Ukugxininiswa okuphuculweyo kunye nenkumbulo:
Ngobusuku bangaphambi komhla we-90 ndingathanda ukuninika uphononongo oluncinci lohambo lwam. Ukususela ebuntwaneni, bendisoloko ndinengxaki yokunikela ingqalelo kunye nokukhumbula. Ndikhumbula xa ndandineminyaka eli-12 ubudala ndixelela abazali bam ngale ‘nkungu yobuchopho’ eyayibonakala inganyangeki; ubuncinane emehlweni eengcali ze-neuroscientists ngelo xesha (ndenze uphando malunga nalo emva koko).
Ngoku, ngaba ndithi ukugxininiswa kwam kunye nenkumbulo yam ilungiswe ngomlingo? Akunjalo. Into endiyithethayo, nangona kunjalo, ngokuqinisekileyo baphucukile. Ngoku ndiyakwazi ukufunda iincwadi ixesha elingaphezu kweyure, kwaye ndide ndigcine enye inkcazelo endiyifundileyo! Eli linyathelo elikhulu kum, kuba bendisoloko ndicinga ukuba akukho nto inokwenziwa! Ndizifumana ndiphanda ngazo zonke izinto zakudala endandizithanda. Enye ingenelo kukuba iziko lomdla livuselelwe.
Ukukhanya ekupheleni kwetonela
Xa ndisemncinci ndandihlala ndisempilweni, kwaye malunga neminyaka emi-4 eyadlulayo, ndineminyaka eyi-18, ndaphelelwa ngumdla wokomelela kunye nazo zonke ezinye izinto endizithandayo kunye nezinto endizithandayo. Bendilikhoba. Ndikwazile ukukrazula u-A, B no-C kumaNqanaba am A, nto leyo eyaba yinto encomekayo xa ndiqwalasela ukuba andikwazanga kugxininisa ngokwaneleyo ukuze ndifunde ikharityhulamu, ndingasathethi ke ngokuzama ukuyikhumbula ngenkumbulo yam eyoyikekayo! Ukusukela ngoko, andizange ndifunde nto ibalulekileyo, kuba inkungu yengqondo yayinamandla kakhulu. Kodwa ngoku, ndiyakubona ukukhanya ekupheleni kwetonela. Ndinomdla kuzo zonke izinto zam zakudala kwaye ngoku ndicinga ngokubuyela ejimini! Ndibukele iividiyo ezifundisayo kunye namaxwebhu kwaye ndigcina ~ 30 pesenti yento endiyidlayo (ibonakala ngathi yinani eliphantsi, kodwa kum, liphezulu!)
Ukuhlaziya ingqondo yam kwiminyaka eyi-10 yokusetyenziswa kwe-porn
Ngoku andithi ndiphiliswe ngomlingo. Nangona kunjalo, into endiyithethayo, ndonwabe nge-75% kunokuba bendikhe ndonwabile! Ngaba i-75% ilungile? Akunjalo. Kodwa ama-75 ekhulwini olonwabo ngumahluko omkhulu phakathi 'kokungabi namdla wokuzibulala' kunye 'nokuphila kamnandi'. Njengoko ixesha liqhubeka, ndiqinisekile ukuba ukugxininiswa kwam kunye nenkumbulo kuya kuphucula kakhulu njengoko ndikugqatso lwengqondo, ingqondo yam kufuneka ihlehlise ngaphezu kweminyaka eyi-10 ye-PMO kunye nokudakumba! Ndiqinisekile ukuba ingqondo yam iya kutya kwaye igcine ulwazi kwinqanaba eliqhelekileyo ngexesha elifanelekileyo!
Ungaze ubuye umva
Xa ndiqala uhambo lwam, ndazixelela ukuba andifuni ukubukela i-porn kwakhona. Ngoku, ekupheleni kohambo lwam olunzima lwama-90, ndisavakalelwa kanye ngendlela efanayo. Andisokuze ndiphinde ndi-PMO, kwaye ndizimisele ukuba kunqabile, ukuba kunjalo, MO. Ndandisoloko ndiziva ndinganyangeki, ngokungathi 'ndingomnye waba bafana baphukileyo', kodwa ngoku ndinombono ocacileyo wokubona ukuba SONKE sinokulungiswa! Ndicebisa kuni nonke ukuba niqalise ijenali ukuba anikayihlazi rhoqo. Ijenali yam ibe luncedo olukhulu kum ngeendlela ezimbini:
1. Yayindivumela ukuba ndichaze indlela endivakalelwa ngayo kwaye ndikhethe 'ukuyisayina' ukuze ndingaphindi ndicinge ngayo kuba yayingasekho.
2. Indivezele kuluntu oluhle kakhulu esinalo apha (imeko, kunye nekhwelo elikhethekileyo lokuba, @Blondie oye wandixhasa kunye nabanye abaninzi ngokuqala kwethu kwakhona)
Ke, enkosi kuGabe Deem kunye nongasekhoyo, omkhulu uGary Wilson ngokuveza ubuthi bepono kubantu abaxhwalekileyo! Enkosi ku @Blondie ngokuba lilitye lomntu wonke, enkosi kuye wonke umntu obonise inkxaso kwijenali yam ( @amanzi amahlathi @Fappy @P234 @Escapeandnevercomeback @achilles isithende@Onmyway19 @Phineas 808 @Gabe Deem @FiveFortyFour @BridgeTri @altfacezz @ChasingMyDreams@Ezel @ladysudan @UkuBuyisa kuya kuza @tydurden ). Qhubekani niyibethe bafethu!
LINK - Ukuhlaziywa kwemini ye-90
Ngu - SmokenMirrors
Ukuze ufumane amabali akhuthazayo okubuyisela kwakhona bona Ukubuyisela kwakhona iiAkhawunti phepha.
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