… Ukujonga iphonografi kunye nokuphulula amalungu esini yaba sisiko lemihla ngemihla kum, ukuba alikho amaxesha amaninzi ngosuku. Ndineewebhusayithi zam endizithandayo kunye neevidiyo endizithandayo kunye nabadlali bam abathandayo abangamanyala. Babenjengabafazi bam. Ndingakhetha nokuba yeyiphi na imizimba endiyithandayo ngaloo mini ukuze ndibonelele ngeemfuno zam, kunye nokuqhubeka ndikhangela inyama entsha. Ndandihlala ndizingela.
Ngokubonelela okungapheliyo kwabasetyhini bedijithali, bengafuni nzame zenkundla okanye ukulukuhla, umda ekuphela kokuzonwabisa kwam yayindim. Ndiza kucofa kwi-10, 20, okanye nakwiividiyo ezingama-30 kwiseshoni nganye eziye zahlala imizuzu elishumi elinesihlanu okanye njalo. Andizukubukela iividiyo zonke, kodwa kuphela skimmed ngokwaneleyo ukufumana indawo efanelekileyo efanelekileyo ye-orgasm yam.
Njengokuba iividiyo zaziqhela, zadika. Ndihlala ndifuna umxholo omtsha kunye nomdla ngakumbi wokundivusa. Oku kundikhokelele kwindlela emnyama apho ndaqala khona ukukhangela iividiyo ezinoveli ezinobungozi okanye ubundlobongela. Ngombulelo, ndayeka ngaphambi kokuba kube mnyama kakhulu (umzekelo, iphonografi yabantwana), umgodi osizi apho uninzi lweziyobisi ezingamanyala ekugqibeleni luzifumana lukulo.
Ndandingumlutha woononophala, kodwa andizange ndicinge njalo. Ndacinga ukuba ndingumntu oqhelekileyo owenza izinto eziqhelekileyo. Ndandizanelisa nje umnqweno wendalo onawo onke amadoda. Kwaye kuba bendingenalo iqabane lokwenyani ukwanelisa le nkanuko, kwakulungile ukuba ndijonge. Bendingonzakalisi mntu. Yonke into endandiyenza yayikukubukela iividiyo kunye nokuzonwabisa. Iphonografi yamkelekile kwaye isempilweni, akunjalo? …
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