ngebhega yasekuseni kwindawo yentselo. Baye bavotelwa kwi-5 ephezulu kwisizwe kwi-Burgers. Ibhinqa eliselula elalingomnye wabasebenzi basebharini landikhuphela lona. Khumbula eli bhinqa kamva.

Kwangaloo ngokuhlwa kwangaloo ngokuhlwa ndaya kubethwa ngumoya nomfazi wam nabanye babahlobo bakhe. Omnye wabahlobo bakhe ngu blonde omde ongayekanga ukuthetha nam ubusuku bonke.

Oku kwalandelwa sisidlo sangokuhlwa kwenye yeerestyu zabahlobo bam abasenyongweni. UnguMorracan kunye nokutya kwabo kunye neecocktails zobugcisa zizisa abancinci kunye nehip kunye nabadala nabatyebileyo.

Ke ndihleli nomfazi wam etafileni kwaye intombazana evela kwisiqendu se-burger ngaphambili ikwibhari kwaye yaqala ukundincwasa kude. Umfazi wam waqaphela ngoko nangoko, ndavele ndayiyeka yadlula. Ekugqibeleni i-bar isusiwe kwaye u-buddy wam ongumnikazi wendawo uye wasingenisa kwizihlalo ezisecaleni kwakhe kunye ne-chef yakhe abaza kutya. Intombazana yebhega isecaleni nje komhlobo wam. Uqhubeleka nokutyhala enye itakane phezu kwam kwaye athi "Iyamangalisa le nto, andisakwazi ukumelana nayo". Ndiphendule ngelithi “Eli sisihlandlo sesibini undidlisa namhlanje”. Ngequbuliso ndiyabona ukuba umfazi wam unothando olukhulu. Wayengakwazi ukulinda ukuba agoduke.

Urhatya lwaphela ngeseshoni kunye nenkosikazi. Ndandisenentloko ebuhlungu emva koko, kodwa ukuphuma nokungabi yi-creeper yimagnethi.