I have successful sex once every other day with no added help. This is a big success for me as I didn’t think I’d ever be normal again or get a normal erection real life with a girl due to so many failed attempts. I love my life now the only problem is I am […]
Read More… from Age 24 – PIED & escalated to HOCD and weird abusive porn: I didn’t think I’d ever be normal again
I’ve been a fapper for as long as I can remember… I was first introduced to porn around the age of 12-13. I still remember the first time I jizzed. Since then I was hooked. For the last 8-9 yrs I would fap daily… Sometimes even 4-5 times a day. I basically went thru puberty […]
Read More… from Age 22 – The real advantages set in when you realise how it’s actually affecting your perception of the world
Today is day 90 hardcore no PMO for me. Never felt better and my outlook has changed so much. I am a completely different person now and I have made so much development and gained so much maturity mentally. I initially thought of this journey as a challenge and was always looking forward to the […]
Read More… from Age 17 – Never felt better and my outlook has changed so much. I am a completely different person now.
So I lasted 65 days and I finally had sex. I used a prostitute. I don’t feel good about it but I don’t feel bad either, surprisingly. Porn has literally ruined my life and after two months of quitting I needed a release. I suffered from PIED since I was 17. I hadn’t had sex […]
Read More… from I suffered from PIED since I was 17: Now my erections are like middle-school.
I was somehow good at doing this nofap thing (I was so convinced about the effects of PMO that I rarely ran out of motivation) as I was able to go for 40 days on my first try, then 40 again, and then I relapsed for a while but soon I said ‘Enough’ and I […]
Read More… from Age 24 – all my previous fetishes seem to be things of a very distant past
The Devastating Consequences of Pornography By Richard Simmons III – Sep 27, 2016 – Marriage Personal Growth Relationships There is a woman who shared with me a story of a couple she knew personally. They were newly married, both virgins on their wedding day. Yet, on the first night of their honeymoon, the husband could […]
Read More… from The Devastating Consequences of Pornography. Dr. Ursula Ofman (2016)
I’m coming to the end of day 123. I feel great. I’m confident, and just happy to go further. Hope I never go back to porn. I’ll try to be brief but clear. I just turned 24 this past September. Started watching porn 9 years ago. It became an issue 6 years ago when i […]
Read More… from Age 24 – PIED healed; I feel like a man.
I just got into writing this hoping that it will help at least one person. ITS GOT TRIGGERS. This post shows how fucked up I was and explaining a bad thing porn gives – HOCD. Don’t read if you think you will trigger a relapse or something. It’s the same old story. Porn abuse, got […]
Read More… from Age 20 – No more sick shit (HOCD, fetishes), TRIGGER warning
PCES yields peculiar results measuring self-perceived effects of pornography Update: In this 2018 NCOSE presentation – Porn Research: Fact or Fiction? – Gary Wilson exposes the truth behind 5 studies propagandists cite to support their claims that porn addiction doesn’t exist or that porn use is largely beneficial. The PCES is critiqued from 36:00 to […]
Read More… from Pornography Consumption Effect Scale (PCES): Useful or Not?