Ndaye ndafumanisa ukuba emva kwexesha ndinobuntu bomlutha kwaye ndingakhange ndilindele ukuba ndibaleke lo mkhwa ombi. Ngethamsanqa, ndakwazi ukubaleka, okwangoku. Nali ibali lam.
Ingxaki; I-porn yandenza inkosi. Kwakungekho de ndawuyeka lo mkhwa bendiqonda ukuba ubungakanani bobomi bam bubuxoki. Ngokusisiseko bendikwazi ukuba kunye nawowuphi na umntu obhinqileyo onomtsalane, okanye amanenekazi amaninzi, ngalo naliphi na ixesha endifuna ngalo. Ndaphumelela, ndinamandla, ndaye ndobuThixo. Ngoku kuphelile
Ngelixa kukho iziphumo ezincomekayo zexesha elide ze-nofap, ikakhulu sinikela ingqalelo kumava e-placebo esonwabileyo ekuqaleni. Oko kwakunxibe usuku lonke lwe-90. Okwangoku, ndabona ukuzithemba kwam kuphezulu ngenxa ye-nofap, ndenza ngcono nabasetyhini, ndade ndafumana amanqanaba aphezulu e-testosterone ... kodwa ixesha elininzi eliye lahamba ngakumbi ndaye ndazi ukuba amandla am amancinci kubonakala ngathi unayo. Andizange 'ndibenomfazi omtsha yonke imihla kwakhona, bendingenguye ... uKumkani, kwakhona.
Ndiya kwindawo kawonke-wonke ezele ngabantu basetyhini ebudaleni babo kwaye ndibona amakhulu abantu abanokuba ngamaqabane, konke endinokucinga ngako kukubafumana… kodwa ayiyonyani leyo. Ingqondo yam iyasokola ukuphuma kwindawo ephezulu kangangokuba ndizikhohlisile ekufumaneni ixesha elide, kwaye ayifuni ukuva ukuba ayinakuba nawo onke la mabhinqa. Umnqweno, hayi wokuba fap, kodwa 'ukufumana' onke la mabhinqa ngokwesondo, yinto yeenkwenkwezi. Ukuya esidlangalaleni kunokubangela ukuba ndidakumbe yonke le mini.
Ndibeka ezi mvakalelo kunye neemvakalelo ngamazwi ukuba ndingakunqandi konke ukwenza i-nofap, kodwa endaweni yoko, ukukucenga ukuba uyenze ngokukhawuleza, ukuyeka ukubeka. Njalo ngalo lonke ixesha olichitha usebenzisa ichiza lakho litshintsha ingqondo yakho. Sukuzikhohlisa ngokukholelwa ukuba unakho ukuyeka mva, kwaye kulungile. Yityhalele njenge-ASAP.
Ndizakuphela ngenqaku elonwabisayo. Ndingunyaka onesidima, unyaka omnye ngaphandle kwe-porn. Ubomi bam bezesondo nentombazana yam yiminyaka elula, kwaye ndiyonwabela kakhulu inkqubo ngoku. Ndinexesha elingakumbi lokuvelisa, ndinokuthanda okungakumbi kokusebenza. Kwaye abantu bayaqaphela. Qhubeka nokutyhala bahlobo bam, ndibeke iingcebiso apha ngezantsi, nceda uphakamise kwaye uphawule ukuze abanye babone.
Zive ukhululekile kwi-AMA. Thanda nonke
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