Andiqinisekanga ukuba ibali lam lixabisekile ngaphandle kokuba linokuothusa omnye wabafundi bakho ekuzameni ngakumbi ukubetha lo mkhwa. Eyona nto ibalulekileyo ebomini bam. Ndibe yimpumelelo ethobekileyo kwezinye iinkalo ezininzi kodwa umlutha ka-P usongele yonke into endiyithandayo kwaye ndiyisebenzele. Uwuzise umtshato wam enkcochoyini, undibhatalele iiyure ezininzi, iintsuku, iiveki, iinyanga, iminyaka.
U-P uchithe ubudlelwane, wadala ukuzizonda, wandiguqula ndaba likhoboka. P inokundibiza uthando nentlonipho yoonyana bam aba-2, umfazi wam omhle, indlu yam kunye nobomi endikhe ndasebenza nzima ukubenza. Ukuba awufundanga ukuqhubekeka mandigxininise le ngongoma; Thatha lo mkhwa ngokungathí sina, uhlasele kwaye uwubeke emva kwakho. Sukuyijongela phantsi! I-P ayisiyonxalenye eyamkelekileyo yesini. FUNDA UKUZONDA I-PORN !!
Ndikuthiyile ngokupheleleyo ukuba likhoboka kwaye ukuthanda ubugqwirha kwam kukuchitha iminyaka kunye nokuthenjwa ngumfazi wam. Ndihlunguzelise intloko ndizibuza ukuba inokwenzeka njani into yokuba isihogo sibe ngumlutha wepics ezimdaka? Kubonakala ngathi unemfesane huh? Well the more I ukufunda, zombini kwi-NoFap kunye nezinye iisayithi ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ndilandele indlela yokubetha kakuhle (pun).
Ndiza kuligcina ibali elifutshane mfutshane njengoko abaninzi banemvelaphi efanayo. I-porn yaqala isencinci, ekuqaleni kwe-intanethi eyayikufuphi nokuqala kolutsha. Uninzi lolutsha lwam ndilichitha ndibukele kakhulu. Ndandingumntwana oneentloni, uP akakenzanga nto ukuyinceda loo nto, eyonyusa kuphela imeko yokwahlulwa kwabasetyhini.
Akukho ubudlelwane obuhle bezesondo kude kube li-20's kwasekuqaleni. Ukwabelana ngesondo kwakunzima kwaye ngamanye amaxesha kwakungekuhle ngexesha le-PIED kunye nokuzithemba ngokubanzi okungathathi cala. Ndicinga ukuba kwaba nethamsanqa ukuba bendikwindlela yokuphila eyayinabafazi abaninzi abangatshatanga ngeenxa zonke banokuba nobudlelwane kodwa baphantse bahlala bethothisiwe ngophazamiso, ukunganyaniseki, kunye nokuzithemba okuvela ku-P. Ngokwam ndingathanda ukuba i-PMO ibe nokuthatha intombazana endingayithandiyo nokuba ne-1 ubusuku bokuma endiya kuzisola ngayo.
Kwakukude kakhulu ukuba ndenze unxibelelwano kangangokuba isigama sika-P sisizathu sokuba ndibeke kuphela i-1 ebusuku, ukuba bazisole kwaye bahlala ubusuku be1. Ulwalamano olude lwexesha elide aluzange lujule ngokwaneleyo ukubonisa ubuchule bam bokubaluleka kothando kunye nobunzima bokwabelana ngesondo kunye nokuba ngubani.
Ndayaphula le patheni xa ndadibana nenkosikazi yam. Wayengabafazi bokuqala endibajongileyo ndagqiba, ndiye emva kwakhe i-100%. Wayemhle kwaye emhle ngokupheleleyo. Nditsaleleke kuye kwaye wajika waba yiyo yonke into endikhe ndayifuna kubafazi nangaphezulu. Sasithanda izinto ezifanayo, sinezinto eziphambili ngokubaluleka, sicele umngeni omnye komnye kwaye sincoma omnye komnye. Ndamthanda, ndabelana ngombono wobomi bexesha elizayo kunye kwaye ulungele konke, ushushu kwaye luhlobo ngqo lwamabhinqa endinomdla kuye! I-porn yayingasafuneki ,,,,,, okanye ndacinga njalo.
Ukugabha i-Porn!
Kwakusekhona, nasemva kokuba sithandane, emva kokuba sitshatile, emva kokuba sitshatile, emva kokuba ekhulelwe, emva konyana wam wokuqala, emva konyana wam wesibini. Khange ndikukholelwe mna, umntu ofanelekileyo, okrelekrele, ophumeleleyo, osempilweni, utata, nomyeni wakhe wayengenakuyeka ukujonga abantu abangabaziyo bexekise ngezesondo ezihlekisayo kwiscreen.
Umhla wokufumanisa into 1 yayinkulu kakhulu. Umfazi wam (okwethutyana emva koko) wafumana u-P evulekile kwiLaptop. Wayephoxekile, ngakumbi njengoko ubomi bethu bezesondo babungemkhulu ngelo xesha. Ndathembisa ukuba ndiza kuyisika kwaye uyandithemba. Ndicinga ukuba ndicinga ukuba "uphi usizi kangaka? Wonke umntu uyayenza ”
Usuku lwe-2, kwiinyanga emva koko, inkosikazi ikhululeke ngakumbi. Ngeli xesha ndaphinda ndathembisa kwaye ndiyithetha inyani. Ngeli xesha ndandizicaphukela kancinci kwaye ndacinga, "ayilunganga kuye"
Usuku lwe-3, kwiinyanga emva koko, enesiphene kakhulu. Ndacinga "wow, ndiyaphambana, kodwa andinguye umlutha, kuya kufuneka ndigxilise nje"
Usuku lwe-4 ,,,,, "Andinguye umlutha, ndiyabathiya ukuba likhoboka, andinamandla, ndiza kulungisa le nto, uthi uyacekiseka ngam kodwa andinguye umlutha" usapho olukhulu lunabantu abancinci abanotywala kulo ndiye ndaluthiya uluvo lwam lokuba ubomi bam bungatshabalaliswa ngokuba likhoboka.
Usuku lwe-5 ,,,,
Masithi ndiye ndaphulukana nobuninzi bexesha lamaxesha endawathembisa ngalo, ndaphinda ndaphinda ndaphinda ndaxoka kuye. Into ebuhlungu kukuba bendinyanisekile kwizithembiso zam kodwa ndingakulungelanga ukwenza inkqubela kwaye ndikwenza oko njengoko bendiphika ukuba ndilikhoboka.
Usuku lokugqibela lukaDisemba, Matshi Matshi 2018. Unyana wam wesibini wazalwa kwiiveki ze-3 ngaphambili. Abantwana bam bayinto yonke kum kwaye ndingabafela kodwa ndicinga ukuba ndingabeka nomngcipheko wokuphulukana nabo njengoko umfazi wam wayelumkisile kaninzi ngaphambili. U-P uhambile ukusukela mhlawumbi ngoJanuwari kodwa u-M wayekho kwaye ndandibuyisela uP ngefani. Ndineminyaka eyi-20 yemifanekiso e-P egcinwe entlokweni yam kunye nengqondo yade yajongwa ibe yeyona nto iphambili nokuba nesini. Ndiyakwazi ukwenza eyam iP, njengokuba inonakalisa kwaye i-caustic njengayo nayiphi na iwebhusayithi.
Ngoku yayingesiso isoyikiso sokuba "ukuba uyaqhubeka nokwenza lo nto ndiza kuyishiya" ngoku ibisithi "Andicingi ukuba ndingahlala ngenxa yokuba uyandicekisa xa usenza le nto kwaye kufanelekile ukuba ndibengcono" Bekulusizi ukuba yamkele into yokuba ndiyacekiseka kwaye wayefanele ukuba abengcono kwaye ene-IMDEDWA.
Enkosi uthixo, ikamva, ithuba, ngombulelo, ndiyifumene iNoFap kwaye ndafumanisa ukuba andinguye umntu ozigqwetheyo okanye oziphethe kakubi ngokwesondo. Ndilikhoboka elingene kwizidalwa zamandulo eziqhutywa yitekhnoloji engenakuphepheka.
Iindaba ezimnandi ,, ,, ekugqibeleni, le yiposti ye-celabratory emva kwayo yonke. Iintsuku ze-90 kwaye ndiyakwazi ukungqina kumandla e-Reboot! Andisayifuni i-porn. Andinayo iminqweno yokuyibukela kwaye andinawo nomnqweno wokucinga ngocoselelo kwaye uM ndiyamdelela nyani uP kunye nendlela endandiziphethe ngayo ndingasayiphindi.
Ndenze ekuqaleni, ndiphuthelwe ngumbono wokukhangela kunye nokufumana indawo ethile ye-P, akusekho zintandokazi okanye migxobhozo igcwele okanye iiyure ezichithwe. “Zange khe ”vakale njengexesha elingenakuhlawulelwa kodwa ngoku kubonakala ngathi yinkululeko. Ngokwenene kuyenzeka, ukukhululeka ekugibeni kwengqondo, ilokhwe ehlala iphinda ihlazo le-PMO, ukuphinda-phinda, ukuphinda phinda. Ndilumkile ukuba ungazibali iintsuku ze-90 njengempumelelo enkulu kodwa ndiziva ndikhululekile, ndifuna, ndibekhona. Kuya kufuneka ndiqhubeke ndisebenza le nkqubo kwaye ndihlale ndiqaphile kwaye ndivuselelekile kulungiso lwam lweP kwaye ndingaze ndilincame inani lam lokuba ngumlutha.
Ndiqaphele kwangoko ukuba iintsuku ze-90 zinokuba sisiqalo esihle kodwa ngonaphakade ziyinjongo. Andikwazi kubuya P.
Ngoku umsebenzi onzima wokwakha kwakhona ukuthembana nokusindisa umtshato wam uqala. Iintsuku ze-90 yayiyinqanaba le-1.
Njengebhonasi, engazange ndayibona ngaphambili. Ndikhangele umgca onzulu wokuzihlola kunanini na ngaphambili. Ndidala intanda-bulumko kunye nekhowudi yokuziphatha ngokusekwe kubulumko obunikezelwayo kwiindawo ezininzi endizityelele kunye neencwadi endizifundileyo kwiinyanga ezidlulileyo. Ndakha inkqubo yenkolelo eyomeleleyo kwaye ndikhangela ukholo oluyinto entsha kum. Iziva ngathi lixesha lokukhula kwesiqu sakho. Zonke zibangelwa yingxaki yokulutha! Lo ngumngxunya onzulu womvundla kwaye ndinethemba kwaye ndizimisele ukuqhubeka ndihamba. Ukuzisola neentloni kukhutshelwe ecaleni ukukhula kunye nomceli mngeni.
Ukuba ndingakhalaza nabani na okhangela isikhokelo, i-Reboot iyasebenza, ndiyithembe le nkqubo, ndiyityhala kakhulu, ndizibekele iNjongo efanelekileyo kodwa ndiqonde ukuba le ingayinto, kufanele ukuba ibe lutshintsho ebomini. Qalisa kwakhona ukuze uphinde uphile ngendlela owazi ngayo.
Kuhamba ixesha, Thamsanqa!
LINK - Iintsuku ze-90 PM simahla. Isiqalo nje kodwa uzive unethemba kwaye ulungele ubomi obucocekileyo
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