Ndafumanisa uM kunye no-O xa ndandikwishumi elivisayo kwaye ekugqibeleni ndafumanisa i-P. Ndaba ngumakhenkethe kwaye ndachitha ubomi bam emva kwesikrini. Ndiyabulela kuba ndifumene i-noFap kwiminyaka embalwa eyadlulayo kuba umfundi endifundiswe nguNoFap ube sisiseko sempumelelo yam kule minyaka imbalwa idlulileyo. Ndandinezigaba apho ndandizinkcinkca ngotywala iinyanga neminyaka apho ndandiza kuzama khona, kodwa ndandingenakuze ndifumane iintsuku ezingama-90.
Umyinge wam wawujikeleze iintsuku ezingama-30 kwaye irekhodi lam langaphambili lalimalunga neentsuku ezingama-70-80 xa ndadibana nentombi yam yokuqala kwiminyaka emi-4 eyadlulayo.
Ngaphambi kokuba ndiqalise, ndandikwindawo emnyama kakhulu, ndingenabahlobo abaninzi, kwaba yinto yokuphoxeka kusapho lwam, ukufumana amanqaku angalunganga, kwaye ndisanda kuphuma kubudlelwane apho ndandinamathele kwindawo yomhlobo iminyaka emithathu.
Ndiphumeze ezinye iinjongo ngokubhekiselele kwiinkalo zobungcali kunye nezemfundo zobomi bam. Ndisebenze ixesha elizeleyo malunga neminyaka eyi-3.5 kwaye ndinyuselwe kabini. Ndifumene iinkosi zam kwaye ndagqiba nge-3.97 GPA.
Ndadibana nentombi yam yokuqala kwiminyaka emine eyadlulayo, ndaphulukana nobunyulu bam, ndathembisana, kwaye kutshanje ndohlukana nesoka. Ndadibana nabasetyhini abambalwa ngaphambi kwakhe, kodwa ayizange ibe yinto yokwenyani okanye enzulu. Siye sohlukana mva nje kuba wavuma ukundiqhatha ne ex yakhe unyaka sithandana and I couldn't deal with the betrayal. Ndisebuhlungu; Ibuhlungu into yokuba singatshati kulempelaveki izayo, kodwa ndiyavuya kuba ndisindisiwe emntwini ozicingela yedwa. Andizange ndizihoye zonke iiflegi ezibomvu kwaye ndimfamekiswe luthando. Kwixesha elizayo andizukuba nayiva.
Ukwahlukana kwandikhuthaza ukuba ekugqibeleni ndingathethi kwakhona kwi-PMO. Bendiyibeke phambili impilo yam ngokuzilolonga yonke imihla, ukutya okusempilweni, ukusela iishawa ezibandayo, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndicamngce. Ukwahlukana kwaba kwiinyanga ezi-6 ezidlulileyo. Umjikelo wam wokuqala wathatha inyanga ye-1 ndade ndabuyela kwinyanga ezi-2 kwaye ekugqibeleni iintsuku ezingama-90 kumjikelo wesibini. Ndikwimeko entle kakhulu ebomini bam, imo yam intle, abantu bayandihlonela, bancokole ngakumbi, kwaye ndiphinde ndaphinda ndazithemba.
Kukho iintsuku apho ndidandatheka kakhulu kwaye ndizive ngathi ndibethelelwe ebhedini yam. Emva koko kukho iiveki apho ndiziva ngathi ndingaphezulu kwehlabathi. Ndibe namaphupha amanzi angaphezu kwama-30 ngeli xesha kwaye ezo ntsuku kulapho ndiziva ndiphantsi kakhulu. Ulonwabo yimiphumo ebangelwa yimigudu emininzi edityanisiweyo yobomi bam.
Ndiyathemba ukuba ndiza kuphumelela ngokuchasene nokulutha kwam kwaye ndingaze ndifefe. Ndiyathemba ukuba nawe ungadlula kule nto.
Wonke umntu unohambo lwakhe, kodwa ukhetho lwakho ebomini luya kuchaza indlela yakho.
Ndiyenzile kwaye nawe ungayenza !! https://i.imgur.com/TKiAJWX.gifv
Xa ndicinga, kwathatha ixesha elide kuba ndandisoloko ndikhetha ukuyeka.
LINK - Iintsuku ezingama-90 emva kweminyaka eyi-6.5
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