Kuzisa uvuyo olukhulu entliziyweni yam ukukwazi ukubona abantu kwi-nofap buguqula ngokupheleleyo ubomi babo kwaye bazibonakalise bengalunganga ukuba ubomi bunokuzaliseka ngakumbi ngaphandle kokuba buzaliswe ngokupheleleyo kumjikelo we-PMO kunye nokuzonwabisa ekuziphatheni okubi ngokwesini. Ndisayikhumbula imihla emva kokuba bendihlala ndibuyelela kwi-6 ukuya kwi-8 iiyure ngosuku, i-3 okanye i-5 amaxesha ngeveki, ndilele nje phantsi kwengubo yam kwaye ndimosha amandla am kwindawo engenanto.
Lubutshabalalise kwaphela ubudlelwane bam, lwandenza umntu osoloko onqenayo nozilibazisayo kangangokuba ndingarhoxisa ugqirha wam kwimizuzu eli-10 ngaphambili kwaye ndibhadule ezitratweni ngokungapheliyo phambi kovavanyo lwekholeji okanye uviwo. Kwakufana nengqondo yam eyayingafuni ukwenza nantoni na emceli mngeni ngokwasemphefumlweni nangokweemvakalelo kwihlabathi lokwenyani kwaye bendihlala ndikwimeko yokubaleka kuyo.
Ubuxoki, inkunzi, inkohliso, ukungakhathali: baba ngabahlobo bam abasenyongweni apho ndandiza kufumana intuthuzelo. Ndicela uxolo ngokunyaniseka ngobuqhetseba, kodwa zikhona iintsuku apho ndandihlala ndiphulukana nebhasi yam ukuya ekholejini kwaye ndihambisa indlwabu ukuya kwi-porn kwindawo yokutyela ehleli ngasefestileni, njengendawo yokukhwela ejonge abantu macala onke kum, ndisoyika ukubanjwa ngumntu kwaye ndineentloni nam ndisaqhubeka. Obu ibubomi bam emva koko.
Kungekudala emva koko, ndaqala ukuzimisela ngenkolo yam, kuba ndingumSilamsi, ndazibuza ukuba ingaba yile nto eza kundisindisa na emingxunyeni yokuphelelwa lithemba. Ngelishwa, endaweni yokuvezwa kubantu abafanelekileyo abanokuthi bandiphuhlise njengomntu kwaye bandifundise ukuba nengqondo evulekileyo, ndandinetyala lokukhubeka ngabantu ababendijikelezile ubomi bam bonke, ngakumbi eyam ekucingeni ukuba Kwakunezothe, ingqumbo kaThixo yayiza kuwela phezu kwam ukuba ndiza kuqhubeka ndinje.
Yhe nyana! Oko kwenza ukuphinda phinda kalikhulu kubekakhulu ukusukela ngoku bendingenankxaso nakubani na. Ndacinga ngokuzibulala izihlandlo ezininzi kwaye ngokubanzi yonke imihla, ndaneengxaki zengqondo yenkungqondo, ukuba ndizolala ebhedini yam iiyure eziyi-8 ngemini ndikhale ubusuku bonke. Isivakalisi esinye endizokufunda, kwaye umzuzu olandelayo ndiza kulibala ngokupheleleyo.
Akukho kukhuthaza, ukulahleka kweenwele okugqithisileyo, inkungu eyonzakeleyo, Uxinzelelo, unxunguphalo, usizi ngenxa yokusilela kwexesha elidlulileyo, ukubanomona abanye, ukubanomona abanye, nokucwangcisa ukuhlala ubomi bam bonke obuvalelwe kwigumbi lam lokulala kuphela ukuphuma ngexesha lesidlo sangokuhlwa okanye xa ukuya emsebenzini. Le yayindim emva koko. Ityala elingenathemba
Ngokuthe chu emva koko, ndaqala ukulandela abantu abakwinkolo yam, ezinye iicawa ezahlukileyo kwezona ziqhelekileyo, ndakhawuleza ndaqonda ukuba ukukwazi ukuqiqa nokucoca iinkolelo ezininzi ezonakeleyo ezazikho kwinkolo yam, zazityhalelwa phambili ngenxa yomzabalazo wamandla kunye nendlela yokugcina ugcwalisa ezipokothweni zabefundisi abaphezulu abalawula nabaphembelela abantu ngokweemvakalelo ukuba babe neenkani ngezinto ezithile zenkolo. Bendingafuni ukuya ngokweenkcukacha xa kufikwa kwinkolo, kodwa la mazwi eza ngqo entliziyweni yam njengoko ndibhala le posi.
Ndizishiyile ezo nkolelo (Ukungahloniphi abantu ngokusekwe kwinkolo yabo, ukulawula abafazi, ukucekiseka kuye nawuphina umntu ongavumelani nawe, Ukuba neqela lokucinga nokuba lichasene nengqondo, ukuba neenkani kwiimbono zakho, ucinga ukuba kuphela Indlela uThixo okanye amandla aphezulu akuthanda ngayo kukulandela inkolo yam, Ukutshintsha inkolo ibe yeyakho ukuyivelisa kwabanye abantu ukuze bazive benetyala ngokweemvakalelo ukuba bacinge ukuba baphosakele).
Ngoku ndizivelisile ebantwini abathi ngokuthe gabalala baphucule uluntu lwabo kwaye baxhase abantu ngobulumko babo, nokuba ngaba bayo nayiphi na imvelaphi kwaye bavela kuyo nayiphi na indawo. Esona sizathu sokuba ndizichaze ezi nkcukacha, kukwenza ngombono wam kunye nendlela endilibona ngayo ilizwe ngoku. Ndivakala ngathi umthwalo osuka ngequbuliso ususiwe emagxeni am kwaye ngoku ndinesiphiwo sokukwazi ukucinga eyam. Andisaxhomekeki emphefumlweni kwabanye abantu kwaye ndinikezele kwinxalenye enkulu yobomi bam ekuziphuculeni.
Okwangoku ndikwi-33 yemihla, kwaye ndiyakuxelela zihlobo zam ezithandekayo, ukuba umntu ngamnye kule mihla ndiyenzile Wim hoff ukuphefumla kabini ngemini, ukucamngca ngemizuzu ye-15, imayile ye-1 yokubaleka kunye ne-100 push- Ukutya kunye nexesha lokuzila ukutya kudityaniswa nokutya isidlo esinye ngosuku.
Ngoku ndiyazi ukuba izinto ezahlukeneyo zisebenzela abantu abohlukeneyo, kodwa ngamnye kuthi kufuneka abe nomgudu osempilweni kubomi bethu bemihla ngemihla ukuba siza kugqiba uhambo lwethu kwaye sikhululeke kwi-porn.
Kuwe nonke ocinga ukuba abanakukwazi ukuziphucula, khumbula nje umlimi nangendlela azinyamekela ngayo izityalo ade akhule kwaye ziphume emhlabeni. Ukuba uthe wehla wabashiya, baya kuba bengekho unyaka wonke womzabalazo ulahlekile. Ndiyazi ukuba ubuyeke kwakhona yinxalenye yomzabalazo kwaye ayinakuthinteleka, kodwa okoko nje unengqondo yomlimi kwaye ukhulisa ubomi bakho njengesityalo, uyakuhlala ukhuthazekile ukuba uchithe iinjongo zakho kwaye ube lolona hlobo lwakho .
Njengam, ungaba nokuzithemba kwaye ulunge ngokwasemzimbeni kwakhona, unokuba nobudlelwane obungcono kwakhona, unakho nokuphumeza nokukhulisa ubukhosi bakho kwakhona, UNGANAKO ukutshintsha eli lizwe kwakhona, UNGANAKUKHONA nendoda elungileyo ukuba abantu basetyhini banqwenele ukuba baphinde, unokuhlakulela amandla akho okulala ngesondo ukuze ube sisilo esinamandla ahlala ulambile ukuba ube yinkokeli enamandla kakhulu yephakheji, unokuphinda ube likhoboka likhululekile kwakhona kwaye okona kubaluleke kakhulu, ungaba nawe kwakhona.
Nokuba kwenzeka ntoni, UNGAVUKI! Inkxaso yam kunye nemithandazwe ikuwe!
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