Ukuqala incoko nentombi yakho malunga ne-porn, ukubakho kweziyobisi kunye nokuyeka iphonografi kunokuba nzima. UWher wenza kwakhona ukuqala ukuthandana?
Kwakhona ubone:
- Ukubuyiselwa kwakhona kunye nomlingani: Kuthiwani ngesondo?
- Ndixelele intombi yam… (reddit / nofap thread)
- Umlingane Uyeka Ukunyaniseka? Iingcebiso ze-5
- Ukunyaniseka ngokunyanisekileyo Ngomfana / Intombi / FWB / njl., UKUPHATHA I-PIED yakho, kunye nokunika iNtloko eyiNdanga
- ISAYENSI:Studies ukudibanisa ukusetyenziswa koononophelo okanye ukuxhatshazwa ngoonwabo / ngesondo kunye nokuxhatshazwa ngokwesondo, phantsi ukuvuselelwa kwengqondo kwisistim sezesondo, kunye nokunciphisa ukwaneliseka ngokwesini
Ukuthandana ngexesha lokuqalisa kwakhona kunokubangela ingxaki enkulu. Nantsi imeko eqhelekileyo:
Ndiyaqhubeka nokuthandana namantombazana kwaye ndicinga ukuba ndiyifumene inomdla kakhulu. Ndikhe ndaphuma naye kabini ngoku. Emva koko ndafumana le ndawo kwaye ndishiya i-PMO iintsuku ezili-14 ezidlulileyo, i-turkey ebandayo. Ngoku, ndiziva ndingaqhelekanga kakhulu. Kubonakala ngathi i-libido yam ihambile. Andinayo nemithi yamasa okanye amaphupha amanzi. Kwaye ndiziva ndonwabile kuphela xa ndicofa iminqweno yam yobuntwana. Ekugqibeleni ndiya kufuneka ndiyenze nale ntombazana, kwaye ndiyesaba lo mzuzu kuba ndiyazi ukuba andiyi kuyifumana lula. Andazi ukuba ndenzeni. Ngaba ndiyeke ukuthandana namantombazana? Ubuncinci de ndiqalise kwakhona ingqondo yam? Kungenxa yokuba ngalo lonke ixesha ndisilela ukufumana ulwakhiwo ndiwela kuxinzelelo loxinzelelo.
Kulungile ukuba neqabane, kodwa ufuna ukuqonda ukuba ukuba unayo i-ED okanye ukulibaziseka ukunyanzelwa ungadinga ukunciphisa kakhulu okanye ususe i-orgasms ngexesha lokuqalisa kwakho (kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo akukho kunyanzela ukuvusa iminqweno yakho yakudala!). Okwangoku, kuninzi ongakwenza kunye neqabane lakho eliya kukunceda. Iingcamango apha: Indlela Ekhohlakeleyo Yokuhlala Uthandweni (ukuziphatha ngokubambisana) kunye Enye Indlela Yokwenza Uthando (isondo ngaphandle ukuya kwinqanaba).
IINKCUKACHA EZIKHONO: Ukuba neengqungquthela okanye ukuzama ukunyanzelisa ukulungiswa UCanzibe ungabi nampumelelo - ngakumbi ukuba unayo i-ED, kodwa ukumanga, ukuchukumisa, kunye nokukhohlisa ngeenxa zonke, kunokunceda ukubuyisela ingqondo yakho kwinto yokwenyani. Gcina ukhumbula, ukukhuthaza okwenziweyo kwizikrini kubangele ukuba likhoboka lakho okanye i-ED, hayi unxibelelwano lomntu. Awudingi kuphela ukwenza buthathaka iindlela zakho ezibonisa amanyala, kufuneka ukomeleze "indlela yokwenene" yeendlela. Jonga kwi Umlingane Uyeka Ukunyaniseka? Iingcebiso ze-5.
Omnye umntu wachaza utshintsho lwakhe ekuphenduleni ngokwesondo ngale ndlela:
Kwiimeko apho amadoda ephulula amalungu esini ngokungapheliyo kwaye ngequbuliso anamava nomntu wasetyhini, ukwabelana ngesondo kubonakala kwahlukile. Oku kwenzeke kum amaxesha ngamaxesha ebomini bam kwaye ngoku ndiyayiqonda into eyayisenzeka. Intombazana yokuqala endalala nayo yaphulukana nokwakhiwa kwam kuba andizange "ndive" nantoni na emva kokuba ndabelana ngesondo okwethutyana. I-sooo yahlukile ekuphulula amalungu esini ukuba ingqondo yethu iyabhideka kancinci kuba uvakalelo lwahlukile. Kum ukuba ndilahlekelwe yimvakalelo yokuziva nam emva koko ukulungiswa kuya kuncipha.
Ngoku, ndakuba ndingene kubudlelwane obuzinzileyo, bexesha elide bendinexesha elininzi lokuziqhelanisa. Ngelixa utshatile khange abuyele ekuziphatheni ngokuhambisa amaphambili. Nangona kunjalo, ndakuba ndahlukana, ndaya kunyaka onesiqingatha kufuneka ndizinyamekele kwakhona (ukuphulula amalungu esini). Emva koko xa ndiqala ukwenza uthando kunye ne-gf yam entsha ngelo xesha, ndafumana ukungabikho kwemvakalelo kwakhona. Ekuqaleni ndacinga ukuba yayinguye, kodwa emva koko ndaye ndabona ukuba ndihamba ixesha elide ngaphandle kokuhambisa amalungu esini, kokukhona ndiziva ndingaphakathi kuye, kwaye yonke into ilungile kwakhona.
Akusoloko kulula ukuthetha malunga nezinto ezinobuthathaka njengokubuyiswa kukusetyenziswa gwenxa kwe-porn. Kodwa unokuthi, "Wonke umntu uthi iphonografi ye-Intanethi ayinabungozi, kodwa kum ayikhange ibe njalo. Kwaye ndifuna ixesha elide ukuze ndibuyisele ubuchopho bam kubuntununtunu obuqhelekileyo — kuba ndifuna ukuba ngoyena mntu umthande ngeyona ndlela. ” Unokuba ubukele olu luhlu ukuze aqonde ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni: Ubunzima bakho kwividiyo ye-Porn.
Kufuneka umxelele into ethile, kuba kungenjalo uya kucinga ukuba awumfumani enomtsalane. Naye, uphenjelelwe yinkcubeko yethu yamanyala-apho amadoda athe nkqo abonakala esenza nzima ngonaphakade. Mqinisekise (1) ukuba ukubambezeleka kungenxa yengxaki yakho, (2) ujongene nayo, kwaye (3) uyamthanda. Zininzi ezinye iindlela zokumazisa ngaphandle kokusebenza ngokwesondo.
Yazi ukuba ukusebenza kwakho ngokwesondo kuya kubonakala kungagqitywanga wakuba uphinde wachacha ngokupheleleyo. Funda abanye '' amaBali aBuyela ku-ED '' kwikhonkco kwi eli phepha.
Umdala osisilumko wayenalo cebiso kubafana bexhala malunga nokusebenza emva kokuqalisa kwakhona.
Kukho intetho ethi, "Isibindi yinkalipho kuphela xa usoyika". Umgaqo wam malunga noloyiko kukuba, nantoni na endiyoyikayo ndiya ngqo ngqo kuyo. Ekuphela kwendlela ejikeleze uloyiko ngalo. Bendihlala ndinoloyiko olungenangqondo lwamanzi anzulu ke ndaphuma ndathatha isifundo sokuntywila, kunye nezifundo zokuqengqeleka kwikayak. Olo loyiko alusekho.
Ke woyika i-lick dick kunye nomntu wasetyhini onokukufuna. Ke, sonke sinjalo. Ungakuvumeli oko kukuyekise. Masithi ukwimeko yezentlalo kwaye owesifazana ufumana umtsalane uveza umdla kuwe. Ungaphendula ngoloyiko kwaye unciphise uloyiko lwakho oluqhwalelayo, okanye ungaqala incoko kwaye uye kwimeko apho uloyiko lwakho lukhala kuwe ukuba ubaleke. Xa esithi, "ungathanda ukubuyela endaweni yam?" umjonge emehlweni kwaye uthi, “Ndikufumana unomtsalane kakhulu; Ungumfazi omhle kwaye ndingathanda ukukusa kwisibonelelo sakho. Ndifuna ukukwazisa ukuba ndine-ED eqhubekayo ngoku kwaye andinakuthembisa ukuba ndiza kuba nakho ukukufumanela.
Izulu liyazi ukuba ulifanele. Into endinokukunika yona lulwimi oluya kusonga iinzwane zakho, kwaye ndiphethe ngokupheleleyo esi sihlomelo. Ke ukuba usenomdla ndingazukiswa ”. Ndiyathandabuza kakhulu ukuba angakuyeka.
Yabona, ukumisa ubukho besilisa kukude ngakumbi ukujika kumfazi kunokuba yipenisi emileyo. Amadoda acinga ukusebenza yile nto ifunwa ngabafazi kodwa bubukho bendoda abayilangazelelayo. Indoda elwa needemon zayo ikhupha amandla ahlala enomtsalane kumfazi. Xa uncanca ngokwakho, ukuba yindlela yokukhutshwa okukhulu kunokuba yinto enamandla. Uloyiko luya kuncipha xa unomngeni kwaye lukhula xa uhamba kulo. Uloyiko lugxobhozo olungenakuluma, ngaphandle kokuba unike amazinyo.
Umntu oneminyaka eyi-50 unale ngcebiso:
Ndithi mxelele, kodwa hamba kancinci. Ulwazi oluninzi kakhulu ngokukhawuleza luthanda ukubenza abantu bangabikho. Ukumxelela ukuba xa 'wawungatshatanga' wawusebenzisa i-masturbate kakhulu sele sele iluhlobo oluthile. Ukongeza kwi-porn kuyenza mandundu. Ukwamkela iphonografi kuyenza ibe yinyani, imbi kakhulu (ukuba kunjalo kuwe).
Ndicinga ukuba ndiza kuqala ngala: “Hee, uyazi ukuba abafana bathanda ukugcoba njani? Kulungile, bendihlala ndiyenza loo nto kodwa ndiyekile. kodwa uninzi lwabafana olunomdla wokuphazamisa i-libido yabo okwethutyana, kwaye ndinoluhlobo lwendawo leyo ngoku. Ndiyathetha ukuba ndiyafuna, kodwa jr. ayiphenduli ngokwenyani ngalo lonke ixesha- ukuba uyazi ukuba ndithetha ukuthini. ixesha elide kuya kuba ngcono, kwaye ndiyazi ukuba yinto elungileyo ukuyenza; kuba andisafuni ukuphulula amalungu esini ebomini bam - kodwa endaweni yesini esinentsingiselo kunye nesihle kunye nomfazi omnye kuphela. Ke ukuba kulungile nawe sinokuhamba ze kwaye sangana ngaphandle kokulindelweyo ngaphandle kokuba ufuna ngaphezulu ndingenza ezinye izinto- kwaye ukuba jr. siyaphila singenza njalo nathi, kulungile? ”
Ndicinga ukuba unefoto engama-50/50 ngeli xesha kubudlelwane bakho, ngokunyanisekileyo. Into omele ukuyiphepha kukuya kwindawo entlokweni yakhe emkhuphayo, kwaye lo mbandela unokubanobuhle-ngakumbi kubudlelwane obutsha.
Inye into yokuphuma uye uqiniseke, nangona kunjalo, kuya kufuneka uqiniseke ukuba akazukuyifaka ngaphakathi kwaye athi, "Andimvuleli." kuba leyo yindlela eqinisekileyo yokumenza abaleke.
Konke oku kunene. Kuthatha ixesha elide ukuphilisa. Ukunyuka nantoni na kwenza kube kubi.
Ndiyazi ukuba ubomi bufutshane, kwaye udibana namantombazana xa udibana nawo- kwaye awunalawulo lukhulu kulonto… kodwa ukuzama ukuphosa yonke le mithwalo kubudlelwane obutsha akulunganga okanye akukho lula.
TL; DR: Ewe kunjalo, ekuphela kwento ekufuneka uyilahlile yigf yakho entsha. Kwaye ukuba awukwazi ukwenza kwaye ungachazi ngokukhawuleza umkile. Kwaye ukuba uyahamba ngaphezulu uchaze okanye umkhuphele ngaphandle kwinkqubo, umkile. Ke awunanto ilahlekileyo kuba ekuphela kwendlela endibona ngayo ukuba AKAHAMBI ukuyithetha kuqala.
Ukuba awuziva usondele ngokwaneleyo ukuba ungavula, ubuncinci mxelele ukuba uqaphele ukuba ubudlelwane obuqala kancinci buthanda ukuhlala ixesha elide, kwaye ke ngoko-nangona ufuna ukumphazamisa-uqala kancinci ngethemba lokuba ubudlelwane buya kuhlala okwexeshana.
Ngokwezinga lokuxhalaba liyingxenye yomfanekiso, kubalulekile ukuba ube kunye neqabane othembekileyo kwaye unokuthetha ngokukhululekile, okanye ubuncinane onokuthatha izinto ngokukhawuleza. Ngamanye amagama, kungabi bubuqili ukuvavanya impendulo yakho erectile kwimeko yesimo sengqondo apho udibana nomntu kwaye ufuna ukuba umzimba wakho uwenze ngomyalelo.
Uninzi lwabantu apha lubonakala lubona impendulo yesondo xa kukho ezininzi uthando olufudumele kunye nendlela ekhululekile. Oku kunengqiqo kuba uxhalaba luvimbela ukuphazamiseka-kwimeko yengqondo. Ukufudumala okufudumele kunciphisa uxinzelelo.
Ekugqibeleni, nakhu amazwana ngamadoda athile kwi-forum. Isithethi sokuqala sikubuyisile ngokupheleleyo ukusebenza kwakhe ngokwesondo emva kokufika kwindawo ene-ED. Ngoku uneentsuku ze-71 ngaphandle kwe-PMO.
Intombi yakho kufuneka ikwazi ukuba into eyenziwa yinkqubo yomlutha kunokukhetha kwakho. Jonga kulolu chungechunge kunye. Mxelele ukuba ukhutshiwe yimifanekiso engamanyala kodwa ufuna ukubuyela esiqhelweni. Mxelele malunga ne-ybrainonporn.com kwaye ukuqala kwakhona yindlela yokubuyisela uvakalelo lwakho ngokwesini kubafazi bokwenyani. Mxelele ukuba uyamtsala, kodwa ngalo mzuzu iimvakalelo zakho eziqhelekileyo zokuziphatha kunye nokuphendula ngokwesondo ziye zanikezelwa. Uyazi * ukuba unomdla kuye kodwa umzimba wakho awunjalo kwaye, okwangoku, awuyi kuvuswa njengaxa ubukele iphonografi. Kodwa kubaluleke ngakumbi, ke uza kulungisa izinto.
Okokugqibela, kuya kuba ngcono ukuba umxelele ukuba uyamfuna ngenene kwaye uyakwenza oku ukuqala kwakhona ukulungisa izinto, kodwa ekugqibeleni ushiye ukhetho kuye. Oku kunokuvakala kungahambelani, kodwa ngale ndlela awuyi kubambelela kuye. Mnike ukhetho lokukushiya okanye cha. Emva kwayo yonke inkqubo yokuqalisa kwakhona iya kumchaphazela nangandlela thile. Nokuba kwenzeka ntoni, yenza oku uqalise kwakhona ubukhulu becala kwikamva lakho.
Ukuba usebudlelwaneni, mxelele! Andikwazi ukugxininisa oku ngokwaneleyo. Sukuyigcina le kwiqabane lakho; akasosidenge kwaye uyakuzibonela yedwa kwaye akucaphukele ngokungamthembi, okanye uya kuthi kungekudala aqonde ukuba kukho into engalunganga kwaye akushiye ekugqibeleni kuba awuzokwabelana naye.
Ewe angaleqa umnyango ukuba uyamxelela, kodwa uya kuyenza loo nto ukuba akwenzi njalo. (Intombazana yam yavuma kum ukuba ukuba bendingavulekanga okanye ndingambandakanyekanga ngesele ephumile kwiiveki ezimbalwa- ebezakundiphazamisa. Ndiyakholelwa nyani kwaye ndiyacofa kumanqanaba amaninzi, ndiyakholelwa ngokwenene ukuba nguye kum - into endingazange ndive ngayo ngaphambili nabani na.
Ngoko ukuba uvakalelwa kude nangendlela efanelekileyo malunga neqabane lakho, AKUZIKHUMBI. Mxelele nje !!)
· Intombazana yam entsha kunye nam sayithatha kancinci kwisithuba semihla eliqela, sibambene ngezandla sisenza apha naphaya. Ndihlala ndifumana istiffy esincinci kule nto yodwa, eyayingumqondiso olungileyo. Kwakucacile kum ukuba naye ufuna ukuthatha izinto kancinci, kwaye yayiyintsikelelo xa ndinikwe le meko ndikuyo.
Ngomhla we-8 we-streak yam yangoku (iintsuku ezingama-8 kungekho MO, iiveki ze-5 ze-P), sazama ukulala ngesondo ngokungaphumeleli-kanye into endiyikayo. Ndibe nzima ngexesha langaphambili kodwa andikwazi ukuwugcina umsitho ophambili. Incoko yam yangaphakathi yile nto ubuya kuyilindela (“shit, shit, shit… hayi kwakhona, hayi NGOKU), ekusenokwenzeka ukuba ayincedanga.
Ngelo xesha, ndaziqengqa ndaza ngokuzolileyo ndathi "kulungile, ndifuna ukukuxelela into…". Emva kokukhankanya ezinye zezibalo ukusuka Olu dliwano ndlebe nodokotela, Ndinikezela ngcaciso emfutshane ye-PIED, ngokuphindaphindiweyo ukucacisa oko (1) oku akuzange kube yiphutha lakhe nangayiphi na indlela, kwaye (2) yesikhashana kwaye ndiza kuyilungisa. Ndimxelele ukuba ndiyeke ukukhangela i-porn xa ndiqala ukudibana naye ngaphezu kwenyanga ngaphambili, ukuba ndandifuna nje ukusika yonke into yokuvuselela kunye nokubuyisela ubuchopho bam besini.
Uye wayithatha kakuhle le INCREDIBLY. Uye wancuma (waphantse wahleka kancinci), esithi ukhathazekile inokuba yimpazamo yakhe kwaye wandibulela ngokumvulela. Uthe wayenovalo kakhulu (malunga nokungabi namava kwakhe) kwaye ukusukela ngoku, ii-orgasms zam ziya kugcinelwa yena yedwa. Sobabini savuma ukuba nomonde, sisazi ukuba izinto zizakulunga ngokuhamba kwexesha. ikhonkco
Usuku 7 - bendipheke zonke iintlobo zobuxoki obahlukeneyo ukuze ndikwazi ukuphepha isondo, kodwa ngomhla we-5, emva kokufunda zonke iimpendulo izihlandlo ezininzi, ndadibana nentombi yam malunga nemeko yam. Indoda… Ndicinga ukuba yayiyeyona nto inzima endakha ndazenza. Ndaqala ukumxelela kancinci ngayo, ukuba ikhona into "engalunganga" ngam. Ilizwi lam laqala ukuqhekeka kwaye ndaphantse ndalila. Ndaziva ndizonyanya. Kodwa ke ndeva awona mazwi othando awakhe athethwa kum: “Ungakhathazeki. Kuzakulunga, Siza kuyiphumelela le nto kunye. ” Damn, ndiyamthanda lo mfazi 😉
Ndigqibele ukuxelela i-gf yam ngayo yonke le nto kwaye uyamangalisa kwaye uyayixhasa. Ukumxelela ngale nto yenye yezona zinto zinzima endizenzileyo ebomini bam. Ndaziva ndisesichengeni kwaye ndingonwabanga lol. Kodwa isisondeze kakhulu.
Intombi yam ihlala malunga neyure kunye ne-1/2 kude nam. Ndamxelela ukuba ndiyeka iphonografi kwaye ndiza kunika umzimba wam ikhefu kwi-orgasms ngokungapheliyo. (Wayesazi ukuba ndibukele iphonografi) Izinto zisebenze ngokuthanda kwam ngenxa yokuba asibonanga iiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo kwaye xa sasinenyanga nganye. Kwenzeka nje ukuba sixhonywe kwimpelaveki ephelileyo kwaye ndiye ndaqala ukuba nzima (malunga ne-70% elungileyo kum, inikwe apho bendikho kwinyanga ephelileyo) kwaye ibingomhla wama-31. Amava ezesondo ahlukile kuba mna waziva yena ngaphambili ndaziva into kodwa ibingafani nezolo.
Ndamxelela nentombi yam. Ndiyazi abaninzi abantu apha abaqinisekanga okanye besaba ukwenza oku. I-GUYS, ndikuxelela ngoku ngoku: XHUMA KONKE KWI-ITHEBHU. Ewe incoko yayingenamahloni kwaye ibuhlungu, kodwa ekugqibeleni, kwakudingeka kwenzeke ukuze ulwalamano lube lunyanisekileyo kwaye luyaqhubeka. Intombi yam yayiyiqonda inceba, ngakumbi xa ndamnika ikhonkco kwiYBOP.
Ndinikele phezolo kwintombi yam okokugqibela. Sasihlala ixesha elide kwaye ekugqibeleni ndafumana enye yeepesenti ze-80 kwakhona. Iyothusa indlela eziza ngayo kodwa azizali. Nangona kunjalo wandinika intloko kwaye andizange ndibone i-orgasm kodwa ndilahlekelwe ngengozi. Ndandinomsindo ekuqaleni yayiziintsuku ezilishumi ukusukela oko ndagqibela ngo-O.
Ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwam, ndamxelela ngxaki yam. Kwaye kubalulekile ukuba ndihambe ngokukodwa inyanga ngaphandle kwesondo, ngomlomo ngomlomo, okanye ngesithombeni, kodwa ukuba ndiyakwenza Nantoni na. Oku kwakukuhle. U fe zekile. Ngoku ke bobabini bazinikele kuyo kwaye ndamxelela ukuba anganiki nantoni na emva kwenyanga.
Intombi yam yahlukana nam. Khange ndimxelele. Khange sizame ngesondo kwaphela kuba bendingekakulungeli oko. Unobundlobongela kwaye uthe tye xa kufikwa kumba wesini kwaye ndicothisa kancinci ukuba ndibuyisela kwakhona. Khange senze nto ininzi kwaye uyakhathala ngenxa yoko. Ndiyaluqonda unxunguphalo lwakhe. Bendingafuni ukutsiba ngesondo kuba ndiyazi ukuba ayisiyompumelelo ndiza kushukunyiswa nyani yile nto. Ukugqibela kwam ukuba ndibe ne-ED kunye nomntu ndaya kwimeko edandathekileyo. Ndimthanda kakhulu, sinonxibelelwano ngokweemvakalelo, kwaye ndiziva ndikhululekile xa ndinaye kodwa bendingenawo umnqweno wesini kuba i-libido yam iphantsi kakhulu.
Ndisabona amantombazana ambalwa ngalo mzuzu kodwa ndithatha kancinci kubo bonke. Kodwa bendingekabikho kwimeko ebinokundinyanzela ukuba ndivule "ulingo" lwam kodwa ndikulungele ukwenza njalo ukuba kunyanzelekile. Okwangoku, ndiziva ndonwabile ngelixa ndisenza namantombazana kwaye oku kubonisa ngokwasemzimbeni. Ukuba kule meko yokuvuka akuyi kwenza kube lula ukwala ukuya phambili nangona.
Ndivakalelwa kukuba ndihleli kwelinye lala mantombazana (ndimbonile ngokuhlwanje) ixesha elide kangangokuba uza kuqala ukubuza imibuzo engonwabisiyo kungekudala. Ndiceba ukuthi: “Andinakuqhubeka, kuba ngoku ndenza uvavanyo lokuzihlola. Ngoku ndiziva ngathi ndizilahlile kwaye ndigqibe kwelokuba ndiyeke nakuphi na ukuziphatha ngokwesondo ixesha elide ”. Andiqondi ukuba kukho nasiphi na isidingo sokuvula ngokungaphaya malunga nokusetyenziswa kwamanyala, umlutha okanye ukungasebenzi kakuhle kwalo naluphi na uhlobo- lelo shishini lam.
Ukuthamba kunye nokushwabana ziyinxalenye yawo. Nam ndenze njengawe. Ndiza kuhamba ngeveki okanye kungabikho i-PMO kwaye ndinike ngenxa yokuba ndandibuhlungu kakhulu, okanye ndiza kwenza i-PM nje ngethemba lokuba iya kuhlawula i-libido yam. Oku kwenza izinto zibe mbi nangakumbi. Kuya kufuneka udlule kwezinye iiveki-abanye abantu baye kwiinyanga-apho ukhathazekile ukuba i-libido yakho iya kuhamba ngonaphakade kwaye uxhalabile ngakumbi ukuba incanca yakho iya isiba ncinane kakhulu ucinga ukuba ibuyela kwisisu sakho njengentloko yofudo. Kuyothusa. Ngokwenene kunjalo. Kodwa thatha isigqibo sokuba uza kuba ngqongqo kwisiqu sakho ukuze umzimba wakho ube nexesha lokubuyela kulungelelwano.
Uvakala njengomfana oqeqeshiweyo, ebalekayo kwaye ehleli ebhentshini.Uyilimazile inkqubo yakho yokwabelana ngesondo kwaye ngoku kufuneka ubeke isamente kuyo kwaye uyivumele iphilise. Ukuba bendinguwe (kwaye yile nto indenze ndangqinelana) ndingafumana isiqwenga sephepha, kwaye suku ngalunye uya ngaphandle kwe-PMO, umthunzi kwibhokisi encinci, mhlawumbi ngaphambi kokuba ulale. Usenokuphinda ubuye amatyeli ambalwa, kodwa xa uthe “waqhuba” kakuhle, imeko yakho yokhuphiswano iya kuthabatha indawo kwaye phambi kokuba wazi ukuba iinyanga ezimbini ziya kube zidlulile kwaye uyakubuya umile.
Ndihambile ngaphezulu kweenyanga ezimbini ngoku kwaye izinto zibhetele kakhulu. Ngokulandela ubudlelwane ngelixa ndiphila, ndingathi ukuba ubudlelwane abunakulinda iinyanga ezimbini, okanye abunakuhlala kunye nenkqubo yokuphilisa iinyanga ezimbini, emva koko uthathe iinyanga ezimbini ushiye olo lwalamano. Kukho izisombululo zoyilo. Kodwa ufuna kwaye uyayifuna le nto ikhathalelwe, ke yenze eyona nto iphambili kuyo. Umnqweno omhle!
Yintoni enomdla kukuba le ntombazana ayikhange ikhathazwe yingxaki yam ye-ED. Uvavanya ubudlelwane bakhe kwezesondo ngalo mzuzu (iinyanga ezi-6 zokuvalwa ngokwesini) ke ndicinga ukuba ngendlela kuya kukhululeka ukufumana umntu ongamcinezeliyo. Kuyaphambana safumana kula manqaku ebomini bethu. Ixesha libonakala lifezeke kakhulu ukuba lingaba yinyani.
Ngokwahlukileyo, i-ex yam ithathe i-ED yam ngokwenene. Ngelo xesha ndandingazi ukuba kwenzeka ntoni okanye kwakutheni ukuze ndingamchazeli. Kwigumbi lokulala sobabini sasihlala sididekile kwaye sikhathazekile Ndiva ukuba lixesha lokuba ndixelele intombi yam entsha malunga nembali yam yezesondo kunye nezinto endijongana nazo. Kuvakala ngathi kukushukuma okunesibindi, kodwa emva kwempelaveki ephelileyo [ukusondelelana kakhulu, akukho sini] ndiyamthemba kwaye ndiziva kufanelekile ukwazi.
Ndinebali elitsha endinokulixelela ngento emangalisayo eyenzekileyo ngobu busuku (ubusuku 21). Kodwa okokuqala kufuneka ndibelane ngokufunyanwa kwam / ithiyori malunga nenqanaba lokuqalisa kwakhona endikulo ngoku. Ndifumanisa ukuba ubumnandi, kum, ngumsonto wokugqibela ekufuneka usikiwe ukuze ndizibambe ngokwam kwi-porn. Ngelishwa ibonakala ngathi yomelele kuyo yonke imisonto.
Ukuyeka i-porn kwakufana nokuphosa ubuchopho bam obuhlwempuzekileyo kwisikhephe kwisikhephe sobomi. Ukuyeka ukuphulula amalungu esini kwakufana nokuphosa emanzini nge-floaty. Kuvakala ngathi xa ndiyeka iingcinga, ingqondo yam iyahamba "Heyi, YINTONI INDODA ESIHOGWAYO!" njengoko ndikhupha i-floaty. Kwaye ke kungena enzulwini! Yiloo nto endiyifumene phakathi kweentsuku ze-16 ukuya namhlanje (21) ..
Kuye kwakulingela ukuba uphinde ubuyele kumbono ngenxa yokuba, ndinoluvo lokuba indlela yodwa endikwazi ukuyifumana ngokukhawuleza ukulungiswa (oko kukuphela kohlobo endikuvumelayo ukuba ndibe nalo ngoku) kukuhlala ngento engcolileyo ngesondo. Ingqondo iyayithanda ngakumbi nangakumbi xa uzama ukuyeka. Iindaba ezilungileyo (iindaba ezimbi ngenxa yokuphelelwa ngumonde) kukuba njengoko uvumela ukuhamba kwindalo kwaye uqale ukuvumela ukunyaniseka kuthathe indawo yayo, ingqondo yakho iqala ukungabi nxamnye neengcamango. Ngelishwa, ndifumanisa ukuba ilahlekelwa ngumzwelo kwiingcamango ngaphambi kokuba iqale ukuthobela ukunyaniseka okubangelwa ixesha elithile apho kubonakala ngathi akukho nto ikhuphayo (i-flatline). Eyoyikisayo kakhulu. Kodwa ungesabi! Funda umhlathi olandelayo:
Ndadibana nomfazi omangalisayo, omuhle, okrelekrele ngobu busuku. Ungumntu ovela kwixesha lam elidlulileyo endandihlala ndimthanda, kodwa iindlela zethu azizange ziwele ngale ndlela. Ndandisoyika kakhulu xa wayendithumelela umyalezo wokuba ufuna ukundibona ngomso ebusuku (ngokuhlwanje). Ndisazi ukuba andikhange ndiqalise kwakhona kwaye, eyona nto imbi kakhulu, kukuba bendicacile. Kwaye ndafumana uvavanyo olubalulekileyo ngosuku olulandelayo kwaye phakathi kwaloo nto, kunye noxinzelelo malunga nokuzibuza ukuba ndenzeni malunga nale ntombazana, andinakulala konke konke. Ke emva kokungaphumli, ndihleli kuvavanyo lweeyure ezi-4, kwaye ndibekwa caba, ndiye ndambhalela ukuba ndifuna ukudibana naye ngo-8: 00.
Ndabona ukuba ayifani nento endinokuyenza nje ndide ndicinge ukuba ndibuyiselwa, ezinokuthi zibe zezinye iintsuku ezingama-60 + kuyo yonke into endiyaziyo; Kuya kufuneka ndiyifumene ngoku. Ke sixhume, kwaye ndonwabile ukuba ndenzile. Besitya isidlo sangokuhlwa, iiziselo ezimbalwa kunye nedama lokudubula. Emva koko sabuyela emotweni yakhe saqala ukwenza uhlengahlengiso. Ekuqaleni, bendingaziva nantoni ezantsi phaya kodwa ukufudumala kunye nokunyuka kwegazi. Kuyamangalisa ukuba uvuswe ngokwasemzimbeni kwaye ungene kuyo ngokupheleleyo kodwa akukho kulungiswa.
Ekugqibeleni, umzuzu endicinga ukuba sonke siyoyika kakhulu kwenzeka xa wakhankanya into yokuba wayengakwazi “ukuziva”. Elo yayilixesha elimnandi!
Kodwa nantsi apho kwajika khona konke. Okwangoku, ndaye ndacinga, "Ndingazenza izizathu ze-BS zokuba kutheni le nto isenzeka, okanye ndinokuthi nje uFn akhule isibini, ndimxelele malunga neziyobisi ezingamanyala, ukuqala ngokutsha kunye nomjikelo wonke kwaye ziyeke iichips ziwele apho zikhona UCanzibe."
Emva kokuqwalaselwa okufutshane, ndamxelela inyani, ndamangaliswa kukuba wayeqonda malunga neendlela ezininzi zokulutha ngokwesondo kunye nendlela abanokuyenza ngayo ingqondo (okrelekrele). Ndamxelela ukuba kuya kufuneka ndiyithathe kancinci kwaye ayizukuba yinto elungileyo ukuhamba yonke indlela de ndibuyiselwe. Oku kukhokelele kwincoko evuselelayo ngesini, uthando, imeko yokomoya kunye nenkcubeko. Oku kukhokelele ekubeni senze kwakhona.
Njengoko izinto zazishushu kwaye njengoko wayezihlikihla kum ekugqibeleni ndaba nzima. Akukho ndawo ndandizichukumisa okanye nantoni na. Kuya kufuneka ukuba siqhubeke nokwenza iiyure ezimbini. Kwakumangalisa. Ndayigcina icocekile ubukhulu becala - kungangeni bhulukhwe. Wayeyithanda nayo. Sobabini siziva sinxibelelana ngokwenene. Ndiyithanda ngokwenene le ntombazana kwaye ndinomdla wokulandela izinto phambili.
Kuyamangalisa, ngomhla we-15 uthi, iingcamango zam zingandinika ukulungiswa malunga nemizuzwana engama-20, kodwa kwandithatha njengemizuzu eyi-15 ukufumana enye kunye nomfazi wangempela. Oku kubonisa ukuba kukho umahluko omkhulu phakathi kwefantasy kunye neyona nto iyinyani ngokwenkqubo yonke yokuzala, kwaye andikabuyiswanga ngokupheleleyo. Ikwabonisa, nangona kunjalo, ukuba i-flatline ayisiyiyo kwaphela, nangona iyinyani. Emva kwaloo mava amangalisayo andiziva ngathi ndiyacinga. Kungcono ndilinde de ndiphinde ndimbone.
Njani i-PMO ye-bf yam indityhalele endaweni emnyama… kwaye kutheni kukhanya kwitonela [umfazi]
Bafana (kunye namantombazana)
Okokuqala-ndiyintombazana ke ukuba uchasene namantombazana athumela apha nceda ungafundi ngokuqhubekayo. Inokuqulatha izinto ezibangela ezinye.
Okwesibini-ndithumela le nto kuba ndiyakholelwa ukuba oku kunokunceda abanye abantu phaya. Isingesi asilolwimi lwam lokuqala, ke pls xolela naziphi na iimpazamo endiza kuzenza.
Naku kuhamba: Ndina26 yo. Ndinomfana othandekayo (32) kwaye sinobudlelwane obuhle ... kude kube malunga nonyaka odlulileyo into ethile yaqala ukungahambi kakuhle.
Ekuqaleni waqala ukuphepha ngesondo. Sasabelana ngesondo kuphela qho kwiiveki ze-4-6… kwaye KUPHELA kuba bendiyicela. Wayesoloko "ediniwe" kwaye engenamdla; sathetha ngo "xinzelelo emsebenzini", wandixelela ukuba "ndingadluli". "Ubomi abukho konke malunga nesondo uyazi" - wayedla ngokuthi… Ndiqale ukuzibuza, inkangeleko yam, ukubaluleka kwam. Kwaye kwakungekho nangokwesondo, ndandifuna ukusondelana. Ndandifuna ukuba abe nomdla kum njengowesifazane, ndandifuna ukuziva ndifuna. Kodwa oko kwakungekho. Oogxa bam emsebenzini bancedisa kwindlela endijongeka ngayo, amanye amadoda ayesandibetha phaya, kodwa ekhaya, kwakungekho nto. Kwaye xa sasabelana ngesondo kwakungekho nto ibifana nayo. Ngokuzenzekelayo, erhabaxa, efana ne-porn. Akukho ukwangana emva koko. Akukho kuphuzana kwaye akukho kungaphambili. Ukwabelana ngesondo - i-orgasm - unayo into oyifunayo, ngoku ndishiye kwiiveki ze-4.
Eminye imiba yolwalamano lwethu ibonakala ilungile, ndiye ndacinga ukuba eli lixesha elinzima esihamba ngalo kwaye ekugqibeleni liza kuba ngcono. Ndithathe isigqibo sokuba ndinyamezele kwaye ndiqonde. Ndiyekile ukubuza ngesondo.
Kungekudala emva kokuba ezo ngxaki ziqalile ndiqalile ukuqaphela ukuba isithandwa sam sasinokukhathazeka ngakumbi, sikude, sinzima kum. Wenza izimvo ezingenangqondo. Akukho kwanto imbi nyhani, kodwa wayengasandiphathi kakuhle…
Ngamanye amaxesha wayehlala apho kwaye kukhangeleka ngathi .. ..ngathi wayengenawo umphefumlo. Ndiyaxolisa ukuba olu thelekiso lubonakala lusoyikeka, kodwa yile ndlela kanye endiye ndamfumana ngayo. Ebebaphepha abanye abantu, ebethanda ukuba yedwa, engafuni ukuphuma… bendihlala ndenza amagqabantshintshi afana nokuthi “asikabi nama-70 okwangoku, masiyonwabele impilo hun”, ndizamile ukumenza abe nomdla kwizinto ezahlukileyo kodwa akunjalo Umsebenzi. Qho xa ndimnika ukuwola, ukumanga phezu kwentshontsho andizukufumana nayiphi na impendulo. Xa sasibukele imuvi kunye kwaye ndizama ukuthembela kuye ngobunono, ukuziva nje uhlobo oluthile lokudibana nomntu, wayedla ngokuthi "ungandibambi sithandwa, ndandizonwabele ndedwa, ndifuna nje ukubona imovie" .
Andizange ndiyazi into engalunganga. Mhlawumbi wayengelohlobo lomntu "ochukumisayo"? Mhlawumbi yayiyindalo yakhe leyo? Okanye mhlawumbi ndifuna kakhulu? Mhlawumbi kwinyanga ezayo / kunyaka izakutshintsha…
Bendimonyanya umntu obandayo ebeya kuba nguye. Saqala ukuxabana ngakumbi nangakumbi. Kwaye ukuba neentlobano zesini kube kanye ngenyanga, qho emva kweenyanga ezimbini kwakundibulala. Ndandihlala ndilila (ngesiqhelo ngasese, kodwa ngamanye amaxesha phambi kwakhe ukumenza abone ukuba yintoni le ayenzayo kum. Khange incede).
Ndaguqukela kumkhwa wokuhlaziya amalungu esini. Bendingafuni ukumkhohlisa kwaye isondo lam lokuqhuba laliphezulu, ke oku kwakubonakala ngathi kukuhamba ngengqiqo. Kodwa ndandiziva ndinganqabisekanga kwaye ndingonwabanga. Bendisafuna ukuba "nendoda" ekhaya, ingabi ngumntu nje ozokwenza ivenkile kwaye andiqhubele emsebenzini.
Ndaqala ukucinga ngamanye amadoda. Kwaye ndingacinga ngobomi bomnye umntu, umntu onothando, ofudumeleyo. Umntu ondibamba ngesandla, umntu oza kundanga ebusuku, umntu othanda isondo. Ndingacinga ngayo ebusuku, ndilele ecaleni kwesithandwa sam - ngelo xesha esasifana nerobhothi kunendoda yokwenene kum. Ngethuba lokuqala ngeenyanga ndaqala ukuqaphela abanye abantu abanomdla kum. Xa ndandonwabile andizange ndihoye inkqubela phambili yabo, kodwa ngoku amazwi abo amnandi andinceda ndaziva ngathi ndingumfazi. Andizange ndiphume nomnye waba bafana, ndingazange ndikhohlise. Babonakala nje benenkathalo kunye nothando ngokuthelekisa isithandwa sam.
Kunokuba, kwiveki ephelileyo, ndafumanisa ukuba umfana endithandana naye ulikhoboka lamanyala kunye ne-masturbation. Ndaboleka ilaptop yakhe ndazibona zonke ezo zinto… Kwaye kwacaca kum ukuba kuzo zonke ezo nyanga ndizama “ukudibanisa” naye… uchitha ejonge abanye abantu basetyhini. Abadlali be-porn. Wayebhalisiwe nakwenye indawo yabantu abadala "abathandanayo" kwaye wathumela imiyalezo kwabanye babafazi apho. Mncinci, mdala… Omnye wabo wayemdala njengomama wam. Wayengathandeki, wayengenguye umntu endandiziva ndimphatha nyhani ebomini… Kutheni eMhlabeni angayenza loo nto kum? Ubunzima endinabo ngelo xesha abunakuchazeka…: /// andizukuyinqwenela nakubani na.
Ndijongene naye. Yilapho waqhekeza kwaye wavuma ukuba wayengumlutha we-PMO. Lonke elo xesha ndandicinga ukuba akanamdla kwezokwabelana ngesondo… wachitha phantse yonke intsasa ukuphulula amaphambili kwigumbi lokuhlambela ebukele iphonografi. Ndiyakhumbula ukuba wayethanda ukuchitha ixesha elininzi kwigumbi lokuhlambela kodwa kuye kwenzeka kum ukuba esi sesona sizathu sokuba. Yothusa - yothuka ngokupheleleyo - kuba andizange ndicinge ukuba ingomnye wabo "bantu"… Uyabona, bendicinga ukuba ngabo kuphela abantu abaphulula amaphambili kwi-porn ngabo bangakwaziyo ukufumana “isini esiqhelekileyo”… Indoda, iphumelele Amadoda amahle awachithi iintsasa zabo echukumisa amalungu abo esini… Yiloo nto kanye endiyiyo. Kwakungekho ngqiqweni kum.
Ukunyaniseka kwakhe yayikukuphela kwesizathu sokuba ndingahambeli ngaphandle nangalapho. Ndalila ndalila kwezi ntsuku zilandelayo… andifuni kuya kwiinkcukacha zento endikhe ndadlula kuyo kodwa yayiyeyona nto imbi kakhulu ukuba nayo. Njengomfazi ndaziva ngathi umhlaba wam uwile. Ukwazi ukuba wavuswa "ngaba bafazi" kwaye wakhetha bona kum kwakubuhlungu nje.
Ndikhangele ulwazi malunga neziyobisi ezingamanyala kwaye ndafumanisa i-yourbrainonporn, le foram, ezinye iisayithi… Sathetha kakhulu. Okuninzi. Kwaye oku yeyona nto yasindisa iimvakalelo endandizishiyele yena. Undixelele ukuba uzimisele ukuyibetha. Kwacaca ukuba eli lixesha lokuqala aqonda ukuba UNENGXAKI ENZIMA. Khange ndiqonde ukuba kutheni engakhange ayiqaphele loo nto ngaphambili?! Oku bekumtyhalela kwindawo emnyama kakhulu… kude nam, usapho lwakhe kunye nobomi ngokubanzi. Ndacinga ngaphakathi kwam ukuba ukuba kungaze kufikelele kwinqanaba apho ukujonga iipenisi ezingenakubalwa kwi-Intanethi kuya kuba ngumsebenzi wam osele uqalile… ndiza kuqonda ukuba ndinengxaki, akunjalo? Ukuze ube yeyona minyaka intle yobomi bakho kwaye uyimoshe ngoluhlobo… Kuya kufuneka ukuba uyazi… Okanye ndicinga njalo. Okungakumbi kufundwa malunga nokongezwa kwe-porn ngakumbi ukuba andityi ...
Ngoku ndiyamkholelwa ukuba ngekhe abone apho amthathela khona iphonografi. Ngoba? Kuba nam-ndiqale ukuya kwelo cala kwaye khange ndiqaphele naziphi na iiflegi ezibomvu…: Ndandinobudlelwane kwaye ndandiphulula amalungu esini rhoqo kunokuba ndingatshatanga… ndandingonwabanga kodwa ndingazi ukuba kutheni…. Ndasola abanye. Ngubani owaziyo ukuba ungandithatha phi ..
Kude kube ngoMgqibelo odlulileyo andikaze ndibone iphonografi njengento engeyiyo. Ngapha koko, bendihlala "ndinengqondo evulekileyo" malunga nayo kwaye ndicinga ukuba ayinakukwenzakalisa ukuba uyazi ukuyisebenzisa. Le yi-B * S. Iya kukwenzakalisa ukuba uyayisebenzisa. Iya kukwenza ube lusizi, ube nesizungu, uhlale wedwa Andonwabanga. Akukho nto intle onokuyifumana kubudlelwane bakho ne-porn. Ndinqwenela ukuba abantu bathethe ngokungafihlisiyo ngento eyenziwe yi-PMO ebomini babo.
Siphantse saphulukana. Anditsho ukuba siza kuyifumana ngokuqinisekileyo-ibiyiveki kuphela kwaye ndiyazi ukuba ingxaki yakhe ibuyela umva. Wayeyifihla iminyaka. Alithandabuzeki elokuba uyakufumana olu hambo lukhuni. Kwaye kufuneka ndimthembe kwakhona, ndilale ngokwam, ndiyeke ukuzithelekisa nabanye abafazi… Kuya kuba nzima: / Kodwa intliziyo nengqondo yakhe zikwindawo elungileyo. Kwaye zam nazo.
Ke senza le ntsuku ze-90-no akukho mngeni we-PMO kunye. Ndiyathemba ukuba iya "kubuyisela" iingqondo kunye nemizimba yethu. Ngokunyanisekileyo andifuni ukuchitha ubomi bam ngolu hlobo. Kwaye ndiyazi ukuba uziva ngokufanayo.
Ndiyazi ukuba sinakho konke esikudingayo ukuze siphumelele. Ndiyazibuza ukuba ingamnceda na umntu ukuba ndibhale apha amaxesha ngamaxesha, ndixele amava ethu…
Ndiyathemba ukuba uyifumana kuwe kwaye uyaqonda ukuba ungcono kakhulu ukuba le sh * t. Ubomi bokwenyani bukulindile. Sukuchitha ixesha lakho elixabisekileyo ujonge abantu basetyhini abangaqhelekanga abasasaza imilenze kunye nabafana abangahambiyo phakathi kwabo…: /: /: /
Ndiyakubonga bonke ngenxa yokomelela, ngokuqhubeka olu luhambo kunye nokufuna ukutshintsha 🙂
Ndinebali elikhawulezayo ekwabelaneni ngalo malunga nalo mbandela. Ndikhathazeke kancinci mva nje malunga nendlela amantombazana aya kusabela ngayo xa ndibaxelela ukuba andiyifaki / andiyibukeli iphonografi. Ewe, phezolo ebusuku intombazana indibhalele indibuza ukuba injani impelaveki yam, yadda yadda. Sithumele umyalezo ngeeyure ezimbalwa. Ngapha koko, ngaxa lithile wabuza ukuba ndenza ntoni ndamxelela ukuba ndibukele imovie. Uye wathi, “ukuba ufuna ulonwabo lwenyani kutheni ungabukeli iphonografi? ”Ndicinga ukuba wayezama ukuba ndenze imiyalezo kunye naye okanye enye into. Khange ndiyenze loo nto ndiye ndamxelela nje inyani, yeyokuba andisabukeli iphonografi kuba ndiziva ndingcono ngaphandle kwayo.
Wayenomdla kwaye ebuza ukuba kutheni kuba ecinga ukuba bonke abantu bayayenza. Ndamxelela ukuba uninzi lwenza, kodwa uninzi luye lwaba likhoboka lalo kwinqanaba elithile kwaye liyakukhubekisa kwinto yokwenyani. Ndamxelela ukuba ndingathanda ukuba nento yokwenyani kwaye ndiziva ndivulekile kwaye ndinomdla kubafazi xa ndingayenzi. Wagqiba ukuthetha zonke ezi zinto malunga nendlela acinga ngayo into emangalisayo ukuba andiyenzi kwaye oko kwenza ukuba ndibe ngumntu ongcono kwaye kufuneka ndifumane nazo zonke iintlobo zamantombazana nantoni na (lol ukuba kuphela kunjalo). Eyona nto yayikukuba wayecinga ukuba kuhle ukuba ndiyayenza le nto, kwaye ndinoluvo lokuba uninzi lwabasetyhini luya kuziva ngendlela efanayo.
Ke nina, musani ukoyika ukunyaniseka kwintombazana malunga nokungafaki / ukubukela iphonografi. Ndicinga ukuba uninzi alukhethi ukubukela iphonografi nangayiphi na indlela, ke ukuba kukho nantoni na eya kukunika amanqaku e-brownie. Kwaye kukwenza ubonakale ngathi u-alpha ngakumbi kwaye ulawula ubomi bakho. Amawa:
-ndixelelwe intombazana andibukeli iphonografi
-she wabuza isizathu sokuba ndime
wazama ukumchazela
-sacinga ukuba kwakumangalisa
-eyo yonke into engalindelekanga
Inxalenye engcono malunga nokuba ne-gf ngokusebenzisa le nto kukuba uyakwazi ukuthetha naye ngxaki. Amantombazana angabathethi bendalo ukuze bafune ukuva konke ngako 😀 Ngaphezu kwintombazana uyayithanda xa uzama ukuphucula ubuhlobo.
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