Ndandisoloko ndihlaziya i-masturbate yonke imihla enye ixesha elide, ngoko ke ukuya kuloo nto kwakungekho mngeni kwimihla yokuqala ye-30. Kwakungathi ndilahlekile kwinto ethile ...
Ewe kwakunzima. Ewe, kusekho amaxesha apho ndicinga ukubuyela kuwo, kodwa ubukhulu becala kukudlula kwaye andinawo "ukubongoza" ukubukela i-porn konke konke.
Onke amava aba ngumngeni, kodwa ndicinga ukuba emva komhla we-30 okanye kunjalo, kwaqala ukuba lula kakhulu. Ndithumele apha phantse kwiintsuku ze-100 ezidlulileyo ngomso. https://www.reddit.com/r/pornfree/comments/7sb15c/hard_to_admit_to_yourself/?st=JGPJU08J&sh=5b8ffbdb. Ndiyazi ukuba kukho imicu emininzi phaya ngamava abo kunye noku, kodwa nantsi into ehamba.
Iintsuku 1-7 zandiqhuba, ngokufutshane, CRAZY. Andinakuyeka ukucinga ngayo. Emva koko, isidingo saqala kancinci ukuya kufa phantsi. Ndiqalile ukungacingi ngayo. I-porn yayingumkhwa kum, mhlawumbi uphulukene nesithukuthezi, ngaphandle kwesizungu, nokuba iyintoni na, ndiyifunile nje ngenxa yesizathu esithile.
Ngaphandle kwamanyala, ndiye ndaziva ndinjengenguquko kum. Ndilahlekile i-20 lbs, awukabinayo inkwenkwe (kodwa kulungile loo nto!), Kwaye ndakwazi ukugxila ngakumbi kulwalamano lwam nabanye abantu. Andiqondanga ukuba indichaphazele kakubi kangakanani abanye abantu de ndaphawula indlela ubuntu bam obutshintshe ngayo ngandlel 'ithile.
Ndinokuncoma ngendlela endibukeka ngayo yahlukile kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, kwaye "zahlukile ngendlela elungileyo." Ukucamngca ngokukhawuleza, andicingi ukuba ikho indlela elungileyo yokusondela ngendlela, esi sihloko. Kodwa ukutshintsha, ndicinga ukuba inyathelo lokuqala kuye nabani na ukukuqonda, kwaye uthembeke kuwe. Ngokwenene unyanisekile. Ndazixokisa ixesha elide, kodwa ukuyabelana ngayo yonke kunye nokuba phezulu kwandivumela ukuba ndijongane nayo kwaye ndizame ukuphucula ngokwam ngokungaxhomekeki kwi-porn kunye nokushaya indlwabu.
(Ndiyazi ukuba le yi "iphonografi", kodwa ndaye ndathatha ukungahambi nopopayi kunye nayo)
Ndifuna kakhulu ukubulela kwabo bancedileyo kunye nokuxhasa kum kwiposi yam yantlandlolo, kuba yandikhuthaza kakhulu ukuba ndiqhubeke nale nto, nangeentsuku ezinzima. Yinto ethile (ngakumbi amantombazana akwishumi elivisayo njengam) AKUFUNI kuxoxwa, nokuba ngabahlobo bethu abasondeleyo, ngoko ndiziva ndinombulelo ongazenzisiyo wokuza ndicocekile apha kwaye ndibhetele ngokwam.
Kude kube lixesha elizayo, yimini enye ngexesha.
Siza kunibona nonke ngolunye usuku lwe-100 (:
LINK - Iintsuku ze100 zaSimahla. Wowu.
UHLAZIYO - Iintsuku ze200. Wowu.
Iintsuku ze-100 ukususela ndithumele usuku lwam lwe-100 Apha
Ndisemthethweni kwiintsuku ze-200 ngaphandle kokubukela iphonografi okanye ukuhlonipha. (Ndithathe eyam yokugqibela)!
Uninzi lwento ebendithetha ngayo kwisithuba sokugqibela isabonakala, kodwa ifumaneka lula. Andinayo kwaphela iminqweno. Ukunyaniseka, ndiyilibele nyhani ukuba ndinalahlwa.
Ndiyazingcwaba mna. Ndicinga ukuba okwangoku injongo yam elandelayo ingunyaka wonke. Xa ndaguqukela i-17, andizange ndikulindele ukuba ndiza kuba kweli nqanaba. Ukuba uyintombazana, iphonografi ALIKHO ekuthethwe ngalo phakathi kwabahlobo, ndithembele, inokuba yenye yezona zinto singazange sithethe ngazo. (Ubuncinci kwiqela lomhlobo wam, ovulekileyo malunga nezinto ezininzi)
Andisenaye umfana athandana naye lol. Ndikwanokholeji ngoku, kodwa ngethemba lokuba ndiza kukwazi ukuphuma ngokukhawuleza.
Ngapha koko, esi sithuba siyinyani enkulu.
Elona candelo lalinzima yayiziveki zokuqala. Ngokwenene iya lula ngokulula. Zixelele nje hayi, kwaye nomvuzo wokuba uyeke ukuphindaphinda. Ndifumana umgaqo-nkqubo womvuzo kunokuba ungabi lolona luvo lubalaseleyo, kodwa kwiintsuku zokuqala, yeyona nto indincedileyo ukuba ndizikhuthaze xa ndithetha izinto ezinje ngo “Ngubani okhathalayo?” Kwaye “ithini eyona nto? Akufani nokuba elinye ixesha liza kwenzakala. ”
Inqaku eliphambi, umvuzo wam wayezithengela into ethile kule vidiyo yomdlalo ndiyithandayo. (ewe, lithamsanqa lol)
Ndicinga ukuba owona mqobo mkhulu kukuhlala ucinga nge-porn. Ukuba ufunda iposi yam yokuqala, ndiye ndayibiza ngokuba "kukuzonwabisa okuthandayo," okujonga emva, kuyinyani ngokupheleleyo.
Fumana into enokutshintsha endaweni yelo xesha uya kuyisebenzisa ukubukela iphonografi. Ndiqalise ukufunda isiFrentshi, kwaye kuyinto ethandabuzekayo into endandikwazi ukuyenza nexesha endiphulukene nalo lokuphulula amalungu esini kunye nokubukela iphonografi. Ndingathi ngoku ndiyakwazi ukuba nengxoxo esebenzayo nomntu ongumFrentshi kwaye ndiyakwazi nokuqonda imiboniso bhanyabhanya / iingoma zesiFrentshi ngeyure endikhuphele ukuphulula amalungu esini.
Ndicinga ukuba into endizama ukuyithetha yile, andizange ndiqonde ukuba ndichitha ubomi bam bonke ngelo xesha. Ndiyonwabele kakhulu, kwaye yiyo kuphela into endandicinga ngayo. Xa ndijonga emva, bendingenazo izinto ezenzekayo ebomini bam. Ndizifumene sele ndisithi "Ndinesithukuthezi" emva koko iya kubukela iphonografi.
Ngoku ndidlala ipiyano kunye nesiginkci, ndizama ukuphucula ubuchule bam bokupeyinta nokuzoba, kwaye ndifunda isiFrentshi ngokulula kwii-apps neevidiyo ze-YouTube.
Andifane ndicinge nge-porn ngoku kwaye ayinamdla kum. Ngoku ndicinga ngazo zonke izinto ezidweliswe apha ngasentla. Kuyandimangalisa ngokwenene ukuba ungathatha ntoni xa uqonda ukuba ufuna ukwenza ntoni ngexesha lakho lokukhululeka. Andisasebenzi “ndinesithukuthezi”, ngenxa yoko andisafuni mfanekiso ungamanyala.
Ngokwenyani ndinazo nezinye izinto ezininzi endizikhethileyo, kuba bendingahlali ndijonge ukubukela iphonografi. Yayingeyonto iphambili kum.
Ngapha koko, ndiyibulela kakhulu inkxaso. Andinakuthetha malunga nabani na ngobomi bam. Ukuza apha nokwabelana, kuyandinceda ukuba ndizive ngathi kukho into endiyenzileyo.
Nokuba kunjalo, yiba nemini emnandi guys. 200 phantsi. Ndikubone ngemini ye365. Unyaka we-1.
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