Just before day one: Woke up, hated life, rushed my wife and kid out the door, went upstairs and started with a half hour morning fap before getting to work. I deserved it after all. Day 50: Woke up, sat for twenty five minutes, appreciated the sunrise. Got my wife and kid coffee and breakfast, […]
Read More… from Age 25 – Day 50 compared to just before day 1. (updates added)
Hey guys, 58 days ago I started PMO HARDMODE!! for the very first time of my life, had monsterous ED and DE and sometimes premature O. now for the past 6 months I’m kinda dating a girl and she was virgin (she 18 I’m 20) and she wanted to have sex a long time ago […]
So next month will be my two year anniversary of my abstinence of masturbation and reflecting on things, my life has changed out of recognition from my past self. I went from a socially reclusive 18 year old, who struggled to interact with people even in the most simple of ways, to someone who now […]
5th grade: masturbation became a regular thing, which is also when anxiety and awkwardness began. I had yet to discover porn, but I would fantasize of girls and women I found attractive. 6th grade: the dying of innocence began. One day on the walk home from school, one of my friends told me he was […]
Read More… from Age 17 – PIED: I have never in my life been happier.
Started Faping to porn around 9 or 10. Fapped to porn no less than 6 times a day until I was 18. Joined the military at 18. No porn in boot camp, did not fap either. This made me a leader, focused and more productive than I had ever been. Being 18 I couldn’t connect […]
PMO had become such a devastating addiction in my life. I had avoided most of the experiences and struggles that we all have to go through in our adolescence, by channeling all my needs to Porn. Porn was part of my life before and during my first orgasm, and I am not going to lie […]
That’s the best way to explain this feeling. As a male who was heavily addicted to pornography from the young age of 12 to 23. It seems like I missed out on so much. Looking back on those times hurts more than anything. Being a deeply depressed, constantly isolated shut in. I loved being isolated. […]
This has been a very tough journey. Last year February, I was paranoid, suicidal, very sick.. everything was black and white because of my Internet and porn addiction. I couldn’t get it up to have sex with any attractive woman. And everytime I’d orgasm I would get very depressed for NO REASON (flatline). TODAY. A […]
This is my first post on NoFap (and on reddit). I’ve been aware of this subreddit for quite some time, but have never joined in the conversation before. A lot of these threads have helped me keep going, but I’m becoming very concerned and I just want to know if anyone else is experiencing/ has […]
Read More… from Quitting porn changed my world – but I went back to it after a break up
I am so happy after past weekend. After all this time reading /NoFap, searching for succes stories that would prevent me from losing hope, this is the only way to thank all of you that kept me going through all of this new life. So, I am a brazilian guy. I am 21 and have […]
Read More… from Age 21 – ED, even with porn: Succesful sex after 10 months. Still a ways to go